I am waiting for the hottest speed – my gosh, in Australia we’ve got nothing but shit – if youtried to shoot some you’d be lucky to stay awake for 24 hours if that…this fan-tab-ulistic stuff that a VERY good friend has sent me from California has sent me OVER THE MOON. I mean it, I couldn’t slow down and stayed awake for…let’s see, the first time it was 8-no-9 days, and the second time was 7 days.
Now I don’t usually overdose that much, especially seeing as I’m on the harpy drug of methadone, but when you get told for years that stuff is great and you find out it isn’t, you start to take such affirmations with a grain of salt. Well, that’s what happened with my friend – let’s call her Anastasia’s advice – I simply disregarded it. Twice. No, three times.
It’s amazing how many times it takes to learn when you’re a druggie and it’s to do with drugs. Ask any druggie, they’ll agree.
I’ll be getting a camera soon, and I’d like to entice you to keep following this blog because there will be some juicy pictures coming up!!
No drugs for me until Friday when I get inundated by methadone “take-aways” which are no fun to hit up beyond a certain point – it just gets so boreing, sitting there nodding like you’re on pills, and I always hated pill “highs”. Heroin is completely different – and I sure do miss it. It’s one of my motivations in reducing my methadone dose that I get to finally feel a heroin rush and stone again. I’m more than looking forward to it.
Now I don’t usually overdose that much, especially seeing as I’m on the harpy drug of methadone, but when you get told for years that stuff is great and you find out it isn’t, you start to take such affirmations with a grain of salt. Well, that’s what happened with my friend – let’s call her Anastasia’s advice – I simply disregarded it. Twice. No, three times.
It’s amazing how many times it takes to learn when you’re a druggie and it’s to do with drugs. Ask any druggie, they’ll agree.
I’ll be getting a camera soon, and I’d like to entice you to keep following this blog because there will be some juicy pictures coming up!!
No drugs for me until Friday when I get inundated by methadone “take-aways” which are no fun to hit up beyond a certain point – it just gets so boreing, sitting there nodding like you’re on pills, and I always hated pill “highs”. Heroin is completely different – and I sure do miss it. It’s one of my motivations in reducing my methadone dose that I get to finally feel a heroin rush and stone again. I’m more than looking forward to it.