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New to this thing....so , yeah well, I can't stop with opiate. It just consumes y life a d I don't see an end to it. I have tried and tried. I can stop anything and everything else but this. Ahh. Needed to vent badly. I live a secret life from everyone I know and if they do then the people who are closest to me just aren't saying anything. Sometimes I wish they would though. I'm scared that I'll never stop and it doesn't
ake me change shit going on in my lIfe at all. I'm pathetic but I don't care at all. I do what I want when I want and nothing ever changes those rules. But I do need help. And I do need to stop living this lie.
 
I was addicted to dope for a long time too , eventually I got tired of all the problems it was causing my life

When you decided to walk away you'll be very glad you did , the sickness sucks but its only temporary

Take care of yourself Lovedrug :)<3
 
Lovedrug if you ever need to talk feel free to send me, or the other mods a PM.

Or you can post in The Dark Side forum, the crew over there is very understanding and loving and they'd be glad to talk with you about any problem you seem to be having.

Much love man <3
Be strong

btw, you kick ass for bumping this thing. Once slay stopped coming around i thought it was dead forever!
 
Slay
Ex-Bluelighter

that's why, haha.

Maybe I should sticky this though, it just seems to fall off the front page and everyone forgets about it.
 
I see. Last night was the first time I ever felt any sort of physical withdrawal from my heroin use... I think. I've been smoking quite a bit but have been lucky enough to not have any actual withdrawals. I've only had intense cravings that sometimes left me feeling kinda shitty but I don't think they were actually physical withdrawals. Last night was different though... I had mad RLS and some back pain that prevented me from getting even a second of sleep.
 
^ I woke up at 6 am in fully withdrawals. my eyes were waterfalls. my legs felt like bombs going off in the knees. and I caved in. man. I need suboxone treatment, subs helped me so much, but im not on maintence nor can i afford treatment. its kind of a endless cycle of this love and hate thing
 
Mystery Brew said:
its kind of a endless cycle of this love and hate thing
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I'm definitely starting to feel that way and know I should stop playing with fire right now, but I don't think I will because I haven't been burned quite bad enough yet :\. When I smoked today though I fuckin got blasted... like holy shit 8o.

My room mate just called and asked if I wanted to buy some weed off his friend. He said his friend had a nickel on him, and I've always smoked chronic so I've never known anyone that sold nickel bags. That seemed odd so I asked if it was chronic and he said one of the dumbest things I've ever heard. He said "No, it's some schwagg but it's fire!" 8) LOL
 
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lol.... schwag but fire? What do they call that? An oxymoron.

I've been smoking fire this morning ;) Though no one really uses that term here.
 
"dank mids"

heard it so many times. havent smoked weed in so long..kind feel less hazy in a way
 
I smoked after work. My friend broke the pipe last night so I had to get crafty. The results my homemade pipe produced were actually quite acceptable.
 
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