well i used to think like that (like 10-15 years) but then i started hearing voices, seeing shadows, sounds of whisperings, footstep sounds, imaginary strange people in my flat etc
i went to see a doc and eventually they found out that i developed atypical chronic psychosis. i kept gettin baked tho which made my condition worse.
i used to love getting baked all day and doing nothing else, sometimes i really miss the cannabis high, my teenage years when i could get baked without having any mental trouble and just enjoy the shit but i cant do it now. it turned my life in to a david lynch movie, like what is real what is not nothing is certain. confusion, delusion, involution, agitation, indistinction, a never ending total chaos in my mind. at the end im so out of cannabis planet forever lol
i still suffer from psychotic episodes from time to time tho. i got better now tho, thank god and to advanced medicine and pharm companies, i can still enjoy life, having fun without getting my brain mentally fucked up you know
i think thats why i love downies and opies more than any drug cuz they brought peace in my mind
