yaytima
Bluelighter
i think that, generally, what so many of us are feeling - probably what everyone of the 'current generation' has felt at some stage in their lives, is a product of the age we live in. More and more there is an emphasis on success, the cost of living keeps going up, and parents have less time to spend with their kids b/c of this. We're expected to grow up, get a better education, and be more successful than our parents. To an extent, we hardly get to be kids and have fun anymore. No wonder we're all depressed and turn to drugs to forget our worries for a while.
I've always been kind of down on life. Often everything's a struggle, and i get bored very easily, which isn't good when you seem to need a higher education to get anywhere, or earn decent money (particalarly if you're trying to survive in sydney
. It also doesn't help that i seem to be very in tune with other ppl's feelings, particularly when they're down. i'm hyper-sensitive, hate hurting other ppl, and feel with them if they're hurting.
when i was young i spent a lot of time by myself, thought way too much about shit, and consequently was always really down. i'd scare myself. now i surround myself with ppl and take drugs as a distraction from the norm. i'm having a great time, but at the same time i've been thinking for a while now that i need to get away and be by myself and think about things and try and get my life sorted. no drugs, no distractions.
anyway, there's my input.....i had trouble trying to explain how i feel about all of this. sorry for being down, and sorry if it's off topic or too much info. here's a smile for you all.
YaytIma
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~"my head is full of space"~
I've always been kind of down on life. Often everything's a struggle, and i get bored very easily, which isn't good when you seem to need a higher education to get anywhere, or earn decent money (particalarly if you're trying to survive in sydney
when i was young i spent a lot of time by myself, thought way too much about shit, and consequently was always really down. i'd scare myself. now i surround myself with ppl and take drugs as a distraction from the norm. i'm having a great time, but at the same time i've been thinking for a while now that i need to get away and be by myself and think about things and try and get my life sorted. no drugs, no distractions.
anyway, there's my input.....i had trouble trying to explain how i feel about all of this. sorry for being down, and sorry if it's off topic or too much info. here's a smile for you all.
YaytIma
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~"my head is full of space"~
