I assure you Dresden, that I envy you nothing whatsoever. I would have to in some way see something admirable in the shite you post to be jealous. Synaesthesia? there is nothing wrong with that, I'm a synaesthete myself, (for example, I feel methylene chloride as something like a deep white lake with standing wave solitons here and there in groups, while if I think of chloroform, I feel it as pale yellowy green and weighty, very still, a small rounded pool with uneven edges, slightly lemony scent in my mind's eye.)
DMF, I 'feel' in my mind's weirdly perceiving eye, as straw yellow. Pyridine as silvery-purple and without a disgusting smell, and with a sharp, bent little wire out of one side at an angle, no stench like it actually has in reality.
But I don't make claims that they should be used in any way as drugs, or whether they actually appear to anybody else in the way I feel them (they are just examples), if I were to start saying to people 'do ABC' or to BELIEVE that anyone in any way is going to share these perceptual quirks, if I did that I would be gravely irresponsible, and if I told people they had effects on people other than what in reality, where known, they do, I too, would be a liar, and doing them a wrong most severely.
You need to be careful in what you say, because not everybody on BL is going to know that what is posted here is anything but confined to the inside of your head. People might actually BELIEVE some of what you say if they do not know your history. They might take you at your word when you say confidently and with claimed authority 'I am an established drug designer', and believe you have some pharmacological knowledge. And then try taking something you have claimed has some specific effects at a specific DOSE even. This is wrong, Dresden.
And if you are synaesthetic, go ahead, enjoy it but why not keep it on a scrap book rather than where someone might be brought to believe online that they would experience the effects you claim. I'd miss my synaesthesia if I hadn't been born with it. It'd be like having a hand cut off, painful and would make my days in the lab so much duller and less colourful, textured, shaped, etc. etc. Like being blinded in one eye if I were to lose that.
But DON'T put things where others could actually try putting some of these things in their mouths, because to other people, the claims you make are false and the effects the substances would have if ingested, to you or anyone else, could be damn dangerous in some cases.
If you believe otherwise, then you are delusional and need medicating, and are making yourself a danger to other people. THIS is not acceptable.