Dreams

I'm really getting freaked out about dreams. So many of them have been some kind of premonition, and it's freaking me out.

I remember a few from this year. First, while I was living with my ex at the beginning of the year, I dreamed he cheated on me. It really bothered me. It wasn't until we got back together that it came true. But that is not really the weird one.

After we broke up, I had a dream that he and I were at his house and we were together again. We were hiding from his family. Well, he wasn't sure if he wanted me to meet his kids yet when we got back together, so I hid in his house the first time I was there, so his kids couldn't see me.

I also dreamed that I was happy in my old house while I was growing up. I was in the kitchen, playing with kids. After he reintroduced me to his kids, I played Connect 4 with his kids in the kitchen.

While we were together about 2 weeks ago, I dreamed we broke up. 3 days later we broke up.

I know it sounds stupid, but there are more from last year. It is freaking me out.

Last night I dreamed that everything I willed and wanted came to fruition. It had nothing to do with my ex. It was all materialistic things. I am curious if this dream means something. Most of my dreams have come true within a week or two, especially if I haven't interacted with the person in a while.

I'm really broken hearted over this past December. It was horrible. I decided to play with my tarot deck. I am not great at cards, but the chaos, deceit show up a lot as well as many court cards. I should probably stay away from them, because it's just making me nervous.
 
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