I feel like I lost two good people in my life. All over something nonexistent.
Dammit! Maybe, I am wrong (hopefully). Shit, I never met either of them but they are truly quality people and the respect I have for them both makes it even more of a shitty feeling.
Sometimes ya just sense things but, then again, my perceptions can't be trusted.
So, why haven't I reached out to discuss? Simple... I'm afraid the answer will be negative and it will finalize the loss (but not the love I feel).
I'm supposed to be learning/practicing acceptance. but then fear gets in the way which betrays my concept of faith.
The longer I wait to reach out, the less likely it is that I will so perhaps I better take some action. They aren't close-minded folks so what am I waiting for?
What a drag, man.
Dammit! Maybe, I am wrong (hopefully). Shit, I never met either of them but they are truly quality people and the respect I have for them both makes it even more of a shitty feeling.
Sometimes ya just sense things but, then again, my perceptions can't be trusted.
So, why haven't I reached out to discuss? Simple... I'm afraid the answer will be negative and it will finalize the loss (but not the love I feel).
I'm supposed to be learning/practicing acceptance. but then fear gets in the way which betrays my concept of faith.
The longer I wait to reach out, the less likely it is that I will so perhaps I better take some action. They aren't close-minded folks so what am I waiting for?
What a drag, man.