PowerFarts
Bluelighter
Just got done with Strattera as it gave me awful 'man junk' side effects, so I insisted on trying Wellbutrin, I had my appointment a couple days ago and got the Wellbutrin.
Well that's not the subject of this post, just laying down an outline here.
Shortly after this appointment she called and asked if I smoked any marijuana lately, I said just on the weekends, the last time she called me after my last appointment a few weeks ago I said I had stopped, and I actually did for about a week.
But after that it's back to daily use in the evenings.
What I am getting to is this, I hate lying, but I also have no intention of quitting weed either, not EVER!
Doc. insists it will mess with the assessment of the ADD medication.
I think it's all bullshit!
I think people with ADD problems like weed, not the weed that causes the ADD problems.
I've had ADD since I was a kid, I smoked no dope back then.
Been smokin' it for 20+- years now, weed is my friend, calms my mind, my mind is my dog and the weed is the bone or tennis ball. Without the weed I do not know what to do, I hate not having my evening weed, my mind paces without it.
I'd rather not quit weed.
So what do I do?
Lie and keep smokin ' happily?
Quit and be unhappy about it?
Luckily, here in Canada, you must be informed about a drug test, no random tests, so I can prepare for that.
Anyhow, since I have no intent on quitting why should I have to when quitting will screw me up more than not quitting, maybe even to the point of requiring another prescribed substance. If It appears I cannot quit, I cannot get stimulant meds of which I am hoping for, the best meds for my condition, I do not wish to abuse stims at all, but they don't see it that way.
My attitude is, let me smoke my dope, people who don't smoke it tell me it's 'bad M'kay'?
Weed is my friend.
I quit smoking and drinking for 6 months before, I hated every second of everyday for that time and it did ABSOLUTELY NOTHING to improve my cognitive abilities, so on that basis, the need to quit is pure BULLSHIT!
Anyway, thanks for reading, and keep smokin' it!
Well that's not the subject of this post, just laying down an outline here.
Shortly after this appointment she called and asked if I smoked any marijuana lately, I said just on the weekends, the last time she called me after my last appointment a few weeks ago I said I had stopped, and I actually did for about a week.
But after that it's back to daily use in the evenings.
What I am getting to is this, I hate lying, but I also have no intention of quitting weed either, not EVER!
Doc. insists it will mess with the assessment of the ADD medication.
I think it's all bullshit!
I think people with ADD problems like weed, not the weed that causes the ADD problems.
I've had ADD since I was a kid, I smoked no dope back then.
Been smokin' it for 20+- years now, weed is my friend, calms my mind, my mind is my dog and the weed is the bone or tennis ball. Without the weed I do not know what to do, I hate not having my evening weed, my mind paces without it.
I'd rather not quit weed.
So what do I do?
Lie and keep smokin ' happily?
Quit and be unhappy about it?
Luckily, here in Canada, you must be informed about a drug test, no random tests, so I can prepare for that.
Anyhow, since I have no intent on quitting why should I have to when quitting will screw me up more than not quitting, maybe even to the point of requiring another prescribed substance. If It appears I cannot quit, I cannot get stimulant meds of which I am hoping for, the best meds for my condition, I do not wish to abuse stims at all, but they don't see it that way.
My attitude is, let me smoke my dope, people who don't smoke it tell me it's 'bad M'kay'?
Weed is my friend.
I quit smoking and drinking for 6 months before, I hated every second of everyday for that time and it did ABSOLUTELY NOTHING to improve my cognitive abilities, so on that basis, the need to quit is pure BULLSHIT!
Anyway, thanks for reading, and keep smokin' it!

