So I had been researching for a while about this. I have Unisom and Benadryl for my insomnia. I'm a very depressed, lonely, psychotic human being. I'm autistic and bipolar. I'm a male and 140 lbs. Kinda wish I could use something else besides this stupid shit for both sleep and high. Anyways, one day I decided to well, research on possible Benadryl high and decided to get high several times, but it was usually kinda boring. One time with 100 mg. One time with 300 mg. And one time with 600 mg (only time with hallucinations). Some energy at first, then becoming heavy, tired, and well I mostly remember doors morphing (such as getting farther away), wall movement, blurry poster, zoning out, seeing figures, talking to myself, blacking out, and waking up 4 hours later after an 8 hour trip with a headache. Anyways you came here for my only Doxylamine trip. And these are NOT recommended to abuse. (Sorry for run on sentences)
6:00 PM - I had researched enough and had popped the pills out of the package (really fucking annoying). I took them all at once and that was a fuck up. Unlike the Benadryl I had taken a few weeks before, it was the dissolving ones. Keep in mind the Benadryl was Diphenhydramine, the Unisom was Doxylamine. Anyways once I managed to swallow them, instantly I knew I fucked up. My heart rate kicked up faster than it did for Benadryl. If it went any faster I would have gone into cardiac arrest. I became light headed and dizzy. I was unable to talk, walk, speak, etc. I got nervous when my chest tightened with my arms, I started becoming shaky, extremely dizzy, and when I spoke I mumbled.
6:15 - I decided I needed to go to the hospital, and tried my best to admit to my mom that I had taken it with the intention to get high. She told me to sit down and when I tried walking forward to do so, I spun in circles. I realized I was clenching my teeth and biting my tongue. I finally sat down and stared at my ceiling, where a hook and spots were moving. We decided to get in the car with my sister, and go to the E.R.
6: 35 - We're in the car after a struggle of even getting to and in the car. My heart and head were pounding. Things were spinning and my stomach was turning. All of a sudden, hallucinations really kicked in. I looked out the windshield and kept seeing cars drive straight toward us, then turned to look at my mom morph into some shady looking man. Then she morphed back to normal. I looked back and my sister was gone, looked forward and then back again, and she was there. I looked out my windows only to see the signs turn into people. I started seeing spots moving on the windshield. I had noticed this weird trailer truck constantly reappear, and when it would appear, it was somewhere illogical. Then it got REALLY REALLY WEIRD. I saw trees floating as well as buildings that nobody else saw.
6:45 - We're walking into the E.R. and I nearly collapse multiple times. We get in and I sit down. All of a sudden I'm drooling ridiculously everywhere and nearly having an asthma attack from losing breath and high heart rate. I had remembered it said not to take if you have asthma (which it didn't for Benadryl). I kept becoming so dizzy I'd have people staring wondering why my pupils were quadrupled in size and I kept nearly collapsing.
7:00 - We're still waiting because the hospital here is absolute garbage, some woman had been waiting there for 6 hours. Doesn't make sense because it's a fucking E.R. I really was in danger and wondered if I could live. I felt my heart drop into my stomach and my head was pounding. I stared down the hall way and there was an entire wall of cockroaches. I saw things fly by and I kept kicking and drooling. I remember my mom asking if I was okay and I just mumbled back.
7:30 - Still waiting and at this point thinking I'll be fine, if I don't go into cardiac arrest or an asthma attack. I was seeing the ground moving and spots inching on the ground. I decided to get some water since it felt like I had cinnamon in my mouth. I tried drinking it and I had choked on it and spilled it, since my mouth was so numb.
8:00 - I keep seeing people from school and want to talk to them, then they vanish and I realize its someone I hate anyways. I get up to piss and after I was done pissing, I practically pissed myself and had to secretly wash up (a bit embarrassing, but nobody noticed since I had cleaned up). During the high my body was partially numb and I wasn't able to think correctly and I wasn't in control of much. I was seeing the same stuff over and over again. Somehow we were still waiting, and at that point I felt we should just leave and sleep.
8:20 - I suggest we leave after the hallucinations go away, but sadly my heart rate was still very rapid. We think on it and at about 8:30 we leave the E.R. for home. It felt like it had been 5 hours or so. I was miserable.
8:45 - Sadly hallucinations weren't over. Same things that happened on the ride up happened on the way home. When I got home I saw a few cantaloupes rolling down the driveway as well as a pink, plastic tricycle that we don't even own. I got in the house still dizzy, rapid heart, miserable, but not as bad as it was at the hospital. I walked into my room and don't remember anything else, but I got into my bed apparently. I didn't want to talk to any of my online friends nor play games. I blacked out.
I woke up 14 hours later feeling drowsy and dehydrated. Managed to wake up easily at least. Pretty dumb idea like a lot of my ideas. I don't know what people expect from someone as depressed and psychotic though.
6:00 PM - I had researched enough and had popped the pills out of the package (really fucking annoying). I took them all at once and that was a fuck up. Unlike the Benadryl I had taken a few weeks before, it was the dissolving ones. Keep in mind the Benadryl was Diphenhydramine, the Unisom was Doxylamine. Anyways once I managed to swallow them, instantly I knew I fucked up. My heart rate kicked up faster than it did for Benadryl. If it went any faster I would have gone into cardiac arrest. I became light headed and dizzy. I was unable to talk, walk, speak, etc. I got nervous when my chest tightened with my arms, I started becoming shaky, extremely dizzy, and when I spoke I mumbled.
6:15 - I decided I needed to go to the hospital, and tried my best to admit to my mom that I had taken it with the intention to get high. She told me to sit down and when I tried walking forward to do so, I spun in circles. I realized I was clenching my teeth and biting my tongue. I finally sat down and stared at my ceiling, where a hook and spots were moving. We decided to get in the car with my sister, and go to the E.R.
6: 35 - We're in the car after a struggle of even getting to and in the car. My heart and head were pounding. Things were spinning and my stomach was turning. All of a sudden, hallucinations really kicked in. I looked out the windshield and kept seeing cars drive straight toward us, then turned to look at my mom morph into some shady looking man. Then she morphed back to normal. I looked back and my sister was gone, looked forward and then back again, and she was there. I looked out my windows only to see the signs turn into people. I started seeing spots moving on the windshield. I had noticed this weird trailer truck constantly reappear, and when it would appear, it was somewhere illogical. Then it got REALLY REALLY WEIRD. I saw trees floating as well as buildings that nobody else saw.
6:45 - We're walking into the E.R. and I nearly collapse multiple times. We get in and I sit down. All of a sudden I'm drooling ridiculously everywhere and nearly having an asthma attack from losing breath and high heart rate. I had remembered it said not to take if you have asthma (which it didn't for Benadryl). I kept becoming so dizzy I'd have people staring wondering why my pupils were quadrupled in size and I kept nearly collapsing.
7:00 - We're still waiting because the hospital here is absolute garbage, some woman had been waiting there for 6 hours. Doesn't make sense because it's a fucking E.R. I really was in danger and wondered if I could live. I felt my heart drop into my stomach and my head was pounding. I stared down the hall way and there was an entire wall of cockroaches. I saw things fly by and I kept kicking and drooling. I remember my mom asking if I was okay and I just mumbled back.
7:30 - Still waiting and at this point thinking I'll be fine, if I don't go into cardiac arrest or an asthma attack. I was seeing the ground moving and spots inching on the ground. I decided to get some water since it felt like I had cinnamon in my mouth. I tried drinking it and I had choked on it and spilled it, since my mouth was so numb.
8:00 - I keep seeing people from school and want to talk to them, then they vanish and I realize its someone I hate anyways. I get up to piss and after I was done pissing, I practically pissed myself and had to secretly wash up (a bit embarrassing, but nobody noticed since I had cleaned up). During the high my body was partially numb and I wasn't able to think correctly and I wasn't in control of much. I was seeing the same stuff over and over again. Somehow we were still waiting, and at that point I felt we should just leave and sleep.
8:20 - I suggest we leave after the hallucinations go away, but sadly my heart rate was still very rapid. We think on it and at about 8:30 we leave the E.R. for home. It felt like it had been 5 hours or so. I was miserable.
8:45 - Sadly hallucinations weren't over. Same things that happened on the ride up happened on the way home. When I got home I saw a few cantaloupes rolling down the driveway as well as a pink, plastic tricycle that we don't even own. I got in the house still dizzy, rapid heart, miserable, but not as bad as it was at the hospital. I walked into my room and don't remember anything else, but I got into my bed apparently. I didn't want to talk to any of my online friends nor play games. I blacked out.
I woke up 14 hours later feeling drowsy and dehydrated. Managed to wake up easily at least. Pretty dumb idea like a lot of my ideas. I don't know what people expect from someone as depressed and psychotic though.
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