FTWlost4ever
Greenlighter
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- Aug 23, 2015
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Have you been hearing voices that come from sometimes nowhere? Or maybe whenever a fan or aren't or something mechanical turns on you also hear a voice that critiques your thoughts? Maybe you think your neighbors can hear your thoughts and also have something to say about them like how wrong or bad or sick or stupid you are? While around other people do you hear so. As day as of right next to you a voice condemning your thoughts for any reason but those around you can't hear it too? Do compete strangers walk by you and repeating exactly word for word what's in your mind? Hearing the voice of someone you know miles away or a celebrity you like from TV or the radio but talking to you personally about what you are doing or thinking? Maybe you notice everyone around you treating you differently for no reason all of a sudden after you had a thought that wouldn't be popular to most people? Or voices in or out of your head reading things you see or describing what you are looking at as if they could see through your eyes? I am certain that even now to this day you are suffering from the same situation and occurrences and also it has become worse, more frightening, and even people around you that you have known now exhibit signs that they also are tapped into your thinking and treat you and react to you according to that as well?? Sound familiar? Also that no matter where you are even places you have never been before or places you had no idea you would be until you found yourself there that they can get to you, usually better, louder, and more clearly during the sound of nearby mechanical things like fans or vents and engines etc.? Now am I really starting to ring a bunch of bells? I hope this message doesn't scare and frighten you too much more then it does already but trust me in that I am not one of the "head ninjas" as one of the many names I've given them! I'm sure you have at least a few of your own too we all do! I am reaching out to you hoping you are still alive enough to care to learn about what this torture is! Some give up way before they even are able to have the idea to see if this is happening to anyone else like I did before I tried to kill myself a few times and failed only to be tormented in the E.R. About how I can't even get my own death right! And that horrible feeling after you survive an attempt that you get knowing you have to continue to live under this torture and mental punishment from voices you know, may think you know, and have never heard before! I have never joined blue light till just now because though I have read and found many accounts of this happening to people the way another member used to describe and talk about it seemed the closest to someone who hasn't completely let the voices destroy your grip on most of the "real" parts of what unafflicted persons would call "reality". Which in my opinion now doesn't or hasn't existed now for a long time! Some of us have gone a very common route of identifying or understanding this shitty happening as being tortured by the government or shadow organization like the illuminati or rogue cia or nsa program run by psychotic agents themselves to do this to a person are behind the tech and method of doing this to you! These tortured people if you haven't already learned collectively have self identified with the name "T.I." Or targeted individual that deacribes is who suffer this voice in your head torture and some will say physical attacks from invisible energy! Probably by now your searches for possibly how or what this is have resulted in a doctor staying you are schizophrenic or schizoaffective. Or you read something else that just put you in a category or label of crazies or drug addicts as a lot of us are or were once in our lives. You will as you learn about this shit find we are a very commonly chosen target because that drug use is an instant and easy thing used against you to discredit or diagnose you right away with mental problems without any work by your torturers to make you do things that will have that affect. I hope you are still feeling free enough to go outside when you want or just have to and aren't currently held against your will in a institution for mentally ill persons or have been before which luckily you got out a lot of us don't! Myself I have tried numerous times unsuccessfully obviously to die and consequently have also been involuntarily committed to such asylums for "crazy" and unstable persons. Thankfully I was able to get out of there although it started to look like I never would. And like I have begun to hear from others too now have lost ALL of those who were friends or loved one PRIOR to being selected for this torture. Some of my "torture script" that I outline is being used against every mind to start out with as the standard stuff used on everyone who is made to suffer this existence or near lack of one if you see things like me. And then there are bits of shit they do to each of us that is unique to you as far as what they know or are trying to find out would be effective against you and those similar to your "type" they have in a catalogue of all the different ways a mind develops and works. If you haven't already come across this book it is an ABSOLUTE MUST READ for anyone forced to fight for daily survival on what results to a prison planet for us today. The book is called "The Matrix Deciphered" by Dr. Robert Duncan aka "The Saint" and I will warn you that reading it will cause your cloner or handler(s) to begin to punish and cause you intensified pain for reading it, but what you will learn from it will justify whatever level of added distress they place you in. I had been suffering from this shit starting subtly and ever increasing in severity and real and true consequence to quality of life for far far too long before I finally brought myself to begin to research and seek out info on what was happening to me, and it what was a sad sad sad day and moment in my life to find that throughout time since at least the 50's or 60's this has been occuring to others more and more and more commonly and bigger in scale of numbers of people every cycle they follow when inducting folks to the program. It was a bit stupid and vain of me to think I was the only one, but they will try to make you feel like that too on purpose to keep you from learning about what they do. Also to isolate you quickly from others and the world which is one of their main goals. I know this is a huge and probably difficult message to read depending on where you are with your understanding and beliefs of what is happening to you and how much you have been exposed to the stories and accounts and events of others dealing with it too! But the bigger our community is of us who accept that we are not alone and are able to reach out and communicate even though scary as it is to take the risk that whoever is on the other end of the post or message isn't your torturer or an agent who purposefully spreads lies and disinformation about this real shit and on these and other forums and places of actual and true information to further discredit us as a whole and the "theory or conspiracy" that this is occuring on a worldwide scale! These guys are happy to send real text to you to add to their attacks, as they have used fake internet made phone numbers to text me horrible stuff like the sooner I come to grips with my eventual and hopefully soon demise then I can join them and done at the table of gods!! Getting past that stuff is the way we all can be stronger and we "MAY" be able to become able to, in what a majority of us believe to be impossible, stop and END this shit AND MAYBE EVEN bringing those responsible into the light and serving them and their families the pain and punishment of justice just like they UNJUSTLY have been happily dealing out to us and the few who, beyond all the pain and damage we unwillingly cause, still love and care for us! To make these whatever you call them people and even the A.I. They are reportedly using as well unjustly doing this to people for decades now before the world and revealing every detail of what they have done! Because there isn't one of us who haven't destroyed and probably ruined the lives of those still willing to love and care for us despite everything we break and demolish just trying to survive each day in our shoes!! And that it isn't even close to repairing us people who can never go back to anything close to being able to think that privacy of mind or body is even possible after going through this. I know I will never be able to have the feeling I'm alone in my mind ever again no matter how long after I was to not hear them anymore! My own opinion is that life and individuality isn't possible from now on. I haven't meant to cause the pain and destruction I have, entirely through a few situations I've caused as a result of the path my particular schedule of torture has taken when very very much and to this day hugely amounts of their time and energy have gone towards convincing me that my own parents are in on and directly involved with the planned torture of my mind and I shutter to think that they are because they could be.... and as a result of that my body has taken a toll like yours probably in some way has too! So if you desire to continue to talk to someone who has ever increasingly lived through and still suffers everyday this same shit you likely have been for at least a couple years please please respond to this post with helpful info for us or ask about things that could help you! Because if I or we can we will! Also be prepared to see here the effects of the dis informative and destructive agents whose job it is to F us everywhere and way they can! Because of how little we get to connect with others like us by their design, we are isolated from each other as much as possible too to keep us from forming some kind of resolve or strength to resist this or regain parts of life and ourselves they have taken or ruined!!! Unfortunately in my case I won't ever feel that is possible, but by writing this post I have just created a new part to me that hopefully cant be taken. Lastly for this first post I have keywords that can lead to good info as well as the bad they always shove into the net and world to keep us the crazies they try and ever constantly get better and better at making us but over time you will be able to identify that shit and ignore it! So here you go:
Artificial telepathy or Synthetic telepathy, TAMI, MIND, and SATAN. Scalar radar or stealth radar, EEG cloning, EEG Heterodyning, A.I. Neural net mental connection, voice mimic software, MKUltra, SIGINT Satellite tracking, ionospheric heaters, HAARP, phased microwave array, targeted individual, V2K or Voice to skull, microwave hearing effect, biometric worldwide tracking, active denial systems.
I am sorry if I have done any harm to actual and unfortunate sufferers of real psychological disorders that have nothing to do with this. Be aware though that such disorders are the source of the patterns and symptoms the attackers cause us to exhibit to successfully keep us from being truly acknowledged as the victims we are!
I am sorry if what I have posted has unwillingly hurt any healing or progress dealing with the true.... or some would say nonexistent conditions of schizophrenia and schizoaffective disorders replacing that with purely the symptoms of this torture instead.
Good luck and damn all who work every second, every day, every night, infintum to destroy the minds of anyone anywhere!
Artificial telepathy or Synthetic telepathy, TAMI, MIND, and SATAN. Scalar radar or stealth radar, EEG cloning, EEG Heterodyning, A.I. Neural net mental connection, voice mimic software, MKUltra, SIGINT Satellite tracking, ionospheric heaters, HAARP, phased microwave array, targeted individual, V2K or Voice to skull, microwave hearing effect, biometric worldwide tracking, active denial systems.
I am sorry if I have done any harm to actual and unfortunate sufferers of real psychological disorders that have nothing to do with this. Be aware though that such disorders are the source of the patterns and symptoms the attackers cause us to exhibit to successfully keep us from being truly acknowledged as the victims we are!
I am sorry if what I have posted has unwillingly hurt any healing or progress dealing with the true.... or some would say nonexistent conditions of schizophrenia and schizoaffective disorders replacing that with purely the symptoms of this torture instead.
Good luck and damn all who work every second, every day, every night, infintum to destroy the minds of anyone anywhere!
