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DOPr/5mg - First Time - Dark Mistress

Buzz Lightbeer

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Over the last year I’ve really grown to love psychedelics deeply, both taking & collecting them. These last few months I’ve managed to get my hands on quite a few rarities and legendary psychedelics. After not that much contemplating I landed on DOPr being the one to mark the start of my (psychedelic) summer.

My only other experience with a DOx is DOC, a compound that I absolutely love, and I feel like I need average or slightly above average dosages for psychedelics. Since DOC is the only other psychedelic amphetamine I have experience with for now so I'll try to draw some comparisons here and there.
It was the day after a month of finals (so no tolerance) and the weather was absolutely perfect, a pleasant 28°C ~ 82°F with a slight breeze of wind. I asked a friend (who I’ll call S) to participate and we decided to go trip in the forest about an hour away. It would be the first time for him with a DOx chemical.

I have to admit I didn’t take much if any notes during the experience, I kind of regret it now for the sake of this report, but I’ll try to guide you through my perception of that Wednesday either way.

7:45am – T-2:00: Woke up, took a shower, at a little breakfast, and prepared the doses. These would be 5mg for each of us, a dose I was pretty confident about. I had read about a couple of +++ experiences on this dose, but I didn’t expect it to be too intense. From the reports I kind of expected it to be an extremely dreamy (almost hypnotic) and comfortable DOC experience.

9:45am - T+0:00: Met my friend, and we dosed pretty much immediately. I had dissolved it before in vodka, so dosing was easy and fairly accurate, assuming my scale was correct the first time. Our dosages could’ve been off by 0.5mg.

T+0:25 - My head feels a little fuzzy and I’m building up some saliva, typical for phenethylamines for me. On DOC my body would start to feel tense already, but no bodily feeling was noted. We’re at the entrance of the forest and start walking, we don’t really have a plan at all, hopefully go chill in a while.

T+0:45 - Much of the same as beforehand, hasn’t increased much in intensity. When I ask S how he’s feeling, he tells me he doesn’t feel anything at all. Although he also notes that I may be more sensitive to alerts like this. I have the tendency to dream away during the conversations, closing my eyes and focusing on what is happening feels good.

T+1:00 - Still a very slow come up, everything feels a little fuzzier than before though. I do notice a very slight bodily feeling that I would compare to DOC but much less apparent and intense, it’s energy coming from my stomach up to my torso. For the rest it feels very physically transparent, no vasoconstriction or uncomfortableness at all. In the meantime conversation has been flowing freely and we we're enjoying this beautiful location and weather.

T+2:00 - 2 hours after dosing, still not much has changed, my vision has become a little blurry and things seem to be breathing. Unlike DOC there is no excess energy, on the contrary, I feel a little lethargic, so I propose we sit down and chill for a bit while I put on some music. I got hungry already by this point, and was worried about the small amount of food I brought with me. S still isn’t noticing any effects, which I found strange, because he took the same dosage as me. Maybe it was still all about to arrive. I was still barely at a + myself, but we had read about the very slow come ups.

T+3:00 – Things are still developing at a snail’s pace, and S still isn’t feeling anything. His pupils also aren’t dilated at all, contrary to mine. We start to get a little worried about it, and I wonder if I somehow fucked up the dosing, but I’m sure I didn’t. He took the same amount from the same bottle I dissolved it in. I start to see what people mean with the hypnotic and dreamy vibe of this drug. It’s unlike any other psychedelic I have tried.

T+4:00 – We have kind of given up hope that something is still going to happen for S. As for me, things have really started by now. I don’t feel energized at all and propose we go sit down again. OEVs are mostly reminiscent of DOC, the classical spirals, and everything looks very crisp. I didn’t notice any extreme bright colors, like the ultra-green that I always associate with DOC. When attempting to describe the psychedelia to S, I said to him that I felt enchanted by a dark sorceress. Actually I was mostly searching for an appropriate wording, later I’d realize that hypnotized would be spot on. Me, being drugged by this dark lady, spent a lot of time with my eyes either closed or half closed. Not that I was tired, but I was constantly deep in thought, which felt very natural and easy. It felt like it was this exact dark lady, constantly pulling more thoughts out of me with an invisible rope, with each pull feeling like a gentle and smooth wave. It was very chill and laid back, not a feeling I associate a lot with being 4-5 hours into a DOx trip, and the complete absence of a bodyload certainly helped with this.

By then, I found it a very interesting state to explore, but it wasn’t very intense by any means. I also felt emotionally grounded, up until now I never found myself being extraordinarily euphoric or happy, or laughing very much. I was mostly content about going with the flow of my state and the place I was in. Apart from the visuals it couldn’t have been further off from DOC.

T+5:00 – We have left our other spot since then, and are on the way home. Sucks for S, but he suspects he feels slightly off baseline, probably more like the effect of 1-2mg. I mostly feel bad for him because he has had to listen to me yapping about life all day.
I believe this is the peak point of the experience, although it’s hard to say because the intensity of this drug seems to come in waves, I do know that I never went above a ++.

T+6:00 – Up until now I’ve been pretty disappointed in the drug, but mostly because of the intensity. Not at one point did I really feel like I was in for a ride, the psychedelic effects were always present, but there were times that it felt like it had really diminished. Of course, this was not really the case, and mostly because of my surroundings or me being distracted by something.

T+8:00 – We’re almost back at the train station now, we have had a hard time finding the way, which was mostly my fault because I recognized the places we went to and I was always saying, “we need to go there, best part of the forest for sure!!” Which eventually made it so we made some really stupid circles.

By this time I wasn’t really satisfied with what I got from the drug, I told my friend that I had gotten a taste of what DOPr was capable off, but I was only able to get my foot in the door, not enough! Eventually we said our goodbyes and I made my long way home. I remember taking a train, but after a couple of minutes realizing that I had no idea what train I was on, and that I wasn’t thinking at all. Luckily, my autopilot was right and I was on my way. This amnesic aspect is something that seems domestic to the drug, but also a consequence of just being so deep in thought. No other real occurrences like this one were noted, but I’m pretty sure this would be much more prevalent on higher dosages. It was also a good reminder that I was still tripping pretty hard and it apart from the visuals it hadn’t really slowed down much.

T+10:00 - Going home was easy and hard to recall much about it, all I know is that I was lost deep in thought the whole way through. Due to me not being satisfied just yet, and feeling like I had so much more to get out of it, I spent the whole way back thinking about redosing a couple of milligrams. It was my day, and I really wanted to explore this state to the absolute max, and I was by no means tired. Once I got home I eventually decided not to go for it, I don’t have much too work with, and it was much better to just go all out next time.

T+12:00 – I had spent the hours before just talking and talking with friends. I should really learn not to do this, I get so lost in conversations and what to say, and time flies by like it’s nothing. At one point I felt a major cloud on my head lifting, and being replaced by this much lighter one. I knew effects were starting to diminish now, 12 hours after ingestion. Talking about ingestion, my stomach did hurt by this point, it had been annoying me all day actually but now the cramps were at its worst.

T+13:00 – I really wanted to push it up a notch and I weighed out 40mg of 4-AcO-DMT, which would certainly provide me with an emotional and beautiful experience. I made my way to a nearby park with my headphones and some really great ambient albums. I had a hard time finding a good spot because for some reason there were lots of drunk screaming students there, and I discovered it was a meeting place for gay people. Some terribly frightening guy in leather refused to leave me alone so I just made a run for it, I was a little scared to get assaulted.

Eventually I just sat down somewhere, and it came up in about 40 minutes, but it was actually quite hard to differentiate the effects from DOPr initially. It was only until I saw the trees warping and all of the grass standing clearly upright I knew it was taking effect. I had an amazing time lying in the grass and getting lost in the music. My brain felt so healthy and thoughts were going through at hyperspeed, a feeling that I experience every time on higher dosages of psilacetin.

T+14:00 – My stomach cramps got to an almost alarming rate by now and I tried making my way home to my bed. I tried focusing on other things by talking to friends, and thinking about the trip. I sent this to a friend, which describes my whole feeling of the trip very well:

“She's very subtle but always persistent, swirling and dreamy in it's ways. Prepare to be wrapped in thought the whole way through, and it's in no way overly euphoric like DOC but it's a devilish mistress always leading me on. I have spent the day deep in thought about everything, it was nice. You will get the whole mischievous woman image, it's a great drug, I'm still wrapped around in it and I feel like I will be for a while, next time I'm going all out for sure.”

Other reports made DOPr seem very euphoric, for me it was the contrary. It felt quite dark actually, not in a worrying sense or something, but more the whole vibe the experience gave off. I was content just being and thinking.

T+16:00 – This is one for the long haul, it was still very present, and I was getting tired. Sleeping would’ve been pretty much impossible, and I didn’t want to waste my last etizolam on it. I was also not really enjoying myself anymore at this time, my stomach cramps had passed, but I was having a hard time being this tired and finding interesting things to do, I tried a range of things but my interest always disappeared quickly.

T+18:00 – I’m glad to be able to say I was able to push past my fatigue, something I’ve especially learnt to do on DOC with great results. I don’t feel as bored right now, but I really felt like I needed to be outside. My small room was killing me and I was just sitting on my chair or lying in my bed. I decided to make the leap home (to my parents) by taking an early train. I’d say I was at a + by now.

T+20:00 – It took ages for me to finally leave my room, I think I spent almost an hour searching for my phone. It was still warm outside and it was the very start of a beautiful day.

T+22:00 – My whole journey home was very enjoyable, I put on smooth and more danceable albums and that is exactly how I went home, while still being lost in thought.

T+23:00 – Finally went to sleep, the effects had almost completely dissipated by now.

T+30:00 – Woke up very refreshed, I could still feel the slightest hints, but these disappeared through the day.

Conclusions: I do have to apologize for not taking more notes during the trip. I kind of have a timeline in my head of the trip, but I wish I’d have had some of my then trippy thoughts to share with you guys. I still don’t understand how S didn’t trip at all, this certainly contributed to the initial feeling of disappointment, next time I’m bringing back-up drugs with this guy for sure. But when looking back at the whole trip, I had a great time flexing my brains the whole way through in this dreamy state. It was a beautiful day, where I mainly enjoyed being and thinking, and I'm glad I got to try out such a rare and incredibly unique psychedelic. The whole hypnotizing and dreamy vibe is very much present throughout and stays with you the whole time. Physically it felt really harmless and easy and I didn't feel the slightest form of stimulation.

I’m glad I didn’t redose any DOPr because I would’ve just wasted it and prolonged the duration by another 10-15 hours probably without adding much intensity. My interest has been sparked though, I feel like it’ll really shine once you’ve got no other way than to just buy a ticket for the ride and be in it for at least 20 hours. I wouldn’t recommend jumping in higher than 5mg, if it’s your first time, seeing as for most people this already seems to be quite intense, and 6mg has been described as ‘too much’ before.

As for me, I’ll be back for DOPr, soon.

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Wow man that was a really well put together report, well-written and engaging. You described the state well, I felt like I was there with you. :) DOPr seems like a very interesting drug. I'll be try9ing it again soon, this time at a full dosage. Sounds like, unlike DOC which makes me feel very confident and in the moment, DOPr pulls you inward. The lack of bodyload sounds great and it's something I experienced in my low dose trial, too.
 
Fantastic report, and on a little known psychedelic - thanks for the sharing! Like SM said, I'm particularly intrigued by how transparent it was on the body, especially considering how well known DOx are for their bodyload.
 
This is a very well put together report Buzz. Thanks, I enjoyed it. I agree it was so well written I too feel like I lived it. In fact if/when I do another report I can follow how you all do them so thorough. The timeline for such a long chem is important. I get the "being led on" feeling too. Pretty poetic. :)
 
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Awesome report, Buzz, thanks a lot for writing it. ? It sounds like a wonderful (even if initially somewhat disappointing) experience, and of course it always helps tremendously to get such thorough accounts of such novel psychedelic chemicals!

The stomach cramping you describe definitely reminds me a whole lot of DOB, which is good to know; we've been noticing this kind of feeling on a number of psychedelics lately and are hoping to start experimenting with some different things like perhaps drinking ginger tea throughout the experience to see if it helps at all. It's annoying side effect on its own but I can't imagine it would be that hard to find a way to deal with....

As has been said though the lack of body load aside from that does sound tremendous, and generally in line with what we've heard about DOPR so far. The idea of having a psychedelic amphetamine that can be dosed "carelessly" in that way really puts it very high up on my priority list as far as this specific class of molecules it's in is concerned, though of course things like duration and intensity will still limit exactly how "careless" you can be with it, not that I would really describe my use any psychedelics that way overtly anymore anyway.

The hypnotic state is one that is in particular very intriguing to me, especially because of how often in mentioned in the reports. I'm very much wondering if, similarly to Dr. Shulgin, I will find that it has similarities to the feeling produced by deliriants (though to be fair he also suggested a comparison to dissociatives too in the same sentence); that would actually be fantastic in my book as I'm always keeping an eye out for novel ways to explore deliriant-like states with drugs that are seemingly safer and much more comfortable than what we think of as the standard deliriants. Of course, it would also potentially be a reason to have some caution about pushing the dosage too far compared to other psychedelics.

It is too bad that your friend never really got any significant effects, he must be pretty insensitive to psychedelics indeed, based on the small handful of reports about this one anyway. Been there and done that though and happy to say it's no longer the case, our natural tolerance to psychedelics gets lower and lower as the years go by and we honestly probably won't take more than like 2.5-3 mg the first time around just to be safe.

For what it's worth, there are some other research chemical psychedelics that we have found to feel rather "dark" and grounded too even though other people describe them as quite euphoric. It's an interesting discrepancy and I can't help but wonder if it has to do with some sort of threshold being passed, like for instance maybe they release lots of dopamine and the people describing it as euphoric are getting a dopamine level similar to those produced by normal dosages of addictive drugs whereas those of us getting the "dark" feeling are getting a higher dopamine level more associated with dreams and psychosis, which frankly would explain some of the hypnotic and amnestic state to me. Obviously pretty hard to say with certainty though.

I think that's all I've got to say about it at the moment.... Again thanks very much for posting as it was an entertaining and very insightful read. :) I'll definitely be looking forward to what you have to say in the future about higher dosages too! And so will the others, some like Kappa have been floating pretty close to the front to read this along with me too, there's a lot of excitement in here about psychedelic amphetamines especially after our DOB trip. ?
 
Thanks I appreciate all of the kind words.
As for my friend, I have to say that he's had some strange reactions to psychedelics, it's like sometimes he doesn't metabolise it, I don't understand at all. One time he didn't feel an ALD-52 tab, felt nothing from 40mg of 4-HO-MiPT (but another time 25mg from the same batch was more than fine), same with 4-HO-MET one time, but mostly he seems just as sensitive as me from the times I've tripped with him.
 
Thanks I appreciate all of the kind words.
As for my friend, I have to say that he's had some strange reactions to psychedelics, it's like sometimes he doesn't metabolise it, I don't understand at all. One time he didn't feel an ALD-52 tab, felt nothing from 40mg of 4-HO-MiPT (but another time 25mg from the same batch was more than fine), same with 4-HO-MET one time, but mostly he seems just as sensitive as me from the times I've tripped with him.

Bizarre. Psychedelics are so strangely unpredictable.

I was scheduled to finally try DOPr yesterday, but was persuaded to go with 5-MeO-MiPT instead. Now I'm going to have to have a proper tolerance break again before I can give it a good go, and then find the time. :-|
 
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