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Dopeheads: How do you feel before you go cop? Anxious, relieved, tense, guilty, etc?

Im most nervous when im outta $ and looking to make some. Once i get the money i feel a little more releived, once im a couple minutes from the dude i feel a little bit more releived...then as soon as i get the dope im nervous as shit cuz i gotta get out of the hood(i cannot catch anymore charges im on parole) . As soon as i see that blood though all feelings are gone.
 
This doesn't really apply to me since I've never touched H, and don't plan on it, but as for buying pot, I'm a 6'3 linebacker of a dude, I'll go searching Jane & Finch (to the non Canadians, it's essentially the most ghetto area of Toronto) at four in the morning with no fear.
 
Have you ever copped dope or anything on the street? You know...go to "the hood" with a mission....feelin like you are in a video game, gotta avoid the bad guys (cops) and secure the target (your dope) and then get out safely without gettin noticed....When i was on dope i used to really fuckin envy the folks who just buy their shit from a friend , who only gotta stop by their boys house, or who can just do a meet up in mcdonalds parkin lot or some shit like that. I guess some folks think that the meetin in public places is shady but when you used to coppin ur shit in the projects or off the block with all the risks that comes with that, the idea of just meetin up in a best buy parkin lot in some nice suburb that aint got like 30 undercover narcotix taskforce officers constantly patrolling everydamnwhere and watching everywhere you go....shit sounds pretty damn chill to just do a quick parkin lot meetup instead of coppin everyday.

LIke i said tho...I really think that this thread prolly aint gonna be all that relevant to folks who dont cop becuz all the issues that comes with it and the reasons you would feel paranoid worried scared guilty etc, are all pretty specific to coppin. when i wasnt dealin with all that i never felt nothing but relaxed. only when i went to cop i would start catchin those negative feelings.

shit i was coming out of the projects after chilling with my homeboy, the peeps i was (all ricans ) with just left without saying goodbye. so i knock on my boys bedroom door, just to be like social, and not an asshole and was like yo bro im out just wanted to say goodbye, thanks blah blah blah

i get down the stairs, theres my boys all up against the wall, police saying there was reports of people selling dope there
so they explaining their shit to the po po's how they got jobs
my white ass walked passed them,
without a glance, my cornball ass prolly looked like i was tutoring some kid or something

but once they all got let go, i was the only one with sense to call my boy back and be like the jakes are in your building be careful

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blech i think i may have felt some tenseness when i saw the boys in blue at the bottom of those stairs
 
^^ those are real douchebag cops then. They supposed to wait until you get a distance away from the spot you copped at so the dealer doesn't see you getting hit (which can put your life in danger). Were they frisking you like you were a snap or like you were the people selling the dope?
 
ive never copped any hard drugs...but had scenerios where one of my boys knew someone in the projects we had to cop weed from..this was before it was decriminalized in my state..and nothing felt right..if we got ripped off who would we fuck with...hood cats?...nah...and the police in this city were serious about bookin people for even small amounts of tree...but know i just get it from whoever got it..and as long as i got less than a z i can drive all around without any fear..
 
if i been waiting a while, i begin to get bubble guts and feel like i gotta leave a dump real bad
 
ive never copped any hard drugs...but had scenerios where one of my boys knew someone in the projects we had to cop weed from..this was before it was decriminalized in my state..and nothing felt right..if we got ripped off who would we fuck with...hood cats?...nah...and the police in this city were serious about bookin people for even small amounts of tree...but know i just get it from whoever got it..and as long as i got less than a z i can drive all around without any fear..

dude that's not really copping if you know the guy but he just lives in a sketchy part of town.
 
For some reason i feel like superman, ofcourse a lil nervouse but i got money an most of the time im going to a good reliable conect soo im in for a nice rush. So that all im really thinking abut. It really depends on ware im coping tho, some spots that are skethcy, ware you dont belong unlsess your coping that brown stone could get a lil crazy. O god after i get it tho, I act cool as hell huge grin on my face bags in hand incase i have to run and dump them . wow it really is part of a drug itslef. everyones got there own ritual. i always liked coping in the winter for some reason it seem ok to do anyhing in the winter aha ok later
 
Cool, calm, and collected, my guy is usually waiting on my if i time it right.. we got it down to a science, props to all the d-boys and d-girls whom risk their freedom daily just so we can cop and get home safely.. my guy usually goes where i ask him, as i know the shady spots and the safe spots to go, keepin him and me both safe from the po-po...
 
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When I used to cop I'd feel anxious, tensed, yet relieved. The relief would only come when I seen him on the street walking up or the car would pull up. Until one of those two moments I'd just be tense and anxious as fuck.
 
depends on the time . Sometimes excited , sometimes anxious , sometimes neither.

Right now during x-mas time I feel mostly guilty. I know i shouldn't be using but I am. Especially seeing x-mas decoration on peoples homes going to the spot or talking to family members after I copped or shot up.

When I have done dope in a while and their is bomb stamp and i have nothing to do I am usually excited.

When copping from a hot area or from someone new and sometimes cold copping I can get a bit nervous.

I do get that feeling something is going to go wrong sometimes . Most of the time it don't. Honestly, i try not think about everything that could go wrong . If you get locked up beat or whatever , it's gonna happen. So being negative or nervous or scared ain't gonna do much . Atleast, if your stable and thinking you might be able to make a quick instinctive move and avoid trouble. No reason in being nervous if it's all gonna go down the same way. Personally, being nervous distracts me and cause me to make poor decision based on stress.
 
When I'm pretty much absolutely sure that the deal is going to go down and nothing weird is going to happen, I really do enjoy going to cop, which is also partially because me and my dealer are kind of friends at this point even though I'm a suburban white boy and he's a pretty straight up gangster. he's trustworthy/quick as hell (never more than a 10 min wait when I get there). It also gives me something to do, makes me feel somewhat badass and excited, and of course leads to getting more drugs. It's always pleasant having a consistent, safe and trustworthy dealer.

On the other hand when I'm trying to cop and I'm not that familiar with who I'm going to, or I haven't talked to them for a little while, or know they can be flaky I really quite hate copping. It's extremely anxiety producing when you're waiting and waiting and waiting just hoping it goes down, then meeting up in a weird place, then hoping the deal goes down without anything going awry, any scams or any trouble. Once I have the product in my hands it's all ok again, but before that it's pretty nerve wracking.


And I know exactly what you're saying with the bad gut feeling...it's kept me safe quite a few times, and there have been quite a few times that I haven't listened and it turned out bad. It's never been like that I got arrested or injured or anything, but I've gotten burned a few times because I didn't listen to my gut, including just a few days ago when a friend of mine was fiending really, really badly and was going absolutely nuts for dope, and convinced me to ignore my gut and drive all the way to Philadelphia for H, which is a 40 minute drive away and we got scammed by someone who used to be my friend...last time I ignore my instincts for anything, cause they've almost always done me right.

Fortunately I've never been in trouble with the law for anything over my 5 years of drug use (hell, not even a car ticket), and I've never been outright robbed, so I'm crossing my fingers that that shit never happens. I'm willing to bet it's even rougher copping when you've gotten in trouble like that before. Fortunately being a middle class white boy I'm hoping I have a somewhat lower chance of ever getting robbed or attacked, and hopefully a lower chance of getting arrested too.
 
I just copped for the first time not long ago, and it was by far, hands down the worst experience of my life. I have a friend who has a friend (yeah, here we go...) who knew a dealer with some pretty all right dope or whatever, and we thought, "great, let's call her up and have her take us to this guy..."

So, long story short, there we are waiting for this guy in my car and outside a gas station. We've been waiting for maybe five or ten minutes, but who really knows, because I am thinking the police are about to roll up on us any minute, and when the guy finally pulls up in his car and the girl jumps in with him, he begins to shout at us from inside his car! "Is something funny? Why you laughing? Why the fuck are you laughing? Is something funny?"

I thought for sure that we would be shot. The girl gets back into our car and tells us that he was "just fucking with us." Uh, not funny? I was not happy.

EDIT: But the dope was all right. ;)
 
I used to love going to cop until I caught a charge by a neighborhood I always would buy dope in. After that I'd be mad paranoid.
Now that I cop in a more low key neighborhood I don't really think too much of it, I'm usually just anxious to get my work. A couple days ago I was low on gas and it was freezing cold out and I was sick so I was like fuck it I'ma wait to fill up I just wanna get to the hood or atleast close to the hood. I fuckin ran outta gas like a mile from any gas station and it was snowing out and I rushed outta the house with no coat on so I was stuck walking in a blizzard just cuz I was anxious to get my dope.

Last April I was going to cop a half gram and for some reason I had a funny feeling about going, and it wasn't my normal paranoia so I decided to leave my rigs and other shit at the house. When I was half way there my boy told me meet him at a spot off a busy/hot street and not his normal spot which was low key, so I was kinda relieved I chose not to bring anything eventhough I was sick. I took side streets back to the freeway cuz I saw like 5 different people pulled over on the main road there so I figured they might be doing some kind of sting or something, I detoured a few miles outta the way, which is usually a hotter area, but I thought it'd be safer this particular night. As soon as i got on the freeway a cop came right up on me and followed me. He flicked me right away, so I got off at the nearest exit and as I went up the ramp I tossed the bottle over the hill.
They were Narcos in a regular marked car and totally pulled me over cuz I was white. I was leaving the same area I got popped 2 other times (yes, its the most well known dope neighborhood on the eastside of Detroit, so I'm sure thats why). He bitched at me and asked me why i didnt pull over on the freeway. "Because I was always told its dangerous and I was really only doing it to be curteous" Fucking prick was like "Oh how thoughtful of you. That was fucking dumb, it looked like you were trying to run".
To my suprise they did not see me throw that vial. I was just waiting for him to ask me what the fuck I threw and call in a unit to go looking.
Its normally hard for me to pick up on any premonitions though because for a long time I was just a paranoid fuck, but thankfully, that time I did.

I guess I'll add another short story. After the first time I got pulled over in the hood (cops didnt find the needles or dope, but we were underage so he called my boys mom and had her come pick us up). I realized that the neighborhood over there was hot as fuck, I used to just think cops in the D didn't give a shit. After that I used to think I was so smart taking all the side streets and the backway to and from the spot. Constantly lookin for suspicious looking cars. After I copped I'd make a shit load of turns, trying not to stay on one block too long. That strategy ended up biting me in the ass 6 months later when I told my boy to circle around the block when the dope man hadn't shown up yet. A cop ended up seeing us at a stoplight and we got flicked 6 blocks away. It was probably inevitable that day anyways, cuz they were doing some crazy ass sting that was all these suburban police departments, sherrifs and detroit pd, aswell as DEA. They were watching 60 houses in a 3 mile area. But I couldn't help but think, what if my paranoid ass woulda just stayed put and waited instead of thinking I was slick and being a backroad bandit.
 
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I used to be nervous on way there, get kinda excited as i got close but at same time be watching every direction for anyone who would be a cop , then once i copped, nervous having it on me until i got outta hood , then it was like MISsion ACCOMPlishED .............then the relief of finding the closest spot to do a bag, lightin a cig puttin on some music , and knowing ur good for the day ......................(of course in back of your head you are thinking man i know this cant last forever but f it , it feels so good)
 
Fortunately being a middle class white boy I'm hoping I have a somewhat lower chance of ever getting robbed or attacked, and hopefully a lower chance of getting arrested too.

Yo.....You got it all backwards . You think that bein in the hood, bein a middle class whiteboy makes you LESS likely to get arrested/pulled over/etc? take out "less likely" chan change it to "more likely"and then you got the reality. You aint to familiar with coppin yet are you. Bein a suburban white kid is the last thing you wanna be when you coppin in the hood. talk about stickin out like a sore thumb. the suburb white kids are the first ones that the narcs go for. IDK where you got the idea that its good to fit that type when you cop, but you got it twisted.

The people who look like they dont belong in the neighborhood are the ones who get targeted.

The junkies with the beat up car , the cigarete burns on the seats and garbage in the back seat on the floor, who look all strung out and dopesick and shit, who look like they could be livin in one of the local homeless shelters cuz they so scraggly lookin...Yea , they are obvious junkies, and the cops pick them out no question.

but you know who they really hate? The suburban upper middle class kids who come in the hood in their nice cars and nice clothes...drivin a late model car thats all nice and new lookin, wearin a polo shirt and shit....They will flock to you like flies on shit. they always resent the rich kids yo. they look at the ragamuffin junkies with their hangin mufflers and tri color paint job on their car, as just the regular junkie scum, just another square in the patchwork of the streets, your average strung out brokeass feens and they hate them too, but its just your general hatin.

But the kids with the nice stuff and nice clothes, alot of them just seem to have this extra, special hate reserved just for those type of kids. they be like "yo, get the fuck outta here go back to your nice little town and your nice life. rich little bitches, comin here for your dope, thinkin you can get by us? thinkin you dont stick out , like we dont see your out of place ass in our hood? And you think you can fool us with some of that bullshit "i just got lost officer" crap? You wanna play the innocent lil whiteboy? Fuck you! Dont insult our intelligence, you are so used to getin outta shit with your folks payin for your mistakes, you think you can get outa this just like you get outa everything in your entitled little life, well think again kid! How do you think youre gonna like passaic/essex/etc county jail?"

You get the idea. And lol, dont take none of that shit personal, im just tellin you the way that alot of these cops act towards kids like you. I aint the middle class suburb kid and never have been but I known quite a few friends who were and th cops just love to tear them apart for some reason its like a pet peeve or somethin.

Sorry this post ended up gettin so long. but i just wanted to let you know since it seemed like you thought u flyin under the radar or somethin, like you are covered n aint gotta worry, but u shoul just be prepared n remember u are like a baby antelope with a broken leg to a lion if u catch my analogy.
 
How do i feel when i go to the projects to meet my friend? Relieved that, you know.. i have never even seen a cop on the street i meet up with my friend.. and, so to speak, i have a "ghetto pass". No ones ever fucked with me, cause my dude wouldnt want that. Feel what im sayin? Its a breeze, a piece of cake, etc.
 
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