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Dopehead Roll Call! who here is a heroin user

Good thread! I Kno id be a junkie if i could get the shit on a regular basis ;)
 
been there...

A friend introduced me to h ... I don't know... 6 years ago?? Basically 2 - 3 bags a day, but usually never more than for a couple days. Never caught a habit. Wild: the guy who introduced me would use 2 - 3 days and have an all out habit - makes me think it's more in the head than real. At several points even TRIED to catch a habit - just to see what it's like - you know, get the "complete" experience. Never caught a habit. I mean, I'd do 3 bags a day for two weeks straight and ... nothing. Any thoughts anyone???
 
a month ago i did my last h. beeing clean feels fucking dirty.
can't think about anything else. i even dream about dope.
 
^^To the guy who doubts addiction and his (un?)lucky friend,

I did you one better in my chipping days. I was familiar with oxy and minor pain pills, becoming familiar with good but expensive dope, for years towards the end of high school. I used as much as I could, depending on money, and sure hustled/stole/scammed to get more drugs. Never even got a hint of withdrawal. It was totally voluntary, sporadic thing but sometime very frequent.

Either way I failed to catch a habit even with a month long fent patch binge. Not exactly every day but 100mcg and 75mcg patches every two days, skip a day PER week, if that, sometimes straight plus other opiates.....

4 something years after my first taste of vicodin, I had a surplus of money and started doing oxy 80's often. This STILL took me a couple months of every day use (about 80mg a day) to feel it. I remember the first time I felt w/d after halloween weekend. So I continued to do oxy. I tried a kick a couple months after, flew away somewhere warm. The w/d was pussy anyway... a joke for 3-4 days. Came back home in strong spirits, two days later was using again. W/d developed within a day or two, FF some months.

Money running out, using dope.

FF to heavier tolerance (10 bags a day of good), went to my homeland and kicked. Hard but doable. Drank a lot. No options means I did what I had to, regretted not manning up at home since I ended up kicking in a 1 bedroom apartment in the middle of belarus with my relatives. Came home in strong spirits, almost 3 weeks clean and feeling fine. Started using 3 days or so later.

This time the W/D took a couple tries, but it still got me. Well FF about 8 months and I'm using whatever I can get, hustling bags to do dope, getting pills in town if I have money and maintaining with suboxone when I'm short. No 'real' end in sight. Be warned!!!!
 
I tried it for the first time at 18. Managed to be a chipper for all of maybe a month, then it was daily use for quite some time.

The band I was playing in broke up and several of us relocated in Colorado, formed a new group with friends already there. Heroin had basically been the reason the original group split; I was the only doper that was willing to clean up and thus was invited to join the new group (9 piece band, three of us H addicts, two cokeheads).

The CO group fizzled out, I moved to NC to teach guitar and picked up a habit pretty quickly. I've been doing the up and down, clean the using cycle for a few years now. Since i quit cold turkey so easily the first time, I convinced myself that opiate addiction wasn't that big of a deal; that I had the willpower to quit when I needed to (because i was able to that first time). Boy, was I ever wrong about that...
 
only got to do heroin one night, but it was with coke and cannabis, so it was absolutley wonderful.

have done lots and lots of morphine / oxycodone / hydrocodone / hydromorphone,

but as someone else said, suboxone is my bitch now.
 
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