Dope Sick and on day 2 (I think)

MescalitoBandito

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OK so basically I feel like complete shit. I am on day two (sans immodium), the last day I did heroin was saturday but ive been guzzling big bottles of immodium like crazy until tuesday. Now I feel like I want to die.

So I sat down in the shower with a bottle of wine, which i thought would help a lot. Instead I got to thinking and got all emotional and shit. Right now all I want to do is sleep this hell off, so I took 150mg Trazodone recently which already has me feeling slightly better, even though I am still awake.

I know all the basic suggestions for dealing with being dope sick, but does anyone have suggestions for surviving the emotional impact of this horrific condition? I have quite a history with severe anxiety and depression so needless to say, those old friends are rearing their tisted, withered heads right now.

Any suggestions are welcome. I am truly that desperate.
 
Well the good news is it wont last forever. If u have past issues with anxiety and depression how did u deal with it before drugs. Music and bluelight have gotten me through alot of withdrawals. What and how long was your habit. I currently take suboxOne cause i couldnt stay clean. It helps slot with. Anxirty n depression for first time in yrs i feel normal. Stick it out. Your almost there and when u get thtough this youll b a stronger person for it.
 
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