MescalitoBandito
Bluelighter
OK so basically I feel like complete shit. I am on day two (sans immodium), the last day I did heroin was saturday but ive been guzzling big bottles of immodium like crazy until tuesday. Now I feel like I want to die.
So I sat down in the shower with a bottle of wine, which i thought would help a lot. Instead I got to thinking and got all emotional and shit. Right now all I want to do is sleep this hell off, so I took 150mg Trazodone recently which already has me feeling slightly better, even though I am still awake.
I know all the basic suggestions for dealing with being dope sick, but does anyone have suggestions for surviving the emotional impact of this horrific condition? I have quite a history with severe anxiety and depression so needless to say, those old friends are rearing their tisted, withered heads right now.
Any suggestions are welcome. I am truly that desperate.
So I sat down in the shower with a bottle of wine, which i thought would help a lot. Instead I got to thinking and got all emotional and shit. Right now all I want to do is sleep this hell off, so I took 150mg Trazodone recently which already has me feeling slightly better, even though I am still awake.
I know all the basic suggestions for dealing with being dope sick, but does anyone have suggestions for surviving the emotional impact of this horrific condition? I have quite a history with severe anxiety and depression so needless to say, those old friends are rearing their tisted, withered heads right now.
Any suggestions are welcome. I am truly that desperate.
