SomeoneLikeME
Bluelighter
I saw this in a Time magazine, and i think it is wonderful...I can relate...I just wanted to share.........
It starts like this....
" I once knew a girl who fell deeply in love at the vulnerable age of 15; her paramour was drugs. The girl would look at you with wide, dark eyes, that seemed simultaneously to plead for understanding while pushing you away"..............."One night this girl's terror became too much. SHe sat alone in a bathroom, dark, exceprt for the blue white light of the streetlamp outside spilling across her hands, her wrists, the small square of the razorblade as it moved closer to her soft web of veins. She imagined blood spilling over white porcelain; she imagined the end. ...."
Goes on to tell about how she had a chnage of heart..
..but the words that brought tears to my eyes....
"I followed the white lines of crystal and coke, laid out on mirror after mirror...In the end, there was only the mirror left...I had to look at myself"
Maybe pointless, but I just felt like I had to share it...IT IS NEVER TOO LATE, and I am really glad I see that now!
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"...I really don't mind what happens now and then, as long as you'll be my friend in the end..." -"Kryptonite" Three Doors Down
Proud Member of the CRC!!!!!
It starts like this....
" I once knew a girl who fell deeply in love at the vulnerable age of 15; her paramour was drugs. The girl would look at you with wide, dark eyes, that seemed simultaneously to plead for understanding while pushing you away"..............."One night this girl's terror became too much. SHe sat alone in a bathroom, dark, exceprt for the blue white light of the streetlamp outside spilling across her hands, her wrists, the small square of the razorblade as it moved closer to her soft web of veins. She imagined blood spilling over white porcelain; she imagined the end. ...."
Goes on to tell about how she had a chnage of heart..
..but the words that brought tears to my eyes....
"I followed the white lines of crystal and coke, laid out on mirror after mirror...In the end, there was only the mirror left...I had to look at myself"
Maybe pointless, but I just felt like I had to share it...IT IS NEVER TOO LATE, and I am really glad I see that now!
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"...I really don't mind what happens now and then, as long as you'll be my friend in the end..." -"Kryptonite" Three Doors Down
Proud Member of the CRC!!!!!
