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I'm sick of people being friendly to me just because I'm into drugs. I was sick of dealing with dealers. Most of the ones I've known I'd rather not have anything to do with.

Just this weekend a guy I don't even know too well calls me up and says "I'm really hung over. Can you bring over some weed for us to smoke?" I just said coldly "No man, I'm out of town and I don't have any smoke." He got the hint and apologized, and I don't think he'll think of me as a walking weed jar anymore.

Does anyone else find that being into certain recreational drugs, tends to attract low-quality people looking for a free high? I guess it's to be expected, but it sucks when they seem cool at first and then get shameless really fast.

I'm a highly philosophical, borderline spiritual person, who sees certain power plants and chemicals as an important part of his personal life. If you're a real friend, I'm happy to share that side of me with you, just like I'd tell an embarrassing story or ask a personal question. But if you don't give much of a shit about me and just want to get fucked up, study up and make your own damn psychoactives. It's not that hard. Just don't blame me when they stop treating you or your body or your life with respect, if you don't treat them with any.
 
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Well I don't manufacture drugs, but I do know what you mean. I tend to be very liberal with drugs just because if I'm around people and I'm doing a drug, I feel like it's rude not to offer it to other people. And that's fine, until people start expecting me to share everything that I have. Which I would but unfortunately I'm broke and hardly have enough money for myself.

I find that some people started hanging out with me more and more just to get a free high. And it kind of pisses me off, because I always end up sharing all my stuff, but the other person never considers to do that in return. When they get drugs, they never think to call me up and return the favor. They sit there and do it themselves, hoarding their stash. Which is just fine but if you do that, don't expect me to share with you all the damn time.
 
Personally I think you are very wise to do and feel this.

Let them work it out for themselves.

I think you are a good guy.
 
I quit sharing my drugs with people. I can't afford to get other people high... :\

I will smoke a J with one of my good friends though...
 
yeah, ive got a few "friends" like that, who I use to give to, but never recieved anything in return. Mainly i shared because i didnt want people or myself to think i was i fiend. bottom line, i share with those who share in return. if i start to notice that they arent hooking it up in return as much as i am, i tell them straight up, i cant support 2 habits on my bill. the only drugs i tend to just not give a shit about sharing with are stimulants, coke or meth, mainly cuz i hate being on uppers by myself, its just a horrible feeling to be the only one tweaking. downers on the other hand, THEY ARE ALL MINE. haha
 
Good point uumpaloompa. If you're with people, it's kind of rude not to at least offer a few hits of pot or whatever you're using in their presence. That's why I felt I had no choice but to tell this dude I was out -- it's the only white lie I could tell that couldn't possibly be construed as, "I have some and I'm not sharing."

Also, if you've helped me out in a pinch (no pun intended), I'm more than happy to help you out when you're feeling down. But this particular dude is one who already owes me lots, and whom I owe nothing.

I prefer smoking weed by myself or with only my g/f, who'll never take me for granted. Other drugs I tend to approach people thus:
"I just picked up X amount of substance Y. Between 4 people, that comes out to only Z dollars each! You want in?"
 
I'll always happily share my weed with who ever is with me and its readily available but other drugs, well I cant afford it.When I have shared (only with my best mates)and vice a versa we always pay each other back.
 
I give alot of drugs TO CERTAIN PEOPLE, but I also receive alot, sometimes goodies that I rarely can get. I also make some drug bussiness but VERY RARELY, and only only to close friends. I'll give you some examples:

---» Last friday night a friend came to me whithdrawing from heroin and asked me for some or to drive him to the citty to get it because he had the money. I gave him a OC80 FOR FREE and he chewed it. I snorted 30mg and we spend a great night just sitting by the town's park with his notebook (one of the good things of passing the weekend in small towns is that you can spend your night in the park doing whatever drugs you want withouth cops to piss you off or people stealing, etc.. Urray for portugal), smoking MY weed and just listening to music and talking bullshit..... The point is, next sunday night he passes by my house and gives me half a gram of heroin and 5 hits of STRONG acid. It's nice to know that there still are junkies you can trust.

--» This was maybe 3 years ago. A FRIEND who is mainly into psy-trance came to me and said that he and his buddies were going to a week-long psy-trance festival and wanted me to get them psychs. We talked about prices, etc. etc. and I ended up supllying 5-meo-dipt, 2-ct-2, 2c-i MDMA powder (all these wheighted in a miligram digital scale and putted into capsules by myself, which gave alot of work and costed a few extra money, of course), liquid LSD and 20 grams of Neville's Haze, which is great to smoke with psychs.. He payed, thanked, tried to convince me to go with them about 100 times but I wanted to go to a homeparty can hippiflip. Next week they came back and I was shocked that they didn't used the 5-meo-dipt with responsability and they all ended up having the mindblast of their minds mixing it massive doses of it with acid... They were momently fried but that's ok LOL THE POINT IS: I had some goodies to thank me for getting them that mucn stuff, or better yet, a sweet deal: 5 10ml vials of ketamine for 20$... because the guy wanted to buy some cd after he leave my house. That was also a sweet moment.

But selling from my stash to guys I've met once or twice while snorting coke in some random club, in some random night, that's out of question. I only do it to close friends. Else, the only thing I do is to get all the coke for the people who is going to club with me in some particullar night, no more than that.
 
I'm the same way as you toxiku. If i have some kids over i will smoke a bowl or two with them. I gave a small joint to some kid the other day that I had only known for 10 minutes because he couldn't stay for a session so i spotted him a fat bowl or maybe a Joint. He hit me back up today with 3 endocets though so it works out.
 
I get annoyed when people who I used to be friends with in the "real world" so to speak will only hang out with me when we're going to be doing drugs. It's fucking annoying.
 
i usually say u wanna go half on one. "one" being a blunt..and if they dont have any well then too bad.
 
I totally know what you're talkin about. Me and my friend J were living together for a couple months here recently and we were always buying speed and getting spun. One day this little crackheaded kid T happen to be hanging out with us when we got our shit, so we shared with him that night. But after that it was almost impossible to get rid of him. He kept coming over several times a day hoping we'd have drugs and get him spun.

Also T wouldn't stop talking about wanting to smoke a bowl. He kept asking if we had any friends that might get him high. He even went to OUR neighbor who he didn't even know, and asked the mexican over there if he would get T high---because we had made the mistake once of mentioning how the mexican would sometimes trade us a joint for a few ciggarettes if he ran out.

Anyway, T got so latched onto us hoping for a FREE high all the time that he decided to move in with us. So me and J moved out.
 
it can even be a problem with your "real friends".. i had no concerns that the people i shared with were just hanging out with me for drugs. but when i had something i'd offer.. weed of course for free, and x for free if they couldn't afford it. however, the favor was rarely or ever returned. to top it all off, the fact that i was sharing these things meant my friends talked about me behind my back and saw the sharing as being a sign of a "drug problem".. though they were more than happy to partake when offered. grr...

i don't do much of anything these days, but if i do, there are only two friends i trust enough to share with.
 
There are basically 3-4 pepole total when i go smoking. Me and my best friend always share, and one of the other ones does when he has stuff (whicdh is fine, because we usually get the stuff thru his friends), and the other one who rarely smokes doesnt ever have any to share, which is ok, cause weve been freidns for a couple yhears. The only problem with this stuff is that one of them always wants food, and when i give him the money, he doesnt give me the change unless i ask!
 
You people have crappy drug friends...

I might only have a tiny bit of weed left... but I'll give it to a mate hanging for cones. Presto, a few days later, he rocks up with an 8ball of speed and shouts me a few hits. All of us are like this... when you get drugs, you ALWAYS share, it's like shouting rounds of beer at the pub.

Also, what fun is it getting high alone. Shouting a mate a few cones is a small price to pay for someone to trip out and laugh with. Or shouting someone a hit of meth, they'll be there for the next 12 hours tweaking out with you.
 
Chubba75 said:
Also, what fun is it getting high alone. Shouting a mate a few cones is a small price to pay for someone to trip out and laugh with. Or shouting someone a hit of meth, they'll be there for the next 12 hours tweaking out with you.
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Doing opiates alone and nodding withouth any1 to bother u is defenitly fun
 
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Hmm it's funny a couple of months back you had a thread saying how generous you were and how there was this one certain girl who called you a pushover for sharing some shroom tea * ... I don't know, this just kinda seems like the logical 2nd part of the series for me.

* And they say drugs fuck with your memory? BULLSHIT. =D
 
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