don't leave

[Shuddr2Think]

i've come to the realization
recently
that the tried and true
methods
have failed me again
leaving me with an overwhelming sense of
well being and contentment
knowing
you will wake up one day
in a far away place
and realize
that your methods
have failed you once again
too proud to speak
too shamed to protest
i adore you and
remain alone
in this room
in this house
in my head
in my heart.
dreaming of a day where your eyes look to me
for the answer
the way
mine look to yours
once and again
i wish i could just tell you that
i don't want you to leave.
make you see that
you make me...okay.
coz even in the silence we share
i know you hear me
screaming for some kind of
help
some kind of mercy from this boredom and
pseudointellectual psychobabble
that we force ourselves into
time and again
and its more than i could ask for
more than i can explain
but sometimes when you smile at me...
i know it'll be okay.
and
you'll still be around...
in the background of my life
and maybe someday i can be
normal
and i will
forget all the silly things
i have said
and sappy poems i have
written in your memory
and we'll be friends.
and my words will make more sense
and you'll be there to share the view.

 

[XiolaBleu]

I really enjoyed reading this. It kind of reminded me of stuff that is going on in my head lately.

 

[up all night]

Awesome. I love your work!

 

[E-girl]

you're awesome. i hope you know that.

make you see that
you make me...okay.
this is my favorite part. keep writing. you have so much in you!

 

[harraser]

I missed this the first time around.....It made me think of the relationship I have with someone in my life

but sometimes when you smile at me...
i know it'll be okay.
and
you'll still be around...
in the background of my life
I dont want her in the background of my life but its where she seems to want to be.....
well it was a poem that really made me feel...nice work.

 

[frostyangel]

This made me think of my last relationship, and all a quote in one of my writings.
"the sane, gane what is known as a common insanity"....which I call love.
It all will drive us alittle crazy sometimes.
I'll be watching for more of your work!!

 

[Angelight]

My gawd- this was wonderful. I felt so muc of this, you don't even know...keep them coming sweetie.

coz even in the silence we share
i know you hear me
screaming for some kind of
help
some kind of mercy from this boredom and
pseudointellectual psychobabble
that we force ourselves into
time and again
^^^^^
Are you inside my head?

 

[runawaygrrrl]

and maybe someday i can be
normal
and i will
forget all the silly things
i have said
and sappy poems i have
written in your memory
and we'll be friends.
Yeah... I keep thinking that too.
Wonderful piece.