Dont know what to do

[Epiper888]

I'm not physically addicted but I just feel like I'm fucked. I got high for the last time today. I'm on probation and I'm getting drug tested everyweek. I don't know what im going to do without my weekly high. I suffer from social anxiety and usally take xanax a couple times a week. I also take some opiates from time to time. I just don't know what I'm going to do. Being sober feels like torture

 

[average extreme]

give it some time. it will get better. ... doing drugs just adds up to your anxiety and it will just get worse if you continue. you will find comfort if you face your fears. see it as a chance. believe in urself.

 

[T. Calderone]

I know a couple people who are going through the same thing so you're not alone. Getting sober is hard enough, but seems so much worse when it's being forced upon you. But you don't want to end up in jail so you have to do this. I know it feels like torture but it's temporary and it will get better. You might consider going to a meeting when you get cravings for drugs. It might sound corny but that can really help. Hang in there!

 

[nygiants1313]

Being sober does feel like torture

Being raped in the pen will really feel like torture.

No disrespect not saying thatll happen to you, hope you catch my drift.

You can always drink alcohol but I know alcohol sux. Im with you man. Entering the sober world after a 7 year hiatus.

There is no doubt we got a long road ahead of us. I think it's fucked up you can go to jail for putting drugs in to your OWN body. wtf is that shit. Makes me rage.

C ya