Mr.WorriedGuy
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What's going on everyone, I hope this is the right forum to post this in. Been a long time reader and finally, unfortunately, have a reason to post. To give a quick background of myself and my friend I believe would be appropriate. We have both been best friends since childhood and for the past seven years have enjoyed many different drugs. SWIM(is tht needed here) has done most hard drugs extensively. Swims been through it all, multiple days of rolling, crystal journeys to hell, copious amounts of powder, acid, RCs, etc. Swim would be considered a pro I suppose. Swim has always been partial to stimulants to the point he would overdo consistently for years on end while swims friend always seemed to have better control. If they had the same amount swim would always finish first. Even had times of clutching the chest thinking that was it just to hit another line in a few minutes. Swims been pretty low before, seeing shadow people, thinking good friends were cops, buying a half ounce of coke with a two week check and doing it all that weekend. Over the years swim ended up getting very burnt out and depressed and finally decided to slow down as the magic was gone. Ended up switching to opiates then methadone and am now last day of 2mg(yay!). Swim has grown up quite a bit and has gained much better control with the powder and crystal. Used to not be able to stop, pawned everything, shit on good friends etc. Its gotten to a point now where swim has much better control and can stop when needed, even with a lot left and not touch it for days(one of swims close buddys has had a lil sumthin put up for over four months now, the fiend binger was gone). I have to say through the years some of swims best moments were had and deeply close relationships established, especially in a walk in closet(lol). Swims seen ppl trippin out bad.... Ne way im rambling....the point is swims been through some shit. But nothing like this.
Swims friend has traded places with him somewhat and is scaring him bad. Frikin bath salts. Who wouldve thunk it? To make a long story short swims used various ones and was generally displeased. Swims friend however has hit a lot bs recently and has been fairly down. While on probation the answer was k2 and bath salts.swim indulged with him occasionally but always knew when to stop with the mephedrone and mdpv(didnt care for it in ivory wave). Swims friend had been using morenfrequently but hasrecently picked up badly thanks to a new salt. I don't know if its ok to list the brand but I feel I need to to get the advice needed. Its called eight ballz and something is weird about it. Basically swims friend has been doing it every single day preceded by four months of other salts before hand. The other stuff never really beat swim too bad but this is different. Swims friend thinks it is mephedrone and mdpv but swim disagrees having done both. This is better and suspiciously smells like raw dawg ether. Swim used it one day and felt like crap for four after. The fiending was incredible, damn near irresistible. Every day itjumps into swims mind and the high is rediculous, better than the first time doing crystal of powder. Swim feels like peter griffin when he does the crystal and shoots through the roof, or greased up deaf guy. Somehow swim doesnt ever look strung out though, even with no sleep(verified by those who do sleep). Sorry for rambling.
Anywho, swim and his friend decided to get a fairlu decent amount. Swims friend hasnt stopped for quite some time and is definitely in psychosis land. His new girl and him have been incredibly paranoid and wiggy. Swim is holding onto his pets for him but isnow very worried. Friend came to house yesterday after a few days constant binging and sat in the driveway for two hours before knocking to come in, unbeknownst to swim. Anywho over the course of the day swim and another friend did maybe half a .5 g vial while swims friend and girl tore though four vials(cnt be mdpv or theyd be dead). Friend sat on the computer for 26 hours looking up different names as he thinks his parents arent his parents and is family is in the cia or sumthin. Anywho, swim had trouble talking to friend as he was too absorbed on computer. Apparently they went through about every name in the world trying to figure it out, descrambling messages,etc. Friend now wants to confront parents about it and is worrying swim badly. Friend wont listen to swim at all, swim definitely tried. He also had something called captain crazy that was apill which they were mixing with it. Swim wasnt coming down and was wanting to badly as he had school and the clinic and u knw, life. Swim doesnt know why he listened, but they said it would help swim relax and sleep. Wrong. Omg it was crazy. Felt like swim smoked a jeffrey, ended up in floor thinking swim was gona die but felt so good to it was straight. Swim literally felt like he might eat his face. Swims friend believed it to be caffeine and b6....but i know better.
Sry if this is incoherent sleep dep sucks. Im gona get to the point cuz im gona go babysit friends kid for friend(wife going too, she sleeps
). Swim is very worried for friend and cant get him to listen to the storys bout psychosis and such(its like he doesnt really hear me). So swim isnt sure what to do. Swim has half a mind to flush it but that would be like swim flushing $500 of friends money so dunno bout tht. Swim was also considering not giving it to friend for a while till he gets normal again. Only thing is it takes swim four days to recover from small amount in one day and usually turns into a few days or insaneness. With four to five months under his belt and a hella tolerance along with stopping using his antidepressants swims afraid that could go very badly. Swim thought about talking to his parents but they give him enough hell as it is and tht feels dirty. Friend is an awesome person and super intelligent but has just really been shit outta luck recently and seems to be spiraling downwards. Swims mind is blown by how this crap grabs ahold unlike anything else, swim mean its really intensely good(in a bad way). It was only in the head shop a weekor two before popo came in and said not to sell th particular one ne more.......rlly makes sWim wonder whqt the heck it is as there is no infor online for either of the substances, which is strange as most others are available.
What would you do in this situation? Theres way too much left and swims afraid to give it to friend for fear hell die.
Once again sry if this is discombobulated. This crap has also given swim nostalgia and swim really misses friends that have drifted away. The best moments were had and some incredible relationships established, some of which remain incredibly strong(as with wife and four good friends) and swim misses that. Sigh, oh well lifes still good but wow what a ride that was. Years of constant abuse to be crushed by bath salts. Thanks for any help.
Swms also worried that maybe he shouldnt have the pet arpund him either.....waht to do what to do.
Swims friend has traded places with him somewhat and is scaring him bad. Frikin bath salts. Who wouldve thunk it? To make a long story short swims used various ones and was generally displeased. Swims friend however has hit a lot bs recently and has been fairly down. While on probation the answer was k2 and bath salts.swim indulged with him occasionally but always knew when to stop with the mephedrone and mdpv(didnt care for it in ivory wave). Swims friend had been using morenfrequently but hasrecently picked up badly thanks to a new salt. I don't know if its ok to list the brand but I feel I need to to get the advice needed. Its called eight ballz and something is weird about it. Basically swims friend has been doing it every single day preceded by four months of other salts before hand. The other stuff never really beat swim too bad but this is different. Swims friend thinks it is mephedrone and mdpv but swim disagrees having done both. This is better and suspiciously smells like raw dawg ether. Swim used it one day and felt like crap for four after. The fiending was incredible, damn near irresistible. Every day itjumps into swims mind and the high is rediculous, better than the first time doing crystal of powder. Swim feels like peter griffin when he does the crystal and shoots through the roof, or greased up deaf guy. Somehow swim doesnt ever look strung out though, even with no sleep(verified by those who do sleep). Sorry for rambling.
Anywho, swim and his friend decided to get a fairlu decent amount. Swims friend hasnt stopped for quite some time and is definitely in psychosis land. His new girl and him have been incredibly paranoid and wiggy. Swim is holding onto his pets for him but isnow very worried. Friend came to house yesterday after a few days constant binging and sat in the driveway for two hours before knocking to come in, unbeknownst to swim. Anywho over the course of the day swim and another friend did maybe half a .5 g vial while swims friend and girl tore though four vials(cnt be mdpv or theyd be dead). Friend sat on the computer for 26 hours looking up different names as he thinks his parents arent his parents and is family is in the cia or sumthin. Anywho, swim had trouble talking to friend as he was too absorbed on computer. Apparently they went through about every name in the world trying to figure it out, descrambling messages,etc. Friend now wants to confront parents about it and is worrying swim badly. Friend wont listen to swim at all, swim definitely tried. He also had something called captain crazy that was apill which they were mixing with it. Swim wasnt coming down and was wanting to badly as he had school and the clinic and u knw, life. Swim doesnt know why he listened, but they said it would help swim relax and sleep. Wrong. Omg it was crazy. Felt like swim smoked a jeffrey, ended up in floor thinking swim was gona die but felt so good to it was straight. Swim literally felt like he might eat his face. Swims friend believed it to be caffeine and b6....but i know better.
Sry if this is incoherent sleep dep sucks. Im gona get to the point cuz im gona go babysit friends kid for friend(wife going too, she sleeps
). Swim is very worried for friend and cant get him to listen to the storys bout psychosis and such(its like he doesnt really hear me). So swim isnt sure what to do. Swim has half a mind to flush it but that would be like swim flushing $500 of friends money so dunno bout tht. Swim was also considering not giving it to friend for a while till he gets normal again. Only thing is it takes swim four days to recover from small amount in one day and usually turns into a few days or insaneness. With four to five months under his belt and a hella tolerance along with stopping using his antidepressants swims afraid that could go very badly. Swim thought about talking to his parents but they give him enough hell as it is and tht feels dirty. Friend is an awesome person and super intelligent but has just really been shit outta luck recently and seems to be spiraling downwards. Swims mind is blown by how this crap grabs ahold unlike anything else, swim mean its really intensely good(in a bad way). It was only in the head shop a weekor two before popo came in and said not to sell th particular one ne more.......rlly makes sWim wonder whqt the heck it is as there is no infor online for either of the substances, which is strange as most others are available.What would you do in this situation? Theres way too much left and swims afraid to give it to friend for fear hell die.
Once again sry if this is discombobulated. This crap has also given swim nostalgia and swim really misses friends that have drifted away. The best moments were had and some incredible relationships established, some of which remain incredibly strong(as with wife and four good friends) and swim misses that. Sigh, oh well lifes still good but wow what a ride that was. Years of constant abuse to be crushed by bath salts. Thanks for any help.
Swms also worried that maybe he shouldnt have the pet arpund him either.....waht to do what to do.
