In seventh/eighth grade I took codeine a couple times before going to school; actually, in the first few months of seventh grade I took it whenever I was at school but that was for a medical reason. It was always the best fucking time because I could think well and was a social beast. I remember quite clearly having ADD after going off the 'deine initially; it sucked. I was never reprimanded for doing it, but I'm pretty sure a teacher saw me dipping at the water fountain and swallowing a pill a few times.
In ninth grade I smoked a little weed and baccy before getting on the bus, mostly toward the end. My first period teacher probably noticed, but she was a hippy so didn't care. This is when I realized that, counter to many people who find smoking and going to school very depressing, I would have an absolute blast sitting in class high while (most) everyone else was trapped in the school vortex; I didn't really consciously piece it together back then, but the sheer implied sign that I was throwing the school system through this action could blissfully fuel my amusement for hours.
Also in ninth grade I would chew coca leaves during first period instead of coffee and it worked pretty well. One time some kid brought a water bottle filled with lemon ice tea and liquor. I drank a few decent swigs then proceeded to get cracked out. Funny, because I was accused of being high on pot (haha).
During tenth grade I would smoke a giant bowl of dank before getting on the bus pretty much every day. Opium and nicotine gum were in the mix--during health class haha. But it was pretty much a shitload of bud. I remember taking kratom before math class one day. Oh yea, in the first half of the year, I'd smoke .05 of FIRE, take 100mg of 5-HTP along with the lexapro I was prescribed, drink some coffee, then be flying way high above the sky while playing pyromaniac with this sober kid in chemistry class; only he got in trouble haha. He used to hand his labs in with burn marks on them. Also vyvanse was in the picture a few days; I was the fucking king of my "super honors" esoteric social studies/english class those days; perhaps the greatest thing drugs did for me that year was allow me to give a fifty minute presentation on Hegel with minimal preparation--courtesy of coca--in front of aforementioned class.
This smoking continued into junior year. I mean I live in a chill place and looked like model student so I was never noted for being high or having drugs, but faculty most likely knew.
Half way through junior I wised up, and since have taken opium only one day (in senior year when I was very mildly dependent in the beginning). However, in the beginning of senior year I did do some stupid shit with drugs on school nights--mugwort, shrooms, and basically half a bottle of fruit vodka--but nothing compared to some people on bluelight.
Yea I never got caught. It was sort of close once, but I was outside and just left the campus haha.
I hated school in early high school. I was sick of it and wasn't pulled in by it. I saw no point to it anymore. So searched for my own enlightenment.
