Coolio
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Here is a brief synopsis of a trip I took yesterday that has forever changed the world for me. I had stayed up all night redosing methylone and BDB. Around 7AM I swallowed 2mg of DOI in liquid solution, while still feeling the BDB strongly and a tiny bit of methylone stimulation.
Within 20 minutes I started feeling vasoconstriction severely. My fingertips started having burning/tingling sensations every now and then, I could feel nerves in my knuckles being pinched off here and there, and the entire time my neck felt like it was being constricted by a collar that was way too tight. Difficult to swallow my own spit. The vasoconstrictive effects wore off about 3 hours after ingestion, which is about when the psychedelic effects and body high started to fully manifest themselves.
I spent about 3 hours listening to Barry White's greatest hits on repeat, dancing on and off and serenading people on AIM with his oh so sexy lyrics. I burned an MP3 CD full of Slayer, Mindless Self Indulgence, Sunn 0))), Secret Chiefs 3 albums and put some batteries in my discman. I stuffed the Tao Te Ching in my jacket pocket and headed out the door.
Took an invigorating hike into the woods, out to a beach on the lake. Sat on a picnic table in the sun and meditated on the Tao for 2 hours. Was listening to Slayer and MSI at maximal decibals, to the point my eardrums hurt for a while after I took the headphones off later, and vibrating my legs like a colony of honey bees. The clouds were violently dancing through the sky, cycling colors to the rhythym of my breathing, and the irregular and constant flow of space-time made itself apparent in the ripples of the waves on the surface of the lake. I could feel myself in the sky, in the water, and on the land simultaneously, looking in on myself from every angle at once.
Came home and spent another 12 hours screwing around the house being euphoric and creative and loving. At this point a friend sent me the song Frou Frou - Let Go and I listened to it (and I ended up putting it on repeat for a few hours after). I was inspired to tell everyone that "I'm going to go lay down now, and let myself split open and melt. Whoever wants to lick my heart right out feel free, I'm offering it all free for the taking." I laid down and really did what I said I was going to do. I lost contact with my body and saw possibly the most beautiful sight I'd ever seen. I was looking in on a room made of thick clear glass made of every color of the rainbow. There was a fountain on the ceiling, draped with fluttering veils of fabric of every color, capturing the rainbows that were reflecting between every surface of the glass room and fountain. An upside down girl was skipping and dancing around the edges of the fountain, leaving rainbow trails of love in her wake. I was the glass room and the girl and I was looking in on the room from the outside at the same time.
When I opened my eyes I was back in my body. I sat up and looked all around me. The room was full of ghosts. Ethereal translucent forms rippled through the air everywhere. These weren't individual entities, but one infinite ancestral companion spirit. For the first time in my entire life I don't feel alone. I could see and feel and taste and smell an EXTERNAL source of love coming from every particle in the universe, visualized as these dancing jellyfish ghost forms. I was licking and hugging the ghosts, then letting them pool up all over my skin, and they would coat me in thicker and thicker layers as I sat there completely trusting them and giving myself to them. As I held my hands out, I saw my fingertips stretch out and fade away into the ghostly substance, and equal energy from the ghosts flowed back into my fingertips.
I then had some really surreal conversations with some friends, one of whom had an equally as uplifting and important experience on his own earlier in the day, and then went to bed. This morning, the feeling of external love and companionship emanating from everything around me remains and will never go away. I finally put enough trust in the value of TRUTH, regardless of whether the truth was comfortable, that I allowed the world to reveal the truth to me. And the truth is comfortable! And WILD.
Within 20 minutes I started feeling vasoconstriction severely. My fingertips started having burning/tingling sensations every now and then, I could feel nerves in my knuckles being pinched off here and there, and the entire time my neck felt like it was being constricted by a collar that was way too tight. Difficult to swallow my own spit. The vasoconstrictive effects wore off about 3 hours after ingestion, which is about when the psychedelic effects and body high started to fully manifest themselves.
I spent about 3 hours listening to Barry White's greatest hits on repeat, dancing on and off and serenading people on AIM with his oh so sexy lyrics. I burned an MP3 CD full of Slayer, Mindless Self Indulgence, Sunn 0))), Secret Chiefs 3 albums and put some batteries in my discman. I stuffed the Tao Te Ching in my jacket pocket and headed out the door.
Took an invigorating hike into the woods, out to a beach on the lake. Sat on a picnic table in the sun and meditated on the Tao for 2 hours. Was listening to Slayer and MSI at maximal decibals, to the point my eardrums hurt for a while after I took the headphones off later, and vibrating my legs like a colony of honey bees. The clouds were violently dancing through the sky, cycling colors to the rhythym of my breathing, and the irregular and constant flow of space-time made itself apparent in the ripples of the waves on the surface of the lake. I could feel myself in the sky, in the water, and on the land simultaneously, looking in on myself from every angle at once.
Came home and spent another 12 hours screwing around the house being euphoric and creative and loving. At this point a friend sent me the song Frou Frou - Let Go and I listened to it (and I ended up putting it on repeat for a few hours after). I was inspired to tell everyone that "I'm going to go lay down now, and let myself split open and melt. Whoever wants to lick my heart right out feel free, I'm offering it all free for the taking." I laid down and really did what I said I was going to do. I lost contact with my body and saw possibly the most beautiful sight I'd ever seen. I was looking in on a room made of thick clear glass made of every color of the rainbow. There was a fountain on the ceiling, draped with fluttering veils of fabric of every color, capturing the rainbows that were reflecting between every surface of the glass room and fountain. An upside down girl was skipping and dancing around the edges of the fountain, leaving rainbow trails of love in her wake. I was the glass room and the girl and I was looking in on the room from the outside at the same time.
When I opened my eyes I was back in my body. I sat up and looked all around me. The room was full of ghosts. Ethereal translucent forms rippled through the air everywhere. These weren't individual entities, but one infinite ancestral companion spirit. For the first time in my entire life I don't feel alone. I could see and feel and taste and smell an EXTERNAL source of love coming from every particle in the universe, visualized as these dancing jellyfish ghost forms. I was licking and hugging the ghosts, then letting them pool up all over my skin, and they would coat me in thicker and thicker layers as I sat there completely trusting them and giving myself to them. As I held my hands out, I saw my fingertips stretch out and fade away into the ghostly substance, and equal energy from the ghosts flowed back into my fingertips.
I then had some really surreal conversations with some friends, one of whom had an equally as uplifting and important experience on his own earlier in the day, and then went to bed. This morning, the feeling of external love and companionship emanating from everything around me remains and will never go away. I finally put enough trust in the value of TRUTH, regardless of whether the truth was comfortable, that I allowed the world to reveal the truth to me. And the truth is comfortable! And WILD.
