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Does this sound really bad? Is this considered "abusing" it?

Knockout666

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I was curious because I hear all these things about 2 months break n stuff and people saying they abuse mdma but I never understood what they meant.

I take no more than 50mg for a night.. I don't always take long breaks though.. I popped on 420 and then last weekend was the last time I popped. If I had to guess, I'd say I pop once or twice a month. :S

I used to pop once in a while back when I was 18-19 and then stopped completely.
I started again this year, and get equally high everytime. I don't feel like I've built much of a tolerance, although I would say I have better control of myself now lol, thats about it.

Additional info: im turning 21 soon, I weigh 90 lbs and I'm 5ft tall lol, good metabolism, kinda sedentary lifestyle, I eat OK lol rarely eat junk food, I don't drink much water but I'm trying to drink more of it now..

Idk if all this info was relevant but anyway, I just wanna make sure I don't fuck myself up really badly or whatever. 8)
 
i don't know, how is your mental health? depression/anxiety disorders?

MDMA really puts a beating on the body and serotonin, i think just using adderall or even methamphetamine once or twice a month would be healthier.

once or twice a month may be fine for a while but definitely stop when you start noticing that the come downs are getting worse and worse each time.
 
My mental health is fine as far as I know. I don't have either of those and I didn't in the past either.

Hm... What would be considered a bad come down? :S I don't usually feel much of a come down. I've only felt hungover a maximum of 5 times in my life and it was from drinking. The morning after i get high, all I experience is a temporary lack of appetite, kinda tired and definitely dry mouth. Lol I'm pretty dehydrated so that's usually what I feel most from a "come down". And mentally, I think it really depends on the night before lol but generally, I feel happy or neutral.
 
a bad come down would be feeling a bunch of anxiety, depression, irritability, apathy, or even just feeling very off the day(s) after taking MDMA. Yeah make sure to stay hydrated at least. My gf rolls on methylone/mdma and i basically have to force her to drink something or to make sure she eats properly.

I get nasty comedowns now, but didn't when i started. I won't even bother with methylone/mdma anymore because of this issue. I get less of a comedown from stims than i do MDMA or methylone or the other cathinones which are sometimes/often found in pills and powder these days. I just don't feel right for a couple days after, just depressed, anxious and can't focus/concentrate. Basically feeling very off. You don't want to hit that point, so try to space out your rolls as much as possible. Once every 3 months would be ideal but i know that many people won't abide by that, so do your best at least.

i wouldn't consider it abuse but it may still cause you problems in the long term.
 
At such low doses, I doubt you are doing THAT much damage, but it is hard to say. Once a month would be better.
 
A single dose of MDMA can have lasting effects on the body. If you use more than once per month, the effects will stack up over time. At such a low dose your tolerance will rise slowly, but by the end of the year you may find that you need more than 50 mg to get a buzz.
 
The risks are different for everybody, some people can "handle it" better than others when it comes to drugs/psychedelics etc
If you are scared of negative effects of mdma then quit using until you really want to roll hard again, use it to improve not to entertain.
Drugs are not just entertainment.

It drains serotonin, thats for sure and that aint healthy. Using it once or twice a month over time will take its toll. You take 50mg doses.. very small dose. Then again u are 5feet and 90lbs.
I never went through less than 250mg ish on my few sessions of use, i'm 5'10". I always redose, cant resist. As long as u wait long in between and take care of urself its all good.
U have not fucked urself, or you would have known. Just dont make it a habit, keep it as extra fun for special weekends
 
50mg of MDMA once or twice a month? At the beginning of the year I was easily doing 200mg once or maybe twice each weekend . I feel I am back to normal, and I have no negative lasting effects. This is not encouraging you to do the same though. I could of had sustained serious brain damage.
 
I typically use MDMA in binges, which is ill-advised. I'll inject up to 200mg everyday for a couple days until I start running low on my gear. Sometimes I'll use a bit more sparingly. Woo.
 
50mg? I would struggle to feel anything from that much to be honest. If that's all you need though, keep doing what you're doing. A dose that small isn't likely to cause you much harm at all as long as you're not doing it insanely frequently.

I wouldn't usually recommend that someone increase their dose of any drug...but I can't help but wonder if you've felt the full potential of MDMA. 50mg is barely above a threshold dose, at least in my experience.
 
50 mg is indeed a low dose so that's good. You might want to reconsider the frequency though. Probably better to space out your rolls to once a month (at the current dose) and to two months if you are using more.
 
The problem is not the dose its the frequency. small dose or not you are still flooding you brain with more serotonin that it can handel and this is what causes the damage. I think you could probably last longer without buiulding a tolerance and the side effects might be less severe than if you took 100mg or more each time but you are still using at a rate faster that your brain can recover.
 
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