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Does the magic return

pasolini

pasolini

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I read about this subject on bluelight but i am a litle confused when i fist met mdma it was this summer to be exact the begining of it,my friends did it before but i had no idea about it i am by nature really curious so i bought some and invited my friends over me and my best friend was a mdma virgin but my other friend was experienced with the drug.We all took one pill and we were chatting on the patio i thought the pills were bunk because i wasnt feeling anything i didnt knew anything about mdma so i didnt knew that it sometimes creeps behind and hits you suddenly i felt the summer breeze on the back of my neck and it was like the touch of my mother comforting and calm.I felt incredibly euphoric and kind of confused but there wasnt a little bit of anxiety or bad thoughts going through my head i felt liberated,creative,free and happy we had the best conversations with my pals(or i thought at that moment) and we felt united and bonded.My first time was the best one ever i was rolling insanely even when i was coming down.So i started to took it with my friends for 5 days straight(mistake of my life :D ) and at day 5
i began to stutter was an e-tard and had a terrible memory.So i decided to take 1 mont breaks between every roll after 2 months i started taking it at home alone
after a while i started taking it alone and everyday it continiued since 4 days ago and i decided to give it a break because it was just anxiety,fear,pain without euphoria so does the magic return and right now it takes about 2 pills to get me going is it possible for my tolerance to go down again thank you for reading.
 
The memory you have is not what you felt on that day, it's just a memory, it's something you built over time, thinking of it again and again. You'll never feel it again, because it's just a memory, and not something that actually happened. From what I read I guess you'd better not take mdma for a while. You may experience something similar only if you don't expect it, as the absence of expectation is an important part of the memory you write about. The magic won't return unless you don't expect it to return any more.
 
ddrreeff said:
The memory you have is not what you felt on that day, it's just a memory, it's something you built over time, thinking of it again and again. You'll never feel it again, because it's just a memory, and not something that actually happened. From what I read I guess you'd better not take mdma for a while. You may experience something similar only if you don't expect it, as the absence of expectation is an important part of the memory you write about. The magic won't return unless you don't expect it to return any more.
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WTF are you saying?!?! you must be on a lot of drugs dude... I have memories of the first time i took mdma and it was on that day... i didnt just build a memory of how i thought i felt the first time i took mdma that didnt actually happen, it did happen. I expect the magic to return everytime i roll because i only roll once a year. But according to your philosophy, the magic wont happen unless i expect it not to happen which makes no fucking sense. Just lay off the mdma for a long time and stop rolling so damn much nd the magic will return.
 
ddrreeff said:
It means a memory is not what you felt, it's something related to what you felt. Which makes a huge difference.
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Ok, in that case I get your point. I thought you meant that the whole experience wasn't real.
We tend to remember and talk more about the great stuff that happened, or opposite if a situation mostly was bad. So a memory of a situation is never 100% accurate. So therefore, to go into any situation expecting it to be exactly like you remembered (or exactly like you think it's gonna be, if it's a new situation) is never a good idea. I don't think it will block a roll, but if you go around waiting for it to be "exactly like last time", you will probably have less fun than if you just went with the flow.
 
I took a five year break we had a daughter. Ingot two goes at old dose,ish

Ur receptors grow back wonky... Unfortunately u either have to.mix with clean uppers. Or have red bull in between fluids. If ur md is mdma see vices bath. Salts film. Lol I'd prefer drone n mdma

Our group was beauftiful we did local rates dancers sound systems, djs night across uk.

Wed been taking sooooooooo many pure egor ages we began to.be mda sledges. Propped up by coke

Coke led to us making crack then one bag brown to.share. Then one each.

Groups agrguedn fell apart. The coke was cut boyfriends n brown was our after party. Drug with EVVERYTHING ELse gb became. Gbl n gbl 2bcb n downers n only ever smoke h all produced resus's, ambulances n deaths.....

U wanna take a break. Mdma is lovely. U stop ur receptor grow back wonky, the only way to get that fitst buzz is 22cb)(not i) and bomb mandy snort cb on way. Up. Polydrug abuse didn't happen by accident were all cheating the buzz. I've saved 2cb mandy and a specific festival for my OH MY GOD I LOVE U CAN I STROKE UR HAIR

IT does get less u grow up too ppl get relationships kid. Enjoy it while it lasts the buzz deminishes or dose n side fx increase a lot of payy transfers using longer lasting. Trippy items, pre done blottersfor good mail order......

Stay safe it's not magic forever. Finding right group, I saw amazing friendships disintegrate.

U keep going for the good times just make sure ur mates r ones whod play jega with a beer in the week etc, n other ppls agro / mental health doesn't end up. Pushed on you


I raved from 14 till 29 detoxed for that last yearvaway from.h etc..... n now have a daughter who is all the silliness, toys, rave fun. She gets up 5amon sat were bouncing with glowsticks to grime n German speedometer. We talk about the would. I think that's what we decided happens is ppl have kids. Keep out the group breakups.

Ppl bonded no matter how strong by a chemichal leaves dreams memories and the occasional meet up. Just knowing when to look after urself anfvrrmember who. Cares. XxxxxxxxxxxxxX
 
Well first of all my friends are going to roll this new year but i will pass i will be good with some bud hanging out with my friends.And i also read that the magic is much more psychological than physiological the article i read said that brain and the body gets used to the chemicals and reactions so it becomes boring and ordinary in time.
And i also stated here that i abused the drug these days i dont feel the need of the drug and i am quite fine without getting high i am just getting high on natural highs :D i will
take a break and i will create a post and will share my experience in the future.

FairySkruff dude i cant even understand what you are talking about :D you must be high?
 
pasolini said:
FairySkruff dude i cant even understand what you are talking about :D you must be high?
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I didn't wanna be that guy to say it, but this.

Don't want to sound like a dickhead FairySkruff, but the way you've written your post tells me to disregard any and all anecdotal info you might have, as clearly you've gone WAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYYY too far and are likely a case in point example of what people mean when they say "drugs will fry your brain".\

Take FairySkruff's post with a grain of salt (or less) imo.
 

Yeah defo

We ran three gabba nites n freepartys n hammered it for years n years


I have now four dead close friends n I'm sorted out got a beautiful baby as above poster should read I have more fun with my jusssssst four the oyther week than I did on drugs. Yes the feelings do come back.... In different ways mine withmy kid and weird friend films that make me cry for twenty mins then laugh about tithe same. I still rave n i still feel the same on zero dropouts but i love breakcore/freettek till I die n I'm in perfect health

There's more to life than drugs just finding it can be hard esp in an area where I live uk has highest drug use in the country for hard drugs.

Enjoy it while it lasts. As it fades that's what ur friends are for to look round smile go wheyhey n keep smiling deep down inside. X
 
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No I'm not high I got a bad auto spell check for starters. I got asked if I was an alien once (by a woman who dressed as a mermaid) so take what u can from mine n the other kind souls help.
 
We all went whaaaaay to far

I'm a qualified nurse and now paramedic
I worked trauma/resus and was the drugs specialist nurse for that hospital.

I'm not stupid I have typing issues on small devices.
X peace X
 
It was usually on my weekends off I'd spend the observation ward with at least two friends brought in as patients geebee'd up n then come round n have to tell em to shut up n go away on weekend night shifts.

I've also done 20 hour shifts in a row helping a woman die with dignaty. Work hard play hard.

Know when to quit
 
FEK auto correct originally what I wrote I didn't check and what I typed was NOT what came out. Typing tourrettes hehe turrets took five goes to get it right. Am I the only person on here with typo issues? Should I start a self help thread....

Your post was editted :211 times (lol)
 
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You should keep your auto correct and "typo issues" as they are, your posts are fucking hilarious
 
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