"It can relieve anxiety" ... true, but it can also cause it, as well as high blood pressure and more serious problems.
I haven't read the whole thread, so I might be parroting an experience already given, but I'll give mine.
1) No, the feeling from Androgel or even Testo Cypiate injections isn't a "high". It is, at least for a bit, more like a milder 5-hour energy at best.
2) If you're low-T ... get the treatment supervised. Yeah, lots of people do it with no problems at all but it -can- have life threatening implications. I'll explain my experience there:
About 9 months ago I went in for T testing. I had all the signs and as a chronic pain opioid user for an extended period, I knew it was likely. Hell, given that one of my testes was injured prior to puberty (always fun to have a bald spot on 1 shoulder but not the other), I knew I probably had low-ish T before I ever went on the opioids.
Sure enough, I go in, I'm tested, and I'm at a whopping 95. 95 is the testosterone of an approximately 95 year old man. It should have been at least 250 just to be normal for my early 40s. Who knows how long it had been that low? No clue. Probably was hovering low before the opioids and then between pain/stress/depression/pills for a few years it crashed.
So the most effective route was sticking myself in the butt with cypionate. Hey, I take pain killers so I can shove a large bore needle in my butt, right? Well yeah, I could (especially since I have some nerve damage lowering sensitivity there). And I did for the first 6 weeks before my followup blood test.
That blood test? My hemoglobin levels spiked to the danger zone. I was given a prescription to go donate blood to get it down ASAP. Turns out that I just couldn't handle the spikeyness of it (and I was actually only using it once every 10 days, rather than 7, on average ... had I been keeping up with it at the level initially prescribed my urologist worried I might well have had a cardio event before I even got in to the follow-up).
So yeah, no more cypionate for me. I've been on Androgel since. RIDICULOUSLY expensive. I'm currently getting off of my opioids and I'm hoping my T levels rise enough that I can stay off the Androgel. If not, so long as I can stabilize, the doc is thinking of doing pellets which release slowly but require replacement a couple of times per year.
And also be aware that if someone who is already extremely low on T starts supplementing it, there is a decent chance your body will forget to produce enough even after going off of it. So you (and I) can end up needing to supplement it for life. Which ... is better than it being so low that you never want to do a thing and hurt even worse ... but still sucks.