I am 27, female single and have an addictive personality. Every single person who knows any slight detail bout my day to day use yells at me. I've been told I am way too pretty for this. I shut emotions off every morning and go about my day. This life sucks alone, I need support from people who get it. Normal fucking people.
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Does my past really have to define me
- Thread starter Amanduhx
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RDP89
Bluelighter
Your past only defines you if you let it. I mean, even the bad experiences and struggles make you who you are(often more so than the happy, good times), but that doesn't mean it has to define you. I know what it's like to have people in your life not understand.
Addiction is one of those things that unless you've experienced it first hand, you can never truly understand it. Some people are better than others though obviously, but addiction is hard enough without being judged/looked down upon for. Anyway, welcome to Bluelight and hope you find what you're looking for here.
Well I know that my past has turned me into rhe person I am today and even with all my addiction struggles still at hand i don't mind that person and would probably never of met the love of my life if i had changed anything so regrets are something i don't really have.
I've been addicted to opioids and benzos for 25 (LONG) years and as messed up as things have been i wouldn't change a thing if it were possible.
Don't beat yourself up about the past you are who you are!
"You can't change the past you can only better yourself from here"