UtterlyConfused
Bluelighter
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- Jun 27, 2016
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Always, between 11 AM - 8PM
I'm laughing because Men At Work "Who Can It Be Now?" is on the radio and I'm singing along. That song and video is like the anthem for agoraphobia.
Lately, the anxiety is throughout the day and night with hardly any breaks at all from it. I haven't been able to sleep because of it. That's why I will be so happy when I can take a benzo next week and relax for once! I am no longer dating so hopefully that will help me keep my benzo intake low since I won't be so easily triggered.
Weed doesn't help for me. In fact, there's a possibility it will cause psychosis and paranoia so I try to stay away.
high CBD strains of cannabis work wonders for anxiety if you can legally get it
i dont mean to rain on your parade but be safe on benzos
i learned the hard way about benzo WD when i got put on temazepam for insomnia
My anxiety is much worse in the day time, in waves throughout the day. Then when the sun goes down and its dark, i always feel much better. I notice that even when i sit in a dark room during the day my anxiety goes down quite a bit, something about the dark is soothing to me. I'm not sure why that is but I've always tried to work third shift because i feel much more comfortable at night. Everyone is different i guess.
^^^It is very true that people that think deeply about things have existential anxiety and need stimuli in order to break free from those thoughts. I am no different.
Pretty much the same. My gf works nights, when I get alone and it's getting dark, I'm still like a little kid, when night sets or middle of the night being even worse if I don't have any benzos for a few days. Thankfully I got some seroquels 25mg and Surmontils 12.5mg to knock me out when I'm still up and about listening to intense no-nonsense podcasts about politics, where the guys I listen to and their guests often are proven right 6 months later, like the Russia thing, even CNN has been caught about lying about the Trump/Russia circus...not that Trump is great, he lied every single day he campaigned, according to actual statistics. Also stuff like pedophile circles, child trafficking and ritual abuse of children, which is corroborated by therapists all over the fucking world.
It's really annoying to have not to be anxious when in reality we should all be, a lot.
Song related :
Lagwagon - "No Little Pill"
i thought the west was won but
seems like i had just begun to lose all
ideals i once knew mountains and
transmutation anxious anticipation
these sodden skiey and burning views
short goals and grim objectives soon
rising seas will take your homes
benchmarks and sure salvation creation
and temptation black lungs sing vituous
hate songs antibiotics and disinfectants
germaphobes for stronger infection
cowboys on steroids love tabloids
expecting endless surplus soon they´ll
have nothing left to waste racing from
dogma to distrust unsure why they all
hate us
think about it the world defines you
think about it you should be depressed
and no little pill will make any difference
people for atto seconds bow to the
idiocracy media spun reality nightmares
comes every shut-eye still they won´t
see what they become still they won´t
see what they have done power mad
mass corruption blood money changes
everyone wake each day in panic
and distrust knowing that they all hate
us
think about it the world describes you
think about it you should be anxious
and no little pill will make any difference
I find my depression gets worse as it gets dark.
As for anxiety, it isn't so much the time of day, but how much sleep I've had.
Soon as I've been awake about 24 hours or longer it starts seriously messing with my head. Both depression and especially anxiety.
That's only if I haven't taken amphetamines, if I've taken meth or something that seems to delay the effect for some time.