I'm 23, I've been a drug user since my teenage years, I've been visiting the site for quite some time now and finally here I am.
Although I'm a rather small female I've had plenty more than my body weight in prescription and illegal substances now. That's not something I include under achievements on my resume by the way. I'm quite ashamed of my drug use, but addiction is working at it's finest with me. So, once again, here I am. I've done well with disguising my deadly love for being in an altered state. Meaning, no one really knows I use drugs other than the tweakers who supply me and their customers who happen to awkwardly cross my path and the people who have their suspicions about it don't really know what drugs I use or how bad it really is. Currently I'm avoiding heroin withdrawals (IV User but I'll settle if you're smoking me out I guess) but occasionally, like 10 minutes ago, I'll inject speed to avoid sobriety or battle my depression and use it to actually get up out of bed. Anyways, I'm not trying to write a book here. If anyone even reads this...
Oh! By the way I'm a freelance writer, I'm constantly filling up journals when I'm not frantically making phone calls trying to find dope or preparing the dope, or eating, cause I still enjoy food. But yeah... that's pretty it. I'll be here lurking and waiting on my bullshitting ass dope man for another hour or so probably... ugh.
Although I'm a rather small female I've had plenty more than my body weight in prescription and illegal substances now. That's not something I include under achievements on my resume by the way. I'm quite ashamed of my drug use, but addiction is working at it's finest with me. So, once again, here I am. I've done well with disguising my deadly love for being in an altered state. Meaning, no one really knows I use drugs other than the tweakers who supply me and their customers who happen to awkwardly cross my path and the people who have their suspicions about it don't really know what drugs I use or how bad it really is. Currently I'm avoiding heroin withdrawals (IV User but I'll settle if you're smoking me out I guess) but occasionally, like 10 minutes ago, I'll inject speed to avoid sobriety or battle my depression and use it to actually get up out of bed. Anyways, I'm not trying to write a book here. If anyone even reads this...
Oh! By the way I'm a freelance writer, I'm constantly filling up journals when I'm not frantically making phone calls trying to find dope or preparing the dope, or eating, cause I still enjoy food. But yeah... that's pretty it. I'll be here lurking and waiting on my bullshitting ass dope man for another hour or so probably... ugh.
