Does Anyone Even Care?

Like a physically here person? I know its crunch time for college for S. but he couldn't spend 1 hour holding me or even taking a power nap but could watch the whole season of Super natural with his friends.
Honestly I'm hurt..
Honestly I wish I knew where to get heroin in Iowa Des Moines and I can't drive well and I'm directionally challenged, I get lost easy = panic attack

I'd OD and it would be over with. The other plan isn't likely to work and every other OD didn't work.
I just won't want it to hurt and I AM thinking of my family. An open casket is good for frieving.

I just want to he happy...be normal...just like everyone else. Hopefully the mood stabilizer I start today Will help but 6-8 weeks...can I make it that long....

People have been saying I mumble a lot. I never used to. I just I just figure anything I have to say really isn't worth listening to anyway. They don't any other time
 
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