That is the case, yes. Focalin is generally preferred by many because it has a better pharmacological profile. In general people find it "smoother" and less jittery.
In a sense, like Dexedrine versus Adderall.
That is the case, yes. Focalin is generally preferred by many because it has a better pharmacological profile. In general people find it "smoother" and less jittery.
I'm prescribed 10mg ir and 30 xr. Script gets filled and taken as prescribed. 45 minutes later Im taking more of the ir. Increasing the dosage to 30mg. In a 24 hour period I will take 300mg of the irs. Its not that i find it enjoyable. But that the cravings from the come down are unbeatable so the only option I see is to finish the script ASAP. And happy when it's gone. A month later the scripts filled and the process is repeated.
to give some background i have 10 mg ritalin tabs prescribed for ADD. i was originally diagnosed with epilepsy and severe anxiety.
anyways i have CRAZY anxiety that doesn't go away, and nothing breaks it for me, insane amounts of vicodin, clonazepam, and other downers don't cut it... it's really a curse. however, when i take my ritalin it's like it slows my thoughts down, and helps me focus.. however as of recently it's been making me a little delusional...
an example, last night i was outside waiting for my friend to pick me up so we can go to a party, and i had taken my regular dose of ritalin before hand to make me a little more sociable as i wasn't planning on drinking. it kicked in and i felt the concentration and relaxing effects kick in.. when suddenly it's like it kicked into overdrive and i started getting a feeling like i was going crazy, like in another dimension or something.. everything seemed melancholic and even scary, the cars, the rain drops, the air i was breathing all took on a nightmarish tone. i felt like at any moment i'd start seeing things that weren't there.. of course i didn't...
a few weeks ago i watched the movie prisoners with some friends, and it traumatized me, i kept feeling like i was the guy and it was my girlfriend that had been kidnapped in the movie. ritalin generally makes me very screwy in the mind.. it used to simply stimulate me, now it's like it has a mild psychedelic touch... but in a bad way...
has this ever happened to anyone? i'm afraid i'm developing a reverse tolerance to its negative effects, i'm afraid of having full-blown psychosis eventually...
btw i severely doubt i'm epileptic because i know someone will bring it up... i simply can't be, i've never had a seizure of any kind, even after massive amounts of cocaine, tramadol, amphetamine, and other pro-epileptics..
bump. sorry, i answered a couple questions and lowered my own![]()