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Does anyone else find that sometimes the method of use is just as addictive?

Your mind and body can crave any step of something you do that your mind can associate to pleasure as being it's outcome. Crazy mind. Lol. Every addiction is very different too. When I go through periods of injecting meth. I can't stand to smoke it. And injecting is something I try to break from bc I like it too much and the addiction and cravings to it are stronger. Smoking is my perferred way though.
 
Oh God yes, I just got a bunch of black tar H after using pods and pills for years and the ritual of "chasing the dragon" on the tinfoil has become the most addicting thing in the world and I've been using tar less than a week... I'm planning on getting on subs.

But anyway, yeah, I just started using this ROA and I'm already hopelessly addicted to the ritual, I swear I could sit there all night and just "chase the dragon" over and over and over and over again.... which is why this routine needs to be OVER!

Fucking H, never should have tried it.
 
GlassAss420 said:
Yes I love the ritual, the copping, the cooking, the needle. I often cook what I know is nothing left, like the residue from 1 bags worth that i pulled up all the shit last night even used a drop or two of water to get all the residue, but there's some bit of sticky brown shit left, even knowing there's not enough to get my sick off even I put 80 units of water in the cooker, pull up those few micrograms and bang it, simply cause I love seeing the blood rush up and down and i get a bit of psychological rush just from the action of the liquid going in succesfully w/o missing.
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totally concur! the whole procedure is my addiction
 
I agree with above.

I have injected meth and do not think I could ever get used to it. The rush is great but it is never purely what I am after. I love loading up the pipe, watching the crystals melt, seeing the smoke begin to rise, breathing out all my air, breathing in slowly and twisting, the slightly salty bitter taste building on your tongue and the back of your throat, and then exhaling thicker than any other drug ever could. I rinse and repeat until I am good and high but part of the joy of being high is knowing you have more meth to repeat this process. One of my main enjoyable activities while being high is devising ways to enjoy the smoking process in a different way. Whether putting a fishbowl over my head so the cloud lingers, exhaling into a large clear trash bag so I just watch it or stick my head in and rebreathe. This obsession is one of the reasons I prefer to smoke alone because I am usually sure that my actions will come off as strange.

Throughout college though my ritual was definitely finding the best coke I could, snorting a huge rail, and lighting up a cigarette. This to me is a hugely social event where loyalties are established. You never want to be the first person to snort, and if you are you never take the biggest line. If all the lines disappear appropriately then everyone is at peace. We had this friend who would always go first, always go for the biggest line, and usually "accidently" snort parts of the surrounding lines as well. Eventually he was no longer a part of the ritual. Earning your spot in the ritual is part of the ritual.

Indeed, the allure of getting deeply in your addiction and needing to find a certain drug is part of the excitement. Scoring what you need feels like an amazing accomplishment and makes one feel very good.
 
After work I prefer to come home and dome as many bowls of some medical as I can then go inside and grab a drink and something to bash on and usually listen to music or watch something I find interesting at the time on tv. This time to myself is the most euphoric, relaxing, and I get higher alone with my thoughts. Nothing out of the ordinary, but it's pure bliss for me. Snorting stuff, especially oxycodone, is a great ritual chopping up the powder nice and fine and just taking a couple smooth rails then lighting up a cig and just let the buzz take over your body
 
I definately agree with this, I've been thinking this for a long time. I personally am addicted to the act of exhaling smoke, whether from ciggs, weed, meth, etc. I don't know why, but I just do. its fun and entertaining to me lol. but its the reason why I got hooked on smoking meth so much I think. When I started, I wouldn't try any other way for like 2 years after because I loved the act of and way that I did it, and then exhaling those big clouds.
 
The first time I quit pot b/c of drug tests in high school, I picked up smoking cigarettes because I desperately wanted to smoke something during the day.
 
yeah, the process is part of the rush.
not so much going to score, but getting everything ready.
crush, roll bill, line, blow

but i will say that for me the thrill only comes for pharmaceuticals or basically drugs in powder form, i don't get jacked up to roll a joint
 
+1 more addicted to his ROA

I love how the physical w/d can stop before you even draw it up. Not the same thing- but on a related note, I remember when I took sub I hated that nasty orange drip (i don't really inject pills) taste in my throat- but once you learn to associate something with relief, it seems to make the action itself, or in the case of the sub-the taste, addictive.
 
method of use is MOST DEFINITELY addicting.

have you never heard "preparation is half the addiction" ??

hunting is also part of the addiction, have you noticed when u have no drugs you obviously feel like shit, and when you find them, and get them in your hands, you get really happy and excited? its the dopamine being released, just from getting your DOC

back in my heroin days, i would get a 'high' feeling just mixing my dog with water, i would get that really warm, fuzzy feeling in my shoulders and head, without even doing my shot!
shit i remember one time, i was sick and finally got to pick up, and just looking at the dope caps in my hand, i started to get that little buzz.

hope this helped, as im sure the other 30 posts before me helped you.
be safe!
ch1
 
have you never heard "preparation is half the addiction" ??
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This this this!!^^

Just the act of crushing up something, prepping and making the lines. I know myself and others get a rush off of getting ready to get high.
 
Absolutely....i have been known to shoot distilled water just to feel the needle.
I recommend NOT picking it up if you haven't already.
Other than that ROA i usually pick the one w/ the highest BA. But if it can be shot,I sure am gonna spike it. I think the ritual plays a part in any ROA addiction.
but this is all just my opinion.
 
Yea, I love about any part of a smoking or vaping ritual--part of the thing for me is I always handmake my pieces.

The whole chopping up lines is pretty seductive as well; especially on a glass table.
 
skillz~4~thrillz said:
Absolutely....i have been known to shoot distilled water just to feel the needle.
I recommend NOT picking it up if you haven't already.
Other than that ROA i usually pick the one w/ the highest BA. But if it can be shot,I sure am gonna spike it. I think the ritual plays a part in any ROA addiction.
but this is all just my opinion.
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I can definitely understand this now...until 3 weeks ago I had never used drugs let alone IVed. while I seem not to be craving ice at all (now - first week after I did it for the first time, I was amazed and worried how much I wanted to go again)...But this morning I had my monthly bllod test for blood thinning dosage.

Until today, I have never been able to even look at the needle near my arm. This morning, not only did I watch it going in, I actually got quite excited by it. Raised heart rate and genuine excitement.

Is that just liking the mode of adminsitartion or it is something else (and more serious)?

BTW, I have alos thought about injecting water just to see the blood rush...
 
yes definitely...im addicted to smoking weed and being high on weed
just the action of taking the bowl to my mouth and sparking the lighter, i get such a calm and relaxed feeling that it draws me back in to keep smoking, even if im high i just want that feeling again
 
I thought I was the only one feeling that way. Snorting cat for nearly 10 years.
 
I get very caught up in the process, and ritual, whether it be the steps involved in a successful CWE (not that it is overly complicated, but you know what I mean...), or packing my pipe with my favorite golden Cavendish blend to smoke while taking a stroll around the neighborhood, or cutting, and toasting up a cigar. Any of these sort of things are ritual to me, and have a psychological power of their own. I definitely understand how they could be just as significant in an addiction as the chemical involved itself.
 
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