Does anyone else experience this with people?

[Antiprosynthesis]

I've finally made peace with being a loner. I have a few very good friends that I.ve known for years, and that's satisfying and comfortable. You really need to be comfortable and ok with yourself first. The rest will follow.

I AM a loner too, An einzelganger like they say in romantic literature, and I can enjoy this a lot - i find Social interaction often difficult and too complex and I always felt different, misunderstood and Just weird or even abnormal...

So i like living in my own world, living on my own terms and not having to worry about Social standards...

I have a few really good friends who at least try to understand me but even if they dont still show great respect and they really value our friendship, i consider myself regarding this to be very lucky, cause with ppl like that i fully enjoy to interact with lots of the time...

I often try to do simple things that are Just small things but demand a little extra effort nobody expects me to do to make my Friends happy, i really enjoy this a lot...

I know these ppl are ppl i can depend on when things take a turn for the worst and my Friends can fully expect the same from me, tho i Am a loner having good friends is really important to me and I can put great effort in caring for my Friends...

Not all of them share the same interests as me and mostly they rather enjoy smalltalk instead of scientific OR philosophical conversations but they allow me with pleasure to go deep on such subjects and they try to do the best they can to understand me, this is of great importance to me as i really enjoy a heavy topic and I have difficulty with engaging in small talk and if i cant talk about classical music, math, physics,.drugs, literature,... I often Just dont.know.what to say and then i Simply shut down, go on auto pilot and zone out in my own world...

 

[Vintage55]

I AM a loner too, An einzelganger like they say in romantic literature, and I can enjoy this a lot - i find Social interaction often difficult and too complex and I always felt different, misunderstood and Just weird or even abnormal...

So i like living in my own world, living on my own terms and not having to worry about Social standards...

I have a few really good friends who at least try to understand me but even if they dont still show great respect and they really value our friendship, i consider myself regarding this to be very lucky, cause with ppl like that i fully enjoy to interact with lots of the time...

I often try to do simple things that are Just small things but demand a little extra effort nobody expects me to do to make my Friends happy, i really enjoy this a lot...

I know these ppl are ppl i can depend on when things take a turn for the worst and my Friends can fully expect the same from me, tho i Am a loner having good friends is really important to me and I can put great effort in caring for my Friends...

Not all of them share the same interests as me and mostly they rather enjoy smalltalk instead of scientific OR philosophical conversations but they allow me with pleasure to go deep on such subjects and they try to do the best they can to understand me, this is of great importance to me as i really enjoy a heavy topic and I have difficulty with engaging in small talk and if i cant talk about classical music, math, physics,.drugs, literature,... I often Just dont.know.what to say and then i Simply shut down, go on auto pilot and zone out in my own world...

You have put into words exactly how I feel. You said it much better than I

 

[Shady's Fox]

Very relatable...

:/

Bam a small toke and ur good there in ur film..layed on bed thinkin that the clocks needle tick verse

 

[VerbalTruist]

If someone were to invite someone over to my house and they shot up in my home, they’d get tossed out on their fucking head. That being said, I haven’t had a party like that in a long long time. Still, when I did, you’d excuse yourself and do your work in the bathroom and not be totally obvious that you just shot up.