Fuck yeah I do! The thing about my dreams is I never get what I really want. Whether it be a roller coaster/themepark dream (Im slightly rolleroaster obsessed, p.s. do them on drugs!) or a drug dream, sex or whatever. I have the most realistic dreams (I'll feel 'real' pain which can suck) but I rarely ever get the thing I really want in that dream. Come close to a riding a coaster, close to a shot, getting ready to smoke or sniff speed, but I never do!!
I guess the trade off (?) is the fucked up insane hypnagogic period I have waking up almost daily. It doesn't matter if I'm dreaming about getting high on hard drugs, which happens more than I'd assume usual, but I get so fucked with the realness of my dreams. I'll get caught between what seems to be a real dream world and actual reality for what seems to be very, very long periods of restlessness trying to break out of it all. Even in a good theme of dreaming it can be unpleasant. Fucking hell, when its bad dream time and I'm feeling all the pain from the dream happening in my mind; it's the worst. I've been stabbed/shot/mauled/etc. in dreams which I've never experienced in life, but my brain fills in the fucking gaps for me. Luckily these negative themes dont run through my dreams too much anymore, but the potential is always there. Im also terrified of 'going under' for surgery but retaining some kind physical consciousness and feeling things.
Edit: (I have had puncture wounds to the foot which gives my mind a basis for a stabbing feel, and had a wasp attack before in real life before which has came up in many dreams, by the hundreds, its fucked. Basically, my dreams can fucking hurt!!!)
The worst part is the pain I can feel and the struggle between dream-world reality and true consciousness, and being stuck between the two for seemingly long periods. It can feel like you're dying, or some one is trying to kill you, but enough about that nonsense, I'll have dreams where I have plenty of drugs but cant really do them to get high. I'll try doing them but nothing ever works out, then I wake up expecting to have some speed/drugs which I haven't had in a couple years and have to remember "Oh that was all just dreaming."
It can be such a cock tease... it really fucked with me each night when I first quit stims. Certain meds will exasperate my dreaming habits in a bad way too, i have to keep away from them. As cool as I think the whole dreaming process is; it has sure fucked with me badly. Rarely I do get what I want in a dream though. Ironically, the last 'wet dream' I had came from a dream where I successfully took a huge hit of speed, was amaing, to wake up to, you know, a mess. Haha! Don't get me started on all
the sleep paralysis!!
I dreamt about taking GHB and it felt like my teeth were grinding and my neck felt really tense anyone experience this dreaming about drugs thing
Gosh how many, non drug related, tooth-grinding and falling out dreams I've had. Shit hurts. I feel like I'm saying too much and sealing my fate for tonight, but dreams can suck!!!
P.S. When I do finally wake up I have quite a bit of an HPPD effect, ceiling patterns and stuff, but then again I get a little bit of that dead sober. Whatever man I need another beer.