So how do you feel on the 90mg's? It taking away your cravings and whatnot? Are you tired a lot and shit?
Here's the real shocker. I WAS on 145mg. For about 9 months. I didn't realize it, but I was indeed sleeping a lot, but I held a job for a full year after starting MMT.
I went down 5mg/week until I reached 100mg then finally saw the doc a couple weeks ago, he put me on a 1mg/day decrease order and the night I was on 81mg I had chills, gooseflesh, yawning, typical wd symptoms, and knew shit had gone south. I had a craving but didn't use. I told the dosing nurse on Tuesday (after dosing 80mg monday, thinking sunday night was a fluke) that I was having wd symptoms after 12 hours and cravings again, which blows man because it's been over a year since I have even remembered what it felt like to want to use an opiate (even just to relieve w/d)....
Anyway, she called the doc and when I came in yesterday they bumped me back up to 90mg to save my arse, am gonna sit on it for a week or two, then go down 1mg every other day and see how it goes. I can honestly say that after coming down 70mg from 145 to 85mg (85 would suffice, doc did 90 to make sure a needle doesn't end up in my arm on the off chance 5mg wasn't enough) methadone maintenance is a joke when it comes to how high they let patients get (literally, and on their dosing). There is a patient at our clinic at like 330mg. Several are over 200mg and plenty over 130mg, PLENTY.
I don't want to hijack the thread so I'll end it here but yes, 30 mins after drinking my 90 yesterday I crashed on my couch (after being up all night with the chills) and was guiltily euphoric for an hour. My cravings are gone again, I sleep usually 6 hours at night, 2 during the day. At 145 it was limitless sleep. So yeah I'm trying to get off methadone to get my testosterone production back, energy, kill this lethargy, and become useful again. Don't get me wrong, people at ~80mg can be perfectly functional members of society but it's the addict nature to chase the high when you start on the clinic which is why 90% of the people I see get to 100+ within their first month at the clinic.
Sorry OP :-/ but anyway once again good luck with your methadone, I'd save back a few roxi 30's if I were you, just in case you have w/d's or even worse, BAD w/d's.