dimensiontripping
Bluelighter
+0:00 - 2.5mg of doc
+1:30 - 1.25mg of doc
I was given some doc pills back in the day at had 2.5mg in each of them. I decided i wanted to take it but in retrospect the day that i took it had no rhyme or reason to why i was tripping. I had no incentive and I had no path. what I later found out as the drug was dramatically changing the course of my life, this all happened for a very very important reason
at 1:00pm me and my 2 friends all took one doc pill. one of my friends was going to see the circus while my other friend and I were going to go apple picking and just chill in the suburbs the afternoon on an amazingly beautiful fall day.
at around 2:30pm i was no noticing that much at all. were these pills not good anymore? had i been fooled? was the dosage not told to me correctly i each pill? I later confirmed that these dosages were true but i went ahead and took a half of a pill and split the other half with my friend.
at around 3:30pm I started to act weird. there were no visuals yet but i just started to do very automated actions that my mind was seperate from. I started to question why i was interacting without thinking. where was all this direction coming from? i am not even controlling my own actions so who is?
at 4:00pm i started to get strange visuals. the visuals were not just woodgrain moving or small distortions in space, my vision was all altered. everything was moving in gigantic circles guides by semi-translucent visuals. it looked like everything was gigantic gears and I was able to see the aether in between us. there were visuals forming in free space. they were not on anything but rather forming in the air as if it had taken a physical property. I was able to focus on the space between me and an object. this fog really capitalized on the physical aspects of space. try to stare as the space between two things and you find it very difficult but doc was allowing me to physically articulate this space. the visuals were not very formed but i was able to see an infinitely detailed composition of space. it was beautiful.
5:00pm - we went to my friends house to make a fire and just chill a little bit before going home to the city. we made a fire and I was keeping very good composure. I honestly had no mental fucking but mostly just a changed sense of perception while my thinking and cognitive abilities seemed to be untouched. I was actually very unaware of a drug presence for an extended period of time because the outside atmosphere was dulling my visual experience greatly. while outside i was only seeing visual distortions of color brightness and visual acuity. I swear i have never seen that clearly in my life and I was experience color sensations i have never had before. I was seeing new reds and new colors through how light was glaringly reflecting off mirrors and very reflective surfaces.
at about 7pm - we went inside and then it all hit me. you know when you go inside enclosed spaces and all of a sudden this enclosure feels like the drug has just snuck up over your shoulders and everything was starting to go. was that second half pill starting to kick in? this is where it all started to slip more and more away.
we get into the car to travel back and my god, i thought lsd had a beautiful tint to reality but doc was blowing me away. I was totally intact socially with other people who were tripping and were completely sober. many people said they had no idea unless i had told them. my vision was amazing. shadows, colors, the way light moved. I was seriously in awe and i just laid back ad took all this never before seen information into my mind. where was all of this coming from? none of it was physically manifesting. my perception of reality was coming from something completely unattainable; my consciousness. how did life become so beautiful and where was it taking me?
9:00pm - I feel the affects to diminish but more i think about it, the most i just kind of forgot i was tripping. we went to a party with a bunch of my friends but i quickly was starting to not like anyone. why was everyone acting so retarded and drunk? why was every social interaction dead and cold? where was any love? the vibrations in the room coming off of people were not pleasant and we all had to leave. my friend p who i was tripping with (the one who did no go to the circus) has been quite a leader socially. everyone seems to seek his opinion, knowledge and understanding of life. but with this, p does not get it. why is everyone looking at him for guidance? why is everyone following him in his direction? p is facing some major emotional adjustments with falling in love, moving away from his love, and now cannot find his path to commit to. he is in massive emotional turmoil in how to take the next step in his life. abandon his new life which is showing him that we all love him very much or to push the world away that has always done that to him in the past to live humbly and quiet. as we were all walking back home he looks back at me ad says with a sort of sarcastic tone, why have you give me these drugs?! hahahahah. as i smiled to coincide with the social vibes, i see him panic. I cannot see his face or any physical indication that he is about to break. he reaches out to nothing and starts to cry so hard. where is this coming from? I am so shocked i just stand there in awe. I can feel so much coming from him that i swear i cannot even think. for the rest of the night, all i would think about is p. i knew p a little before all this tripping but not much. something happened when he felt those emotions because that was the massive junction in my life that really set me to understand why he was feeling that way, where all that energy was coming from. I feel he channeled a lot of his confusion towards me which in turn questioned a lot of who I am and where I am going.
we seemed to all separate very quickly and I was not with anyone tripping anymore.
11pm - 2am - i spent a lot of time talking with friends about very deep subjects that really inspired me to tell my family i loved them. i have been so caught up in moving away and starting my own life very far away from my social comfort of my family. i said to myself, "i will just make time to call them tomorrow" but then i was like why? why do i need to wait to tell someone i love them? that makes no sense to me at all. i called up my family to tell them they mean more to me than anything in the entire world. it was not their words that i was adoring but just hearing all the other noise in the background that really captivated the environment. I just wanted for a split second to feel like i was there with them and I did. i have never loved my family and my life so much. it makes me cry with joy every time i think about it
I have been having a very difficult time with a loved one of as of lately. we were dating for 2 years but i was moving away and i felt it was best to leave on a very good note with each other, close that chapter in our lives and move on to very new and exciting things with all the knowledge we have given each other. when i moved away, i thought i could hook up with other girls, seek another love interest and everything would dissapear.
there was this gigantic feeling inside of me emotionally and i did not know where it was coming from. I had to call her that instant. I have tried so hard to disengage from her emotionally but what i have learned is that she is still completely in love with me and I truly cannot control my feelings for her. why was i pushing away someone who i knew understood me better than anyone i have ever known? i felt like there was someone better for me out there but i don't know why. I thought i could surpass what i had felt to find something more holy and great with someone else. I had sex with another girl and tried to break my emotional ties but i realized i could not. I am still totally in love with this girl but i was pushing it away for so long. all of a sudden everything i was doing and felt confident in made no sense. what made sense was to once again be emotionally connected to this girl. I was falling in love all over again. my direction of attention and my internal understanding of how emotionally process and work completely changed. I needed to realize what i was feeling and to channel it accordingly. it made no sense to push away the emotions i could not control. they were so powerful they were taking me over. the doc was showing me this physically. when i told her i loved her so much it was pure feeling. love was thoughtless. it was completely centered in feeling. i could feel the love inside of my physically as i said it to her and when she said it to me i could feel all of it cascading down my body. i started to just bawl my eyes out. where was all of this coming from? i was so confident in how i was changing my life and mapping it out. I was completely restructuring myself. i was experiencing an epiphany
i hung up and came back to my friends. I gave them all long hugs and told them i loved them. I was so happy and even now days later, i can feel it still in me.
eventually i ran back into p after i resolved my emotional turmoil with my girlfriend and my life. we had to talk and i needed to understand why he went through that pain earlier and where he went. we talked a very long time about our drug experience and how it all happened. i took it for no specific reason at all and so did he. he honestly only took it to be with his wife back at home. she was 3000 miles away at a rave and p thought by tripping and channeling his feelings he could be with her in some way. while we were tripping he told me that he did not know what to do anymore. home was destruction and chaos but his soul mate was there for him. this new place that I am in with him has shown him that life is not cold and that everything can be beautiful. it threw his direction completely out the window and was fucking with him so bad. i don't think he has it resolved yet but i know that he coming to a much better understanding and clarity of life.
at about 3am - p asks me if i want to smoke a bowl and i say sure. we go to his room and i get VERY stoned. I had not experienced any visual activity for hours. I was thrown so hardcore back into this trip it freaked me out. i honestly was very comfortable with p but once i left his room and it was just me, the drug ad the dark i knew it was not going to be good.
4am (+14 hours)I walk into my room and i start to act mindless. i go to brush my teeth but i had just realized i was hungry. i was putting new clothing on without taking the old clothing off. I was not with it. my vision was turning into soup. I have taken quite large amounts of acid but this seriously was so new to me. as i laid in bed, i could not close my eyes at all. whenever they were shut, inside my eyelids was so bright it was almost blinding. my eyes were closed but all they were doing was just looking at my eyelids. my brain WOULD NOT turn off. i started to panic. seconds felt like hours and my music was getting really slow. my chest began to burn a lot and so did my head. i started to panic that if i went sleep i would either die or permanently be tripping. i could not sleep at all. hours went by and eventually tranced out but never fell asleep.
7am - i realize sleep is impossible and it will not happen. i get dressed and take a shower to recollect myself. i am still tripping pretty hard but i realize this a long drug.
hours go by. i am not hungry and i dont really feel alive. i am so tired
i paint for atleast 9 hours but only get a little bit done. my body is SO tired but my mind will not turn off. eventually i just was not tired anymore.
at +38 hours i was still tripping. whenever i would smoke pot i would come so hard back into the trip. i thought it was very much over but it was not.
i finally fell asleep 45 hours later and slept for a good 14 hours. but when i woke up i was tripping balls for about 5 seconds and then gained a lot of focus, felt groggy and just tired.
for a very long time i was convinced the drug was taking me over. i felt i was not going to be able to seperate the drug from me. we were molding together and i was convinced i would never stop tripping. that scared the fuck out of me as for a while i did not feel alive on doc but at other times i have never so been alive. i think the duration was scaring me as i thought it was just an extended coming down rather than actually peaking for +12 hours. through all of this, i have a completely new respect for psychedelics. i had been using them for both spiritual and recreational use but more so towards the recreational. i truly got an awakening. even though i had a very difficult time for awhile this was the most profound psychedelic experience i have ever had. no one drug experience has completely rewritten my understanding of human emotional connection. I have honestly committed to being sober for awhile as i am beginning to feel out of touch with myself from drugs. this was all so important. it was a complete ++++ experience at times but also ++ at many moments.
substancecode_DOC
explevel_firsttime
+1:30 - 1.25mg of doc
I was given some doc pills back in the day at had 2.5mg in each of them. I decided i wanted to take it but in retrospect the day that i took it had no rhyme or reason to why i was tripping. I had no incentive and I had no path. what I later found out as the drug was dramatically changing the course of my life, this all happened for a very very important reason
at 1:00pm me and my 2 friends all took one doc pill. one of my friends was going to see the circus while my other friend and I were going to go apple picking and just chill in the suburbs the afternoon on an amazingly beautiful fall day.
at around 2:30pm i was no noticing that much at all. were these pills not good anymore? had i been fooled? was the dosage not told to me correctly i each pill? I later confirmed that these dosages were true but i went ahead and took a half of a pill and split the other half with my friend.
at around 3:30pm I started to act weird. there were no visuals yet but i just started to do very automated actions that my mind was seperate from. I started to question why i was interacting without thinking. where was all this direction coming from? i am not even controlling my own actions so who is?
at 4:00pm i started to get strange visuals. the visuals were not just woodgrain moving or small distortions in space, my vision was all altered. everything was moving in gigantic circles guides by semi-translucent visuals. it looked like everything was gigantic gears and I was able to see the aether in between us. there were visuals forming in free space. they were not on anything but rather forming in the air as if it had taken a physical property. I was able to focus on the space between me and an object. this fog really capitalized on the physical aspects of space. try to stare as the space between two things and you find it very difficult but doc was allowing me to physically articulate this space. the visuals were not very formed but i was able to see an infinitely detailed composition of space. it was beautiful.
5:00pm - we went to my friends house to make a fire and just chill a little bit before going home to the city. we made a fire and I was keeping very good composure. I honestly had no mental fucking but mostly just a changed sense of perception while my thinking and cognitive abilities seemed to be untouched. I was actually very unaware of a drug presence for an extended period of time because the outside atmosphere was dulling my visual experience greatly. while outside i was only seeing visual distortions of color brightness and visual acuity. I swear i have never seen that clearly in my life and I was experience color sensations i have never had before. I was seeing new reds and new colors through how light was glaringly reflecting off mirrors and very reflective surfaces.
at about 7pm - we went inside and then it all hit me. you know when you go inside enclosed spaces and all of a sudden this enclosure feels like the drug has just snuck up over your shoulders and everything was starting to go. was that second half pill starting to kick in? this is where it all started to slip more and more away.
we get into the car to travel back and my god, i thought lsd had a beautiful tint to reality but doc was blowing me away. I was totally intact socially with other people who were tripping and were completely sober. many people said they had no idea unless i had told them. my vision was amazing. shadows, colors, the way light moved. I was seriously in awe and i just laid back ad took all this never before seen information into my mind. where was all of this coming from? none of it was physically manifesting. my perception of reality was coming from something completely unattainable; my consciousness. how did life become so beautiful and where was it taking me?
9:00pm - I feel the affects to diminish but more i think about it, the most i just kind of forgot i was tripping. we went to a party with a bunch of my friends but i quickly was starting to not like anyone. why was everyone acting so retarded and drunk? why was every social interaction dead and cold? where was any love? the vibrations in the room coming off of people were not pleasant and we all had to leave. my friend p who i was tripping with (the one who did no go to the circus) has been quite a leader socially. everyone seems to seek his opinion, knowledge and understanding of life. but with this, p does not get it. why is everyone looking at him for guidance? why is everyone following him in his direction? p is facing some major emotional adjustments with falling in love, moving away from his love, and now cannot find his path to commit to. he is in massive emotional turmoil in how to take the next step in his life. abandon his new life which is showing him that we all love him very much or to push the world away that has always done that to him in the past to live humbly and quiet. as we were all walking back home he looks back at me ad says with a sort of sarcastic tone, why have you give me these drugs?! hahahahah. as i smiled to coincide with the social vibes, i see him panic. I cannot see his face or any physical indication that he is about to break. he reaches out to nothing and starts to cry so hard. where is this coming from? I am so shocked i just stand there in awe. I can feel so much coming from him that i swear i cannot even think. for the rest of the night, all i would think about is p. i knew p a little before all this tripping but not much. something happened when he felt those emotions because that was the massive junction in my life that really set me to understand why he was feeling that way, where all that energy was coming from. I feel he channeled a lot of his confusion towards me which in turn questioned a lot of who I am and where I am going.
we seemed to all separate very quickly and I was not with anyone tripping anymore.
11pm - 2am - i spent a lot of time talking with friends about very deep subjects that really inspired me to tell my family i loved them. i have been so caught up in moving away and starting my own life very far away from my social comfort of my family. i said to myself, "i will just make time to call them tomorrow" but then i was like why? why do i need to wait to tell someone i love them? that makes no sense to me at all. i called up my family to tell them they mean more to me than anything in the entire world. it was not their words that i was adoring but just hearing all the other noise in the background that really captivated the environment. I just wanted for a split second to feel like i was there with them and I did. i have never loved my family and my life so much. it makes me cry with joy every time i think about it
I have been having a very difficult time with a loved one of as of lately. we were dating for 2 years but i was moving away and i felt it was best to leave on a very good note with each other, close that chapter in our lives and move on to very new and exciting things with all the knowledge we have given each other. when i moved away, i thought i could hook up with other girls, seek another love interest and everything would dissapear.
there was this gigantic feeling inside of me emotionally and i did not know where it was coming from. I had to call her that instant. I have tried so hard to disengage from her emotionally but what i have learned is that she is still completely in love with me and I truly cannot control my feelings for her. why was i pushing away someone who i knew understood me better than anyone i have ever known? i felt like there was someone better for me out there but i don't know why. I thought i could surpass what i had felt to find something more holy and great with someone else. I had sex with another girl and tried to break my emotional ties but i realized i could not. I am still totally in love with this girl but i was pushing it away for so long. all of a sudden everything i was doing and felt confident in made no sense. what made sense was to once again be emotionally connected to this girl. I was falling in love all over again. my direction of attention and my internal understanding of how emotionally process and work completely changed. I needed to realize what i was feeling and to channel it accordingly. it made no sense to push away the emotions i could not control. they were so powerful they were taking me over. the doc was showing me this physically. when i told her i loved her so much it was pure feeling. love was thoughtless. it was completely centered in feeling. i could feel the love inside of my physically as i said it to her and when she said it to me i could feel all of it cascading down my body. i started to just bawl my eyes out. where was all of this coming from? i was so confident in how i was changing my life and mapping it out. I was completely restructuring myself. i was experiencing an epiphany
i hung up and came back to my friends. I gave them all long hugs and told them i loved them. I was so happy and even now days later, i can feel it still in me.
eventually i ran back into p after i resolved my emotional turmoil with my girlfriend and my life. we had to talk and i needed to understand why he went through that pain earlier and where he went. we talked a very long time about our drug experience and how it all happened. i took it for no specific reason at all and so did he. he honestly only took it to be with his wife back at home. she was 3000 miles away at a rave and p thought by tripping and channeling his feelings he could be with her in some way. while we were tripping he told me that he did not know what to do anymore. home was destruction and chaos but his soul mate was there for him. this new place that I am in with him has shown him that life is not cold and that everything can be beautiful. it threw his direction completely out the window and was fucking with him so bad. i don't think he has it resolved yet but i know that he coming to a much better understanding and clarity of life.
at about 3am - p asks me if i want to smoke a bowl and i say sure. we go to his room and i get VERY stoned. I had not experienced any visual activity for hours. I was thrown so hardcore back into this trip it freaked me out. i honestly was very comfortable with p but once i left his room and it was just me, the drug ad the dark i knew it was not going to be good.
4am (+14 hours)I walk into my room and i start to act mindless. i go to brush my teeth but i had just realized i was hungry. i was putting new clothing on without taking the old clothing off. I was not with it. my vision was turning into soup. I have taken quite large amounts of acid but this seriously was so new to me. as i laid in bed, i could not close my eyes at all. whenever they were shut, inside my eyelids was so bright it was almost blinding. my eyes were closed but all they were doing was just looking at my eyelids. my brain WOULD NOT turn off. i started to panic. seconds felt like hours and my music was getting really slow. my chest began to burn a lot and so did my head. i started to panic that if i went sleep i would either die or permanently be tripping. i could not sleep at all. hours went by and eventually tranced out but never fell asleep.
7am - i realize sleep is impossible and it will not happen. i get dressed and take a shower to recollect myself. i am still tripping pretty hard but i realize this a long drug.
hours go by. i am not hungry and i dont really feel alive. i am so tired
i paint for atleast 9 hours but only get a little bit done. my body is SO tired but my mind will not turn off. eventually i just was not tired anymore.
at +38 hours i was still tripping. whenever i would smoke pot i would come so hard back into the trip. i thought it was very much over but it was not.
i finally fell asleep 45 hours later and slept for a good 14 hours. but when i woke up i was tripping balls for about 5 seconds and then gained a lot of focus, felt groggy and just tired.
for a very long time i was convinced the drug was taking me over. i felt i was not going to be able to seperate the drug from me. we were molding together and i was convinced i would never stop tripping. that scared the fuck out of me as for a while i did not feel alive on doc but at other times i have never so been alive. i think the duration was scaring me as i thought it was just an extended coming down rather than actually peaking for +12 hours. through all of this, i have a completely new respect for psychedelics. i had been using them for both spiritual and recreational use but more so towards the recreational. i truly got an awakening. even though i had a very difficult time for awhile this was the most profound psychedelic experience i have ever had. no one drug experience has completely rewritten my understanding of human emotional connection. I have honestly committed to being sober for awhile as i am beginning to feel out of touch with myself from drugs. this was all so important. it was a complete ++++ experience at times but also ++ at many moments.
substancecode_DOC
explevel_firsttime
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I am a big fan of DOC. It's such an epic journey that is so slow to unfold. You were able to keep on top of it and it seems you encountered the same second part of the experience as I do, where you suddenly begin to feel so alive and wonderful and joyous and you feel such mental clarity. The first part of DOC for me tends to feel chaotic and disjointed... I often have feelings such as "why did I do this... this is such a useless way to spend my time. I've just fooled myself into finding another reason to take drugs and get fucked up." But with the exception of one time that I allowed myself to succumb to negativity, it always, hours later, comes together into a beautiful state full of meaning and joy, and everything that happened before that seemed useless becomes evident in its purpose for the trip.
) may be a bit much for me anytime soon. But other than that, it sounds rather wondrous 
