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Bluelighter
before you read my trip report, I need to inform you that i did a LOT of LSD two days prior, so because of the cross tolerance I'm not experiencing the effects to their true potential. I did way more than the normal dosage. I do not recommend ANYONE to take more than 4mg their first time, i ended up taking 8mg total. I also did ketamine 12 hours prior. Also this is my first trip report, so please bear with me heh:
2:45pm : Orally ingested capsuled 4mg with a little bit of water. I think I'm going to play some Day of Defeat: Source and try to forget that I took this.
3:35: something is in my brain. I turned off the air conditioner, my senses seemed to be heightened now. Also quit playing DoD:s, my ears couldn't take the barrage of bullets and people speaking over voice com. Often when I do psychedelics I have this sort of 'metallic touch', some parts of my body has a zingy, staticy feeling to it. I don't know how to describe it that well, and well, I have that feeling in my nose right now. I think i'm going to put on some pajamas and socks. I decided to disconnect myself from Ventrilo too, and lock myself in my room. The feeling of seclusion feels great right now, I'm in my own safe haven, I play by my own rules now.
3:50: colors seem a bit brighter and more blurred. My ears keep popping as if I were changing altitude but i'm just sitting here in my chair. I'm not listening to music yet, I'm trying to pay more attention to my other senses first than fully getting into it. I'm freezing my ass off, and my room gets hot trust me. The sounds of cars driving by, people on the street..are just tripping me the fuck out. I don't know if they are real or not.
4:11 : My thought process has noticeably changed. More concise and thought out. I refuse to become belligerent. Candles are lit and deodorant is on. I'm set
. One time when i was on 5mg of DO*b* i tried drawing when I was peaking. I could only draw rectangles and triangles/pyramids...sharp objects only. I probably had the will to draw circles but I didn't want to. The chemical wasn't
thinking in circles it was thinking linear. I can already feel that 'linear' train of thought to DOC. The beauty of symmetry has caught my attention. I usually don't like to make trip reports because it makes me focus too much on the drug, instead of letting me have a lot of fun with it. I can't wait to do this chemical again without having to type everything up.
4:20: My roommates just came home..I have nothing to hide from them but I think I'll put on some music now. Tuned into di.fm's psytrance station. The last thing I ate was some enchilada at 7am this morning, if i had anything in my stomach now i'd for sure regurgitate. It's official, i'm a bit nauseas. But that's alright, a foreign chemical in my stomach for the first time, I'm over it. The edges of my face now have that 'metallic' feeling I was talking about earlier. I'm getting mild tracers at this point. I'm sure my body is still learning what to do with this chemical. Everytime I try a substance for the first time my body has to decode it and learn how to use it. Hell, my first time doing MDMA it didn't hit me for 2 hours, mushrooms 90 minutes, ketamine 15 minutes, DOB 4 hours... see where I'm getting at with this? The anticipation is making me sweat, that and the fact that I'm freezing my ass off in this hot room. This is definitely not a substance for raves. Maybe outdoor parties, but definitely not indoors . I'm slightly horny..heh, I can feel it playing with my serotonin receptors.
4:45 : My screen is starting to shift directions. Typing this up is like looking at rushhour traffic.. the words are moving towards eachother and are congested. Damn my hormones...I really don't want to turn this into a 'how horny i am right now report', so i'll try to get my mind off of sex.
4:50 I feel like a space case. Noises sound alien-like, where's my tinfoil hat when i need it XD. This is really cool, I definitely want to meditate to this. I'm going to try to project an object from my forehead. I was able to do it several times on DOB, so DOC..oh boy. I think my whole forehead needs to have that metallic feeling to it, and then i'll be able to perform this type of astral projection. Closed eyed visuals aren't clear. Seems more like a pulsating flash, no objects or fractals. I'm going to close notepad, I'm going to go meditate.
5:01 My thought process isn't ready for meditation yet. Maybe it will be in a few hours. Sorry for making this a really lengthy/rambling report, there's a lot going on in my mind. I'm really in the mood to make some music, I would love to make my own psytrance right now..but I feel i'd need to pick out the sounds before I start tripping. I think next time I'll make music.
5:30 I've come to the conclusion I did way too much acid on saturday. I must ingest more of this chemical to realize it's true potential. What a horrible way to go about doing drugs, right? The creator of this chemical said I should, so we'll see what happens! 4 more milligrams here we go..
6:00 My brain is gearing up..it knows i took more. As disgusting as it sounds my brain feels warm, but I'm sure you've all experienced that. My room is pretty dark, except with the glow of my lcd, but i look at the dark walls and colors are there. My walls are dark green, i'm seeing blues and yellows.. and the ceiling is moving around a lot. It reminds me of the haunted mansion at disneyland.. except there's no skeleton hanging from the room. My monitor is getting a lot bigger, by a couple of inches. Everything is glowing nicely and the lsd-like side effects are fully happening now.
6:30 my whole head is throbbing with the metallic/static feeling. i'm ready for meditation.
6:50 I just scared the shit out of myself. I was laying on my bed seeing flower designs in my head, when i felt someone tap my shoulder. it was so real, i grabbed behind me and no one was there. i'm going insane >_<, but i'm staying focussed. I'm able to control what i see when i close my eyes. Playing god, if you will. I'm also able to do this on ketamine and DOB. But fuck DOB >_< i need to stop talking about that chemical it hurts my body so much when i'm on it. DOC isn't hurting my body at all. It's a nice change, i love it. Rubbing my eyes is insane colors everywhere and snowflake designs. I'm hardly making complete sentences anymore, sorry. The posters in my room are fucking crazy.
7:30 my hearing senses are completely fucked up. alien noises..like an episode of the twilight zone.I'm still feeling that metallic vibrating sense all over my body now. My sense of touch is utterly.. ORGASMIC. as i'm typing on my keyboard it feels amazing. Oh man my serotonin receptors are having so much fun right now. I need to be careful not to burn my fingers. Also cool, ice! i got
some ice from my freezer and playing with it in my mouth is the most fun ever. Feeling it melt is awesome.
8:40 lost in thought.. i've been sitting on my bed thinking of my life..damn alien noises everywhere though. I don't feel amped up on this chem either..I'm pretty sure I'll sleep nicely tonight! And you know what? those damn commercials on di.fm are getting to me. I'm grooving to a song and then the commercial comes on. "you are listening to digitally imported blah blah" I KNOW WHAT IM LISTENING TO! thats the only bad vibe i've gotten this whole trip, everything has been extremely pleasant and fun. So stay away from di.fm!
9:10 I've been tripping out on this fuzzy black pillow..I keep seeing wolves, rats, cats... all sorts of animals in it. It looks like rats are eating a dead animal on my bed.. haha. I like to see and imagine gross stuff like this because I know it's not real. I'm really craving some icecream right now... Sherbert sounds so fucking good you can't understand how hungry I am >_< What I really wanna know is the attack dosage on this stuff (if there is any), I can see how people will abuse it. I'm saving my last 8mgs for next week. I'm crazy! Looking at this report in notepad is fucking awesome.. it's like a river of words are flowing down, they're bending and warping like a current. Every word has a small yellow glow around it. Music is essential. Music is so beautiful. I haven't noticed any dilation of my pupils, but then again the only drug i've done that has messed with my pupils was morphine.
10:00pm Still going strong, my eyes are kinda tired though. I don't recommend blacklights they'd burn too much. Wtf. I keep smelling greasy tacos. When I was on DOB the same fucking thing happened. I thought I smelled greasy tacos but my roommates were eating pizza. My sense of smell is connected to my imagination more than reality. But I really want tacos now
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10:30 AMAZING. I've been making music videos with my eyes closed. Kind of reminds me of looking through a kaleidoscope just not so distorted. The visuals are faint, kinda like a purplish glow, but so fun. You'd have to do a lot of this chemical to get vibrant close eyed visuals. I'm still seeing mild tracers, and things look like they're aging in time. Have you ever been on a psychedelic and
been able to time warp things? like make them look older or newer? i'm able to kinda do that now. If I look at an object and close my eyes real quick i can do whatever i want to that object in my mind. Still doesn't beat the closed eye visuals of mushrooms though, that's for damn sure.
10:45 This drug works on sleep deprivation. Not so much like DOB but I feel I wont sober up until i passout. My taskbar keeps doing weird things.. like when i'm not focussing my vision on it it keeps moving.. kinda like i have spyware or something but I don't. I decided to go play some Day of Defeat:s again. Everytime I fry and play FPS's i kick ass. People think i'm hacking, but I'm way
more attentive and I can predict their movements.
1:00 am I ate sherbert icecream. This meant i actually left my room to go to the kitchen. The second I open my door into the darkness colors swirl at me. Colors are pulsating, flickering...but not going completely out. The icecream was so fucking good, first food in my stomach since 7am yesterday, I don't count the DOC as food haha. I continue playing in my DoD:s server.
2:00am Once again I go out for more icecream, I'm starting to noticeably sober up, but I still have the metallic feel to my nose and ears. Colors are still glowing, my hearing is amplified.
3:00am SALAD! real food! Oh man how happy I am right now. Things are still glowy, and my color is still distorted. If I focus I can still kinda make words move around.
4:00am I thought I was sobering up, but then I started getting delusional from sleep deprivation... must..keep..playing DoD:s :D
Brief Post Analysis: Awesome, I'm just upset I had done lsd two days prior. Had a really fun time, still kinda tripping right now but I consider it over. Can't wait to passout. Thanks for reading my report
2:45pm : Orally ingested capsuled 4mg with a little bit of water. I think I'm going to play some Day of Defeat: Source and try to forget that I took this.
3:35: something is in my brain. I turned off the air conditioner, my senses seemed to be heightened now. Also quit playing DoD:s, my ears couldn't take the barrage of bullets and people speaking over voice com. Often when I do psychedelics I have this sort of 'metallic touch', some parts of my body has a zingy, staticy feeling to it. I don't know how to describe it that well, and well, I have that feeling in my nose right now. I think i'm going to put on some pajamas and socks. I decided to disconnect myself from Ventrilo too, and lock myself in my room. The feeling of seclusion feels great right now, I'm in my own safe haven, I play by my own rules now.
3:50: colors seem a bit brighter and more blurred. My ears keep popping as if I were changing altitude but i'm just sitting here in my chair. I'm not listening to music yet, I'm trying to pay more attention to my other senses first than fully getting into it. I'm freezing my ass off, and my room gets hot trust me. The sounds of cars driving by, people on the street..are just tripping me the fuck out. I don't know if they are real or not.
4:11 : My thought process has noticeably changed. More concise and thought out. I refuse to become belligerent. Candles are lit and deodorant is on. I'm set
. One time when i was on 5mg of DO*b* i tried drawing when I was peaking. I could only draw rectangles and triangles/pyramids...sharp objects only. I probably had the will to draw circles but I didn't want to. The chemical wasn't thinking in circles it was thinking linear. I can already feel that 'linear' train of thought to DOC. The beauty of symmetry has caught my attention. I usually don't like to make trip reports because it makes me focus too much on the drug, instead of letting me have a lot of fun with it. I can't wait to do this chemical again without having to type everything up.
4:20: My roommates just came home..I have nothing to hide from them but I think I'll put on some music now. Tuned into di.fm's psytrance station. The last thing I ate was some enchilada at 7am this morning, if i had anything in my stomach now i'd for sure regurgitate. It's official, i'm a bit nauseas. But that's alright, a foreign chemical in my stomach for the first time, I'm over it. The edges of my face now have that 'metallic' feeling I was talking about earlier. I'm getting mild tracers at this point. I'm sure my body is still learning what to do with this chemical. Everytime I try a substance for the first time my body has to decode it and learn how to use it. Hell, my first time doing MDMA it didn't hit me for 2 hours, mushrooms 90 minutes, ketamine 15 minutes, DOB 4 hours... see where I'm getting at with this? The anticipation is making me sweat, that and the fact that I'm freezing my ass off in this hot room. This is definitely not a substance for raves. Maybe outdoor parties, but definitely not indoors . I'm slightly horny..heh, I can feel it playing with my serotonin receptors.
4:45 : My screen is starting to shift directions. Typing this up is like looking at rushhour traffic.. the words are moving towards eachother and are congested. Damn my hormones...I really don't want to turn this into a 'how horny i am right now report', so i'll try to get my mind off of sex.
4:50 I feel like a space case. Noises sound alien-like, where's my tinfoil hat when i need it XD. This is really cool, I definitely want to meditate to this. I'm going to try to project an object from my forehead. I was able to do it several times on DOB, so DOC..oh boy. I think my whole forehead needs to have that metallic feeling to it, and then i'll be able to perform this type of astral projection. Closed eyed visuals aren't clear. Seems more like a pulsating flash, no objects or fractals. I'm going to close notepad, I'm going to go meditate.
5:01 My thought process isn't ready for meditation yet. Maybe it will be in a few hours. Sorry for making this a really lengthy/rambling report, there's a lot going on in my mind. I'm really in the mood to make some music, I would love to make my own psytrance right now..but I feel i'd need to pick out the sounds before I start tripping. I think next time I'll make music.
5:30 I've come to the conclusion I did way too much acid on saturday. I must ingest more of this chemical to realize it's true potential. What a horrible way to go about doing drugs, right? The creator of this chemical said I should, so we'll see what happens! 4 more milligrams here we go..
6:00 My brain is gearing up..it knows i took more. As disgusting as it sounds my brain feels warm, but I'm sure you've all experienced that. My room is pretty dark, except with the glow of my lcd, but i look at the dark walls and colors are there. My walls are dark green, i'm seeing blues and yellows.. and the ceiling is moving around a lot. It reminds me of the haunted mansion at disneyland.. except there's no skeleton hanging from the room. My monitor is getting a lot bigger, by a couple of inches. Everything is glowing nicely and the lsd-like side effects are fully happening now.
6:30 my whole head is throbbing with the metallic/static feeling. i'm ready for meditation.
6:50 I just scared the shit out of myself. I was laying on my bed seeing flower designs in my head, when i felt someone tap my shoulder. it was so real, i grabbed behind me and no one was there. i'm going insane >_<, but i'm staying focussed. I'm able to control what i see when i close my eyes. Playing god, if you will. I'm also able to do this on ketamine and DOB. But fuck DOB >_< i need to stop talking about that chemical it hurts my body so much when i'm on it. DOC isn't hurting my body at all. It's a nice change, i love it. Rubbing my eyes is insane colors everywhere and snowflake designs. I'm hardly making complete sentences anymore, sorry. The posters in my room are fucking crazy.
7:30 my hearing senses are completely fucked up. alien noises..like an episode of the twilight zone.I'm still feeling that metallic vibrating sense all over my body now. My sense of touch is utterly.. ORGASMIC. as i'm typing on my keyboard it feels amazing. Oh man my serotonin receptors are having so much fun right now. I need to be careful not to burn my fingers. Also cool, ice! i got
some ice from my freezer and playing with it in my mouth is the most fun ever. Feeling it melt is awesome.
8:40 lost in thought.. i've been sitting on my bed thinking of my life..damn alien noises everywhere though. I don't feel amped up on this chem either..I'm pretty sure I'll sleep nicely tonight! And you know what? those damn commercials on di.fm are getting to me. I'm grooving to a song and then the commercial comes on. "you are listening to digitally imported blah blah" I KNOW WHAT IM LISTENING TO! thats the only bad vibe i've gotten this whole trip, everything has been extremely pleasant and fun. So stay away from di.fm!
9:10 I've been tripping out on this fuzzy black pillow..I keep seeing wolves, rats, cats... all sorts of animals in it. It looks like rats are eating a dead animal on my bed.. haha. I like to see and imagine gross stuff like this because I know it's not real. I'm really craving some icecream right now... Sherbert sounds so fucking good you can't understand how hungry I am >_< What I really wanna know is the attack dosage on this stuff (if there is any), I can see how people will abuse it. I'm saving my last 8mgs for next week. I'm crazy! Looking at this report in notepad is fucking awesome.. it's like a river of words are flowing down, they're bending and warping like a current. Every word has a small yellow glow around it. Music is essential. Music is so beautiful. I haven't noticed any dilation of my pupils, but then again the only drug i've done that has messed with my pupils was morphine.
10:00pm Still going strong, my eyes are kinda tired though. I don't recommend blacklights they'd burn too much. Wtf. I keep smelling greasy tacos. When I was on DOB the same fucking thing happened. I thought I smelled greasy tacos but my roommates were eating pizza. My sense of smell is connected to my imagination more than reality. But I really want tacos now
.10:30 AMAZING. I've been making music videos with my eyes closed. Kind of reminds me of looking through a kaleidoscope just not so distorted. The visuals are faint, kinda like a purplish glow, but so fun. You'd have to do a lot of this chemical to get vibrant close eyed visuals. I'm still seeing mild tracers, and things look like they're aging in time. Have you ever been on a psychedelic and
been able to time warp things? like make them look older or newer? i'm able to kinda do that now. If I look at an object and close my eyes real quick i can do whatever i want to that object in my mind. Still doesn't beat the closed eye visuals of mushrooms though, that's for damn sure.
10:45 This drug works on sleep deprivation. Not so much like DOB but I feel I wont sober up until i passout. My taskbar keeps doing weird things.. like when i'm not focussing my vision on it it keeps moving.. kinda like i have spyware or something but I don't. I decided to go play some Day of Defeat:s again. Everytime I fry and play FPS's i kick ass. People think i'm hacking, but I'm way
more attentive and I can predict their movements.
1:00 am I ate sherbert icecream. This meant i actually left my room to go to the kitchen. The second I open my door into the darkness colors swirl at me. Colors are pulsating, flickering...but not going completely out. The icecream was so fucking good, first food in my stomach since 7am yesterday, I don't count the DOC as food haha. I continue playing in my DoD:s server.
2:00am Once again I go out for more icecream, I'm starting to noticeably sober up, but I still have the metallic feel to my nose and ears. Colors are still glowing, my hearing is amplified.
3:00am SALAD! real food! Oh man how happy I am right now. Things are still glowy, and my color is still distorted. If I focus I can still kinda make words move around.
4:00am I thought I was sobering up, but then I started getting delusional from sleep deprivation... must..keep..playing DoD:s :D
Brief Post Analysis: Awesome, I'm just upset I had done lsd two days prior. Had a really fun time, still kinda tripping right now but I consider it over. Can't wait to passout. Thanks for reading my report
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