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DOB (& other drugs) - First Time - "Date of (Re)Birth" by Kandy K - Long and personal

Those words really spoke to me


Mods - this should be a sticky (not for the very least that Kandy K is the best poster/writer on BL).
 
Yep, sounds like a close to death expereince to me. I had a similar experience (yet very different) on LSD and nitrous (10 hits and a 50 lb tank all to my self!) I sat in my friends back yard and began to hear the voice of god (at the time I was a christian so it was god, now im a Buddhist, so who knows who it way, prolly just my own mind). This voice was speaking directly to my mind and was eminating from a bright ball of light in the sky (may have been the moon, but i was too tripped out to differentiate), the voice came on in a very powerful, thunderous, yet gentle way, using a language not of this dimension, it was direct, transcended normal communication.... i cant explain. I cried out and asked why I had such a cursed existance on this earth, why was I abused as a child, ect, ect.

Each time I took a hit of the nitrous I would go into a deep trance like state and the questions were answered. I then asked about the universe, and reality, and those questions were answered, in my minds eyes flashed diagrams of the universe and the mind,entire texts were revealed to me. As it progressed I wanted more. When I did too much nitrous my whole field of vision was filled with neon red glowing skull and crossbones, millions of them and a loud buzzer type sound, indicating that I was very close to death. Then it would fade, and the next question would be asked and answered. This went on for hours. Eventually I came out of it, a very changed young man.
 
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Kandy K said:
To live physically, you must live everyday as if it were your last. To live spiritually, you must live every day as if you will live forever.
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This was easily the most beautiful report I've ever read. There were so many gems in there, I didn't know which part I wanted to quote, but I'm happy with my decision ^.

Kandy, it sounds like you just had the opportunity of a lifetime, and it sounds like you just may very well have acted upon it.

Only time will tell, but KNOW that you are blessed for having seen through the surface level of these events... to see them for what they truly are... Your cathartic release from the coccoon you've been in.

I'm so overjoyed to read your experience, and your writing of it is superb...
 
Originally Posted by Kandy K
To live physically, you must live everyday as if it were your last. To live spiritually, you must live every day as if you will live forever.

This is the most truthful comment i have ever heard!
 
Well it's beautiful nonetheless. I don't know how heavily paraphrased it is, but it was my first time hearing it. Gandhi said it better than I ever could...
 
kandy........today i rolled and read ur report at least 3 times over while i was rolling. I just want to say that it makes complete sense to me for some reason right now. I gained so much out of this report. HANDS DOWN THE BEST I HAVE READ!!!!
 
Kandy Rocks
Cuz She's A
Cerebral Adventurist
Who Goes
The Nine Yards.

I'm Not Usually Keen On Humans,
But She Suprasternal If You Get My Drift !

Yeah--that's right: TOP FUCKING NOTCH !

BL should let her back in / on
If she wants it . why th hell not ?
 
oh wow you've made me cry and really hit home with this post.
i cannot thank you enough
good luck in life
 
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