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Firstly, I just wanted to state to the OP that this an absolutely lovely thread idea. Secondly, this exact 'question' is something that I honestly have formed quite a bit of an obsession with after inexplicable life occurrences. I was honestly always the type of gal who questioned literally everything—still am a skeptic overall. The one thing that has changed tremendously has been my theory on human intuition. I always had this absolutely bizarre notion as a very, very young child that a particularly odd event would eventually one day make an appearance in my life. I don't feel the need to disclose this event, but I assure you, 'odd' is the understatement of the century. Anyway, to make a long story short, I remember getting this absolutely inconceivable gut instinct that I was going to come face to face with this situation. It made me feel so peculiar that I absolutely could not even fathom discussing how I felt. I knew that there was no possible way to put into non-judgement ready words how distinct this feeling was. Lo and behold, at age 20, I was face to face with not only one, but two incomprehensibly absurd distinct gut feelings I had since I was approximately five years old. I will assure you, these are EXTREMELY fucking bizarre gut feelings to have as a child.
Thirdly, the moment this feeling 'hit' was so otherworldly I cannot even begin to attempt to describe this feeling. It was as though everything I had felt (and surpressed) as a child was actually a spot-on prediction for what would eventually become the most pivotal point in my entire life. Every single inch of my core being completely froze. I could not speak. There are absolutely no words for what I felt that moment the realization hit me, but it changed my life for the better in every way, shape, and form. I had always asked for some sort of spiritual or religious awakening, and there is no doubt in my mind that intuitive notion I had been waiting and needing my entire life was it.
Thirdly, the moment this feeling 'hit' was so otherworldly I cannot even begin to attempt to describe this feeling. It was as though everything I had felt (and surpressed) as a child was actually a spot-on prediction for what would eventually become the most pivotal point in my entire life. Every single inch of my core being completely froze. I could not speak. There are absolutely no words for what I felt that moment the realization hit me, but it changed my life for the better in every way, shape, and form. I had always asked for some sort of spiritual or religious awakening, and there is no doubt in my mind that intuitive notion I had been waiting and needing my entire life was it.
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