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Do you remember your FIRST ROLL?

My friend had a pill party with a bunch of about 20 close friends. only about 2 or 3 didn't have pills. i have never thought life could be so perfect. everyone was so nice and it was really relaxed. lounged about on couches, played with cool lights.. it was so perfect. i still drive past his house (he's moved out now) and remember the great time i had. that was on the 7/7/03. i loved pills from then on, couldn't stop talking bout them for a good couple of weeks! gonna have a reunion this year and do it all over again. =) peace
 
yup i remeber my first roll , becuase i was this past nye,

heres the post from my site, ( www.redplow.com ):

2003/2004 Craziest night of my life RR/Circa & JP Exit 24 hours straight of mayhem, h
2003/2004 Craziest night of my life RR/Circa & JP Exit 24 hours straight of mayhem, happiness, ups and downs and weirdness.

Not so sure who wants to read this review, I want to share it and I also want it documented so I can remember it as well as I can. This really isn’t a review. This is a story, of a night. Read it if you want, If you don’t that’s fine. But you may enjoy it., After you read this your going to think im a crack head but know this: It is the second time in my life that I did G, K, Coke and the first time I ever dropped X

I have not really drank hardcore in a few months because a few months back I got wasted and it just wasn’t as fun as it used to be. I have been going out less and going to bed early for a few months. So this night I was fucken ready and planned for a few weeks to really "enjoy" myself.

Got to circa and met up with my friend Chris (Ripped2shreds on red plow) around 7:30 pm NYE. Checked into are rooms and took a cap of g put on some music and jumped on the beds for a while. Felt awesome. Billy go there (imnakedrightnow red plow ) went to the food room at circa ate food yelled at people fucked with chicks , walked around fucked with more chicks trying to kill time without drinking till rychie went on. Are friend Danny (ripped2shreds cousin showed up next.

Who picked up like the dopest chick in the club and brought her to our room. She was up there and we where all fucken around with her having a good time. (Trick) So for the rest of the night we kept going up and down doing bumps of coke (Which I don’t really get why people like, like taking a ripped fuel but we had it and it was Nye so fuck it) so anyway we had about 20 something mediocre pills and off these crazy mother fucken good pills. So anyway around 2:30 I pop the first x in my life (one of the really good ones).

After it took effect... I felt speedy kind of eh. Went downstairs hoping to feel better. Felt very dossal and speedy at the same time, kept saying g is better lol so we all get downstairs, me Danny, Chris. My back hurt and everyone downstairs was on a total different vibe then us. We weren’t drinking and everyone was drunk and sweaty and slurring there words and acting like there big shit. Went into the main room was like fuck that you cant move so we went to the side room and I planted myself in a chair. Everyone kept asking me “You feel anything, you feel anything” Started to annoy me because everyone said they where “peaking” and I just felt speedy and kind of ok. Like I took a vikvaden and did a bump.

So sat there. Rychie dropped hot tracks and I watched some girl in a funky dress dancing all funky and moving in a way that seemed strange and seductive to me. Hmmm started to enjoy this. Nice... Think I like x. Started to grin. Then ... Some fucken drunk ugly juice head punched a guy in the neck right in front of me. Which freaked me out because I would rather cry then get in a fight the way I was feeling. So anyway, got Danny and Chris and went back upstairs, Billy was of somewhere drunk as hell. We all made a new friend and his name was the elevator. Wow the elevator is the best thing on e. We went up and down about a 100 times, then hung out in the room and acted stupid for a while. About 9:00 am or so we popped like 3 more of the weak pills each on top of the strong pills and hung out and enjoyed rydell drop bombs till like 10. Still I was very unhappy with x. Just didn’t live up to anything that I imagined, and then everyone started saying LETS GO TO EXIT! So this sounded good. Then Laurie is like “IF YOU GUYS WANNA GO ILL DRIVE!!” I’m like you sweat!? She’s like “YUP!” My friend was supposed to work NYD so we where all wired out of are minds and this sounded great so he said fuck it and called out. So around 11 I asked Laurie when where leaving and she laughed at me and said she changed her mind. ANYWAY, the e must have helped because I didn’t kill her. But we where like fuck it called a taxi cab and left around 11:30 and headed to EXIT for JONATHAN FUCKEN PETERS. This was DEFINITELY the worst part of the night we got in the taxi and started to come down from so many different drugs we weren’t sure what we where coming down from. Everyone was depressed, we all seemed to take turns trying to convince each other this was a good idea. But inside we all knew we took tons of drugs that are bad for us, Chris missed work, it was bright out and everyone at circa that said they where going didn’t. But we where on the way so we went I had a jar of gross 1000 mg vitamin c’s that we kept popping, Think they helped a bit. On the way to SF, I told Chris and Danny about a time I was at SF with Tara (Tizza) and was sober and danced my ass off to jp. We where hot as hell and he was playing tribal for hours and when he dropped the Madonna “like a prayer” Mix and everyone went nuts and it was the best feeling ever and I was sober. (You’ll see why im bringing this up later in the story)

Dropped off in front of exit at like 12:20 NYD Sun is shinning large ass line to get in. Where all like wtf we doing here... fuck it. Me and Chris pop another one of the really good x’s get to the door and are happily surprised that it was only 60$ to get and we where under the impression it was $80, So in are waked out minds this was a sign f things starting off good. Get inside. Start running into people we know. Start feeling better. Lots of girls with nice bods, Packed to the walls. Dark as hell away from that horrible sun. Dark beats. That tore threw are fucken soul. Moods changing. Such a drastic change from circa. One of the most hard core drug crowds I ever saw. Let me rephrase that, this was a crack head crowd. (Like I should talk) But so see my friend Christine she gives us a little tour and she told me there was an outside so I was like bring us. All dark then you see the entrance to the outside and the light is shining in like fucken god or something really crazy thing to see, e started kicking in. Me Chris and Danny all sat in the booth outside freezing. Looked around I wish I had a camera... I mean wtf!? Crazy gay guys with red eyes running around with silver capes on. Fucken crack head bitches with deformed tits skinny gross skinny as hell. Weirdo’s in yellow rain boots. I mean like it was a circus. You would think it was a Halloween party in an insane asylum. But there also was allot ALLOT of crazy hot chicks with the most awesome new style ever little mini skirts with there ass hanging out thongs on. Litterly the hotttttest thing I have ever fucken seen. Ok so where all feeling better. We Danny started smiling. I was feeling insane Chris kept saying “I dotn want to look that. I was smiling and saying... I don’t know why I am smiling. At this point I didn’t know if I was hot or cold. Coming up or down. .. All I know was I was loosing my mind... hahahahah hahha
Haha ... I’m still shot right now. . Anyway We had what I think was a 25 min conversation about how where all starting to have fun and this is insane and we feel good. That’s when I see this chick. Hmm Crazy looking long black wild uncombed hair. Crazy black eyeliner cute, but worn out face. Big wooly coat, I had to talk to her. I went up to her and pulled on her arm and was like “You look so cozy in that coat. She said “ I am” then she came over to our little booth we where sitting in sat down and stared at us with her wild big black eyes and said “ What planet are you on? “ I’m like uhm... Earth I think? This chick wasn’t kidding... she’s like “I’m on the blue planet and we had a conversation about god knows what and she was off... We all look at each other and where like holy shit that was nuts. So guess. What, yup 1 more pill each. All the sudden this kid in a orange jail suit came over and started yapped away with us, talken about this and that and how he hasn’t gone out since twilo and has no internet connection. Good kid, Then he was off. , All the sudden this huge ass built black guy with no shirt on (Rember where outside and its freezing) and sits down in are booth and just goes

Black guy: 18 IS A GOOD IDEA”

Us: like... Yeah sure why not. He’s like “I THINK 18 IS GREAT I LOVE TO DANCE THAT’S WHY I DO “NANCY” HAHAHAHAHAH FUCK X! “

Us: What’s Nancy?

Black Guy: glass and coke!!

Me: ha-ha ha ok, you know anyone from jersey?

Him: NO but I love NJ girls at that place DJ’s in Belmar they drink like crazy and there easy to FUCK!

There where a few other wakos that stopped by but they where not quite as interesting.

Ha-ha then he was off... Ok so at this point I pretty much think I understand x, and its just still like a little tripy, speedy, and upy, whatever. Then Chris goes inside to use the bathroom and comes back out and is like “Danny Anthony COME INSIDE. So we where cold anyway and like fuck it. We go inside, hahaha so we GO INSIDE... ha-ha

Inside..... Inside.......... INSIDE... First the heat hits me... Holy FUCKEN shit... No words can describe what the heat felt like... All my senses felt awesome, tingly, awake, happy warm... Ok so then we make are way to the main mother fucken room HOLY SHIT THE LIGHTS THE FUCKEN LIGHTS THE SOUND SYSTEM THE CROWD!!! The crowd was Litterly bouncing like an ocean of fucken people PACKED! That second jp dropped the Madonna like a prayer song. Bam. I was fucken lifted out of my fucken mind, my mouth littery dropped open and I couldn’t shut it. Every sense on my body never felt so alive, happy and whole, the bass felt like it was inside of me. I can’t describe in any words what I felt. Because it was a totally new feeling beyond any thing, or happiness I have ever felt I was FFFFFFFFUCKEN ROOLLLLLLLLLLLLLIIIIIIIIIINNNNG HARD

The only thing I can say, as crack headed and artificial as it is. The truth is, it was litterly the happiest moment I have ever felt in my entire life and beyond. It was the most INCREDIBLE MIND BLOWING FUCKEN FUCKENthing I ever even thought was possible inside of the human mind. I don’t care what damage it did to me I wouldn’t replace that couple hour long point I was at for anything. I wish there was a better way to describe what I felt because these words don’t cover it at all. We all moved down to the main floor. Didn’t care what anyone thoughT more then ever! we all were dancing, laughing smiling making up are own dance moves joke around, we had the DOPE DANCE MOVES HAHHAH talking to girls having an amazing time.


This was the longest post ever, im missing so much but I don’t feel like typing anymore. So to wrap it up. Left at 7: 10 pm Jan 1st 2004. We did it. 24 hours straight of the most insane party night of my entire life. Got dropped off in front of circa. Felt so weird leaving Danny and Chris. Felt like where where attached at the hip for 10 years lol. To end the night off year a cop pulled up to us when we where leaving to go crom cicra, and asked us if we danced at circa last night? Weird right? Anway. Thats it. Cant wait till the next time. Space Miami.

Peace.
 
(taken/modified from my recently written Trip Report)

1st time: about 6 months ago. A friend I trust a ton invited me over to let me try e for the first time. We went out to dinner a couple hours before, had a light Pho soup. Then we went back to his place. He handed me something called a "blue dolphin". The pills were bigger than I thought, blue, with a pressed dolphin on top top. I was nervous. I have never tried any drug in my life. I am in my early 30's and wanted to try something new and eye opening.

Boy, I got what *I* wanted. I took the single pill and waited and watched a Arnold S. movie for about 40 minutes. He looked over at me and asked if I felt anything. I shook my head. He told me to stand up. I did and HOLY SHIT! It hit me... I got dizzy and felt a bit sick to my stomach (he warned me I might) so I laid down on his bed for about 5 minutes to let the feeling pass.

He came in to see how I was doing and I felt fine at that point. He told me to drink some water, which I did. He said he was going to get nekkid. So, I smirked and said "Go right ahead" (Hell its not like we havent seen eachother that way before) so he did, then he helped me get undressed... it felt so GREAT being naked and.... wow.. just touching, feeling, breathing. Being close to someone. He kissed me and I was just loving life. He touched me all over, played with my hair, and I just enjoyed it.

He brought in some sour skittles and OMG!!! I almost died they were SO strong!!! They were delicious!!! Played with a bit of breathing in the sourness at eachother. (my mouth is watering just thinking about that)

We talked a lot, I ran my hands through his hair so much, and had lots of fantastic sex. (thank goodness he doesn't have the problem that some guys do on e!) That reminds me to ask: Does anyone else, especially women like me, get TOTALLY horny while rolling? I find that I so BADLY want to have oral and regular sex for HOURS!

We both had a fantastic time. After about 6 hours we fell asleep. Felt fanfuckingtastic the next morning. It was one of the most incredible times of my life. Definately look foward to another one on one with him again!!
 
i remember my 1st roll like it was yesterday, however it was not my best, my 2nd was actually my most pleasent experience, both times i was with my best friends, i think it was just a much better pill. I think i also had a better environment the 2nd time, being inside one of my friends houses as opposed to out on the cold street the 1st time.
 
i rolled really hard off of AE's for my first time. i was at a birthday bbq for myself, sister, cousin, and grandma. i had such a great time that night! but it wasnt my best roll
 
I remember my first time is was 3 years ago, i was a senior in HS. I was on my senior ski trip wit my school, and it was a crazy 2 days. I was a good 2 shoes back then i might have gotten drunk like one time my whole life, and on the 1st night my friend who was also as clean as me tried it. He told me he had a great time and he wasnt dead so i figured wat the hell, i might as well. I swallowed the pill and WOW! a night i'll never forget. I was so hyper, there was a club thing and i was dancing in front of all the teachers like i was nuts, i was playin wit the hoola hoops, i have no idea why they were there, i was jogging around the dance floor like it was a track, i got to my room and i was doing back flips in the hallway, and i just felt sooo good, i was talkin to everyone, it was just great and i didnt feel to bad the next day either.
I did promise my self not to do it again, but i did a year later when the pressures of college go to me.
 
my first time was this NYE just been, at a rave in sydney superdome, utopia. fucking awesome event. won my ticket to it as well... got two blue 007's to take with me, dumped one and about 45 minutes later, whilst walking down the stairs, my jaw started shaking and felt totally loved up, a burst of happyness flowing through me, the most incredible night of my life. with the lasers surrounding me, the music pumping loud, feeling my body come alive... i went with a friend and by that stage we were separated... i sent her a message that said "hey, im so fucking Woo!!! right now, how about you" i couldnt describe what i was feeling it was amazing. then later that night when i had started to come down i got given some of a capsule mixed in a drink, that was even more intense... i had a pill left over which i used at my second rave, but i dont think any other e experience could come close to my first.... so beautiful
 
My first roll was Feb 6th, 2003, and it was probably one of my worst. After a few months of my friends telling me everything about E, they finally organized a home roll for us..The pills we got weren't great; in fact, I'd say they were the worst I've had. I only took one, and it seemed like I never really peaked. Everyone else was high as a kite, and I was kinda just sitting there like..."Yeah, I can kinda sorta feel something..." But I never really reached that wonderful state of E euphoria.

My second roll was at Hedonist Masquerade 2 (April 20, 2003 in Seattle, WA) and that it was there that I found out what E was all about...lol. It was a huge rave, and I was with good friends and whatnot...I dropped two pills throughout the night...Orange Chickens, I believe. Ever since I've had an amazing night each time I've dropped...give or take a night or two given certain situations. :)
 
"Edit: And I just found out what I took. A triple stacked blue crush, I think. No wonder I rolled so damn hard."

Not that you'll probably even see this post, but just FYI, the size of a pill has nothing to do with it's potency..Triple-stack and all that lingo garbage is only used to make big beans sell faster...
 
My first roll wasn't that great. It was at a rave: Nocturnal Wonderland 2003. I was with a bunch of my friends and one of them is a guy I liked alot. The pill was a Pink Z. I took 1/2 and my friend took the other half. It was ok. The only good thing was I got to be all over the guy I liked and he was sober.
 
Bring back the Masterdome!!! hehe.... mine was there as well.... back in 99, Blue Motorola =), boy was it good! Ahhhh.. the good ol' bluelight Masterdome/Fox Theatre raves... will never be the same.
 
i lost my virginity when i was 14 with e.

i was at this club that my dyke cousin takes me to. people were high listening to cheesy dance music, and my cousin asked me whether i wanted to try e? i didnt really know back then what e was but i smoked pot occasionally since i was 13 so i was like what the hell.
i dropped and nothing happen for 20 mins. so i thought that this drug doesnt get strong, so i decide to drink a lot of shots instead. and when i'm totally drunk, the e hits in and it wasnt good. i was drinking too much, and with e i lost my balance. my cousin was dancing somewhere else and i couldnt find her. an older married couple (i'm pretty sure they were married) saw me breathing very hard, and they asked me whether i was alright. i said i didn't so they took me back to their place. they were high on e too and they were really horny. after i got back to their house, i couldnt remember a lot of stuff but i remembered blowing the guy's dick while letting his wife gave me head. and then i dont even remember whether i reached orgasism or not, i think i passed out.
when i woke up, i was naked and the wife greeted me while cooking breakfast. she told me her husband left to work already and she thanked me for having sex with them last night. it was very weird. but i consider it not one of the best first time experience anyone could have.
btw, the couple looked like they were in their mid 30s. they were pretty good looking but just thinking that they used me as some kind of a sex toy made me pissed. and i didnt remember what was the logo on the e i took, i just remembered it was red and i dropped whole.
 
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