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do you regret starting ecstasy?

I don't regret it because I was able to see what was eventually going to happen

I ain't losing the magic...
 
No.

Although I am new to the world, since round one I have researched preloading/postloading.. things to do to counteract the effects. The stuff makes you look at the world in a different way, I'll give it that. I think it is a very special thing and I hope the magic never goes away. I think a positive attitude, staying healthy, and taking pre/post loads should help to keep everything in a good balance.

Only 5 trips in, and it has been almost every weekend... so after the next 2 shows going to start slowing it down. Will keep up with the vitamins, 5htp, etc though.
 
Nada. After trying MDMA, I have a much greater appreciation for touch, music, conversation, and just being with people.
 
Overall no I don't, I regret abusing it and not taking breaks when I first started. But I will never forget the 1st time I truly rolled and felt complete "ecstasy."
I have had some of the best experiences while rolling and made some of my closet friends, many who don't even take pills.
And I can honestly say that I might be done with rolling for good, it's been 6 months since my last pill and for me that's like 3 years lol. I use to take pills all the time and use to crave 1 every week. Now the craving is pretty much gone I have the occasional thought of taking a pill, but then I just remember when I abused MDMA and how bad I felt.
 
I regret taking my first whilst on SSRIs. Back then, I had no idea that it would ruin the pure MDMA effect. It still got me mashed, but in a messy way. So I just feel I wasted my first 'magic' experience.
 
i dont regret starting ecstasy use at all.
mdma has opened my eyes to the world and has helped me become at one with my innerself,
i do regret becoming obsessed with a drug which is now dead here in australia
 
Lazyscience said:
when i think back to times i was on mdma, it makes me cringe and i feel disgusted at myself. at the time it was great but 10 years down the line, i just totally regret it. actually, if there was one thing i could change about the past, it would be to never have taken mdma.
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Interesting...what exactly makes you cringe and what could you have done to instill such disgust?
 
when i think back to those times, i realise i was having conversations with people i would normally think were idiots about stuff i though was profound but was actually a load of shite. all that dancing like mad to music i would normally think was terrible and all that time wasted in places i would never now want to go also makes me cringe. for me, mdma is best enjoyed at home with your favourite music alone or with close friends. nobody needs to see someone on mdma in public because its disturbing and gross. anyway, the most cringeworthy part is the damage it has done to my mind that i was not aware would happen at the time but has left me semi retarded and completely miserable.
 
Hey mods! Anyway we could add a poll to this thread? I think it would be interesting to see what the ED community thinks on this issue.

Well, I am sure the vast majority of people do not regret starting MDMA use, but I am just interested in how large the majority is. :D
 
Lazyscience said:
when i think back to those times, i realise i was having conversations with people i would normally think were idiots about stuff i though was profound but was actually a load of shite. all that dancing like mad to music i would normally think was terrible and all that time wasted in places i would never now want to go also makes me cringe. for me, mdma is best enjoyed at home with your favourite music alone or with close friends. nobody needs to see someone on mdma in public because its disturbing and gross. anyway, the most cringeworthy part is the damage it has done to my mind that i was not aware would happen at the time but has left me semi retarded and completely miserable.
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Ok, the mental damage you have done is understandable....

But the dancing like a madman to shit music, talking gibberish and being generally fucked is all part of it man! It isnae disturbing or gross at all man, it's a part of the experience that should be embraced as a symbolic display of the freedom of youth.

You needn't be disgusted at yourself....you have grown from the experience and now you feel different due to those circumstances which inevitably have made you wiser. You may be miserable and a little slow on the uptake, but you seem like a strong character who identifies well with himself.

Give yourself a little more respect, pal. You deserve it.
 
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