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Do you regret starting drugs?

Woah. Guys, thank you all (especially you Weekend Addiction, that impressed me, really.) I'm so happy to see that i can ask here on Bluelight when i need help with drugs! I hope in the future i will be useful like you guys! Thank you all!
 
Yes i regret trying drugs because of the stupid stuff i did or let into my life as a result of drug use. Dont start selling drugs or allowing drugs to cloud your judgement or cause u to pointless things you normally wouldnt. Dont let drugs change you ...please and don't let your life revolve around them. Love
 
Yes and no... I wish I woulda stayed focused on school and shit, but I was sooo deppressed without drugs I actually just functioned better in school having drugs...i dunno I just went bonkers for a little bit and stopped everything now I just work a shitty job and feel stuck. I'm on subs and feel like usin most of the time so usually give in every other month, but it keeps me leveled and normal...sometimes I wounder if i'm undiganosed bipolar or some shit. Well now that I think about it I've always used drugs...i started drinking and taking taking valium pretty regular when I was 15 and pretty much stopped doing anything productive...yes I do they have really held me back in life, the hard ones anyway... Pots fine, and so is booze cuz I cant drink it all day just at night, but opiates(besides maintanice ones) really just ruinied any ambition I had, well when I started shooting them...anyway. I would be like hell no I learned la da da da...but wtf have I learned, I live with my parents, broke, and just try not to relaspe while working a shitty job, still feel like i'm 18 at times(27) Woohoo, drugs are so fuckin fun,lol. I did just say no last night though, even though it was just norcos I woulda blown like 250 dollars and they would be gone in 2 days. But really, I was fine until I started shootin shit like diludid, oxy, and morphine. THANKFULLY I never got into the Meth scene here(no heroin scene, just meth or pills) though I have been wanting some...fun once in a blue moon.

Edit: the only thing keeping me from gettin the norcos is I have a drug test this week at my doctor, and I might pop up for weed, maybe benzo's so dont wanna add an opiate in there too.....
 
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Dude some ppl try drugs and it never will become a problem...others try drugs and lose motivation and do things they wouldn't because use of drugs over all clouds your vision. Always ask yourself is it worth...if its for drugs its never worth it.
 
I have regrets.

I would be cautious if I was you OP. You're still very young and you should develop non drug interests. Otherwise the only substance in your life will be substances.
 
I wassn't speacking for everyone ChrisMills, and ya most people including myself that started at 15 probly aren't in a great place..it's not like I was going out and poppin pills and drinking with other people, I was by myself. I'm sure there are people on this site with the same experience as me, not saying it's hopeless or anything but it's not going to make your life easy if you develop a problem at a young age. FIND OTHER INTEREST BESIDES DRUGS, okay to do them but don't make them your only interest, guese I learned that after 10 years,lmao. This is really the first time in my life I'm trying to stay as sober as I can, and just take my Subs for the most part. I have no urge to get up and just hunt fuckin drugs all day, but I'm just like, ughhh wtf do I do,lol.
 
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I regret all of the money that I've spent on drugs. I regret the fact that now the world seems so boring when I hit a dry spell. But damn if I haven't had some fantastic times.

But yeah, be careful OP. You're at a young age where you are still figuring things out and your brain chemistry is still developing. You don't want drugs to play a big part of that chemistry at this point. Go get high on life with friends, school functions and being a teenager. You'll miss the simple times when you get older and you can't go back! Not trying to lecture you; just be careful, and have fun!
 
I don't regret taking drugs, I started when I was 16 (12 if weed counts). When I was 17 I tried pretty much ever drug I could, which was the first time I had a weekend drug habit. I think it's risky to get into habits like weekly use at such an age especially if sticking mostly to one substance. I kinda regret (or more so feel like I should regret) doing drugs every weekend back then (always mdma and often a couple others thrown in like k or coke or amphetamines). But tbh I had great year and made a lot of friends (mostly over drugs). Now though mdma doesn't really work the same way, maybe it would still if I hadn't done it so frequently. I feel a little left out when I do it with people who got into in their twenties and still actually kinda trip on it.
 
One thing I do regret is doing dxm a lot. I had like a 6 month problem back in highschool and I'll never be the same. Not that I'm a fully changed person, just my brain could've been so much healthier without it.
 
RDF, seriously please do take the advice here on board. Find other interests as an absolute priority, if you smoke a joint or three every now and then while engaging in the other areas of your life then so be it. If you still wish to use drugs in a few years then by all means use all the resources we have here to do your research on a compound.

But please, please, please don't become enamoured with drugs and the associated lifestyle at such a young age.
I say this because that is exactly what I did. I became obsessed with drugs at a young age, pretty much at your age, and loved every second of it until the truly insidious and evil character of the substances I enjoyed began haunting my every thought.

I went from cold water extracted Codeine as a teenager to sticking a syringe filled with Heroin in my calf on the steps of a church at twenty.
In the space of a few years they took my home, my family and the woman I was engaged to marry.

You really don't want to end up like me, or the millions of others who did the same.
I'm not saying "never use drugs", just.. wait, please?

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Yes. At age 24 I have done too much. Pot for ten years concerts Ritalin adderall ir and xr, prozac zoloft xanax valium ativan lorazepam acid shrroms cocaine heroine dxm, benedryl (huge mg trip) gabapentin vicodin percocet oxycodone oxycontin morphine flexeril somas Vyvanse I think that's it. Almost everything and it ruins your brain. And will lead to an addictive personality where you arnt happy without drugs. Od'd twice once shooting heroin and xanax and second shooting heroin and cocaine. I wish so badly I would of never done even pot. And our brains don't stop developing til I think 23 or 24
 
I've been having alcohol withdrawal for the past few hours...It sucks.

It started with weed...than it was Mdma for about a year, and then...Xanax.

Game over for me. New Game for you [OP]

I know it feels like your going to be in "HighSchool" forever...but those 4 years go by fast. You don't want to be dropping out at 17, burned out from molly and weed....While the girl of your dreams is in State college, you will be smoking a bowl before attending remedial community college classes. Don't let this be you. Your going to have friends who say "It's just bud bro"....You decide.

Don't let curiosity win.
 
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Yes. I can't imagine living a day without drugs so part of me says no I don't regret a damn thing and I wish I'd have done more drugs and got into them earlier. But many people DO have good lives without drugs or maybe they just drink occasionally or smoke a little weed but for the most part are sober day in day out and it just seems like normal to them. And these people, by in large, have much better lives than I do.

I got into drugs at 14. Real slow and careful as to what I did. Pretty much stuck to just weed and occasional booze with the occasional this or that. Then I graduated high school. A few months later I couldn't find any bud and ended up hanging out at my buddy's trailer trying to score some. At first he wouldn't get me any but finally he got me some weed. Next thing I know his dad offers me a Percocet...and then I started liking those but I couldn't get em all the time so I started getting blow from this kid I met years before. And then came the valiums, and the Xanax and all of it real fucking quick and I was having too much fun to notice or to care.

Next thing ya know I'm a few months from 25 and don't have a car, hadn't been to college in years, got a ton of debt (2300 bucks or so), no friends for 100 miles, haven't had a girlfriend in years (too much drugs to care about that shit like when I was younger). Family has near bout given up on me and I've near about given up on myself.

All for what? So I could see a few funny colors and feel one with the world? So I could nod out while eating ice cream 100 times? So I could pass out after thoroughly embarrassing myself in ways I'm glad I don't remember? Fuck that shit I'd rather have had a life. I haven't learned shit from drugs and cause of drugs I haven't learned shit from life. The only thing I've learned from drugs is how weak and pathetic and selfish people's inner nature is.

I'm not telling you to not do drugs but you can see why I can't tell you everything's gonna be alright if you go ahead. It might be just fine, or it might be the single biggest regret of your life. Good luck dude.
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This really hit home for me, alot of similarities except the college part, I'm 23 and thinking that exact same thing.
 
I only regret smoking weed. I started when I was 13 and it fucked me over real good lol everyone always preaches about how great it is but nah dude the sneaky bitch will change on you. she'll leave you anxious and apathetic.
I know people who started harder stuff at 15 and they don't seem too happy with the way their life went.

moderation is key, study up on anything you take and the risks, and as carl said find other interests, its so easy to become obsessed with drugs.

and remember, drugs aren't cool. don't take drugs to impress people, don't be competitive about drug use (oh you took 5 tabs? well I'm gonna take 7 and have an awful experience), don't pressure others to take drugs, and ffs don't do anything stupid.

thank you, have a nice life.

(oh, and ciggies are a bitch.)
 
I don't regret starting them, all things could potentially be fine in moderation. Problems arise with things you don't think about such as addictive personalities- which can be hereditary- or when you try something that you KNOW is addictive with the mindset that it could never happen to you... I'd say I regret how deep I've let my habit take me at times, using way more then needed, just because why not? I've always remained a functioning addict thankfully, but I'm sure if I ever wasn't a functioning addict i would certainly have a change of heart n be saying I regret it though lol.
soooo... Long babble short, I don't mind using; in moderation. Like others have said, I just regret all of the money I've spent lol maybe I'd own a house now, instead of renting...
 
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