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Do you ever plan to stop experimenting?

Yes, I do - right after my physical body dies, I'm done with substance experiments.
 
I guess some of the guys posting on this thread are still very young, and still feel they will live forever. At the grand old age of 40 I'm certain that many people who keep experimeting with drugs throughout their life will have very short lives, never getting near retirement age, let alone grand old ages like 90 !

For examples just look at all the rock stars or other famous people who have lived drug filled lifestyles that have died in their 20s, 30s, 40s and 50s. The deaths of the non famous obviously dont get so well reported..


Sure some 'legends' like Lemmy from Motorhead and Keith Richards seem to be still going strong despite approaching old age or being well into it, respectively.

I could be halfway through my life if im very lucky, but there comes a point when you know you wont live forever, and you have to decide if you want to stack the odds in one way or the other.

The damage stimulant type drugs must do to your heart, and all the toxics and unkown carcinogens in RCs dont even bear thinking about really. I guess most drug users also somke cigarettes very heavily too.

My this is a cheery post. Just felt some things needed saying thats all.
 
highhooked said:
^ Damn thats the type of relationshsip i want. A partner that doesnt want kids and likes to experiment sounds perfectt.

And yea the two reasons you gave would prolly be some of the only things that would stop me

If my body couldnt handle it or if i couldnt afford it. But im pretty sure both of these will never be an issue
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Exactly - it's kind of awesome. Who knows, maybe one of us will change and want kids. That would definitely ruin the frequency of the drug use.

I would probably also quit if anything bad happened to him (or me of course). I get worried sometimes at the way he experiments!
 
Yeah I've experimented with alot of stuff and I've think I've found the stuff I like. I think at some point in my life I'll hopefully not do any more ecstasy, cocaine, lsd, or Rc's. But honestly I wouldnt feel too bad about weed, shrooms, benzos, or occasional drinking as an old guy.
 
i pretty experimented with everything i wanted really, unless i can get hold of some pcp... some drugs i don't like some do, ive always been interested in using drugs from a young age trying weed at 10 and trying more heavier drugs in my late teens, leading to a heroin addiction and nearly getting sectioned from 2 years of amphetamine abuse.

its something im glad i have done, most of the crazy shit ive done in my past i won't be planning to do again, i smoke weed (daily) and smoke heroin (a couple of times a month) and im happy :P not playing to do heroin for rest of my life, but i will be smoking weed for the rest of it, its my love and been a friend for years! something i won't ever quit :)
 
PERSONALLY...no...i think it is human nature to experiment in all sorts of areas in life. for me-i have been using well over half my life. fortunately,getting older has slowed me down,but the wide-eyed wondering child that is very much alive in me will always strive to fill my life with new experiences-especially with drugs. i say if you use smart,and you use safely,have someone with you -a sitter or at least a close friend aware and close by and you know your shit before you embark on a new journey,then it only adds to the quality of life.

what an empty life to no longer delve into the unknown. Safety first...but after that...sit back and enjoy every new ride.

much peace and love..............skillz <3
 
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For now, I want to experiment with all the drugs possible at least once. The way I see it is, for now, I'm going to be using the party drugs such as coke, ecstasy, amphetamines, and every psychedelic known to man. Well really everything from weed to opiates and so on. I'm young, and I am an upper type of guy so I love to party and have as much fun as I can.

And then when I start to get older and my life starts to change with relationships and my career, then I'll probably cut it down to just pot, drinking, maybe some meds here and there. You know like the downer type of stuff. I know I definitely see my self smoking pot since I'll have tons of money for that.

In conclusion, I'll most likely cut down a lot of my drug use as time progresses and focus more on my sober life than just having fun all the time.
 
In my opinion, life is a journey and an adventure and as long as it's done safely and in a controlled environment, drug experimentation done moderately, but not on a daily basis or obsessively can benefit the mind. Although it may not have any importance to others, I feel as if I am learning through my experiences and enjoy it very much so. I may stop one day and I might not. I am just going with the flow. I feel like it is a hobby.

Researching, experimenting and learning are great for me to cope with boredom and stress as I spend hours thinking and gathering information. It's kind of like meditation of some sort to me. I could play games or go hiking, but I also enjoy doing this in an altered perception. My wife thinks I am obsessed with looking for ways to get high and stuff, but it is what I enjoy doing. She does get annoyed by it and I do it less around her and if I do it, I don't usually feel the need tell her about it and I am able to pull off being sober very well on most substances.

I prefer to keep it to myself or to discuss with other drug experimenters online through these forums and such. Locally, I do not really do drugs with friends. It is just a personal thing and I keep it hidden. Sometimes it puts a strain on our relationships, and I think it is because she is constantly reminded of the fact that I just..."want to get high again". In my eyes, I feel like its not that I'm trying to get high. I'm just trying to relax or enjoy myself without being completely inebriated. Being sober is incredibly boring and I can't stand it. I hate being sober.

When I'm "high", nobody knows, unless my eyes give it away. They are never extremely dilated but are glossy at times. I don't act out of the ordinary, high, or unable to control myself, and if I do, my entire family is asleep and I am sitting on the couch watching TV. I just go about my life and have a "secret", hence my username, MySecret.
 
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I may slow down, take a break, or even very extended break but I'd never be a quiter.
 
Sweet P said:
I've already stopped "experimenting" with different drugs. I've tried a lot of drugs since my early teens, but now I just stick with the drugs I know and like. Methamphetamine, benzos, alcohol, occasional opiates, and occasional weed. That's all. I no longer have the desire to try anything new.
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I totally feel that. Meth, and benzos. Talk about a nice mix of mixing drugs n shit haha. No I like experimenting but its only for fun and if I feel its not right I dont care. Drugs are often blown out of porportion so its never fun to say oh this is rad...god I lovee its so cliche and dumb. I hate that. I like what I've GOT im good with that. More is cool less is better for my sake. If this makes any damn fucking sense. :)
 
Maybe I would consider trying a new soft psych or two in the future but I am done experimenting with anything else. If I could take back some of my experiments I would too.
 
I doubt it. I'll probably slow down and lay off the 'party drugs' as I get older, but I'll always be interested in trying new chemicals, and there are certain drugs I fully intend to enjoy until the day I die :)
 
Do you plan on getting clean One day vs party hard, Live fast die young.

I was wondering how many of you are going to get clean one day or if your just going to live it up till ya die.

Personally, I want to live forever and get high, but it doesn't seem to work like that so I'm working on staying clean right now.

What are you going to do?
 
I hate to say it but weed and beer is the only thing I get out of bed for. I have tried to find something else that fits this roll but I struggle with depression and anxiety. If I couldn't get a break from my personal hell then I would have more problems trust me. It's not like I'm strung out and I still work and pay my bills and spent most of the day sober.
 
weekend addiction said:
I hate to say it but weed and beer is the only thing I get out of bed for. I have tried to find something else that fits this roll but I struggle with depression and anxiety. If I couldn't get a break from my personal hell then I would have more problems trust me. It's not like I'm strung out and I still work and pay my bills and spent most of the day sober.
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Ya, I have anxiety and depression on and off I have a mood disorder and I am not on meds currently... So staying clean is really hard for me and the meds they give me make me tired and rls and just shitty so I don't take them when I have them... Sucks for people with disorders because getting high usually helps our general mood. Helps us function on a normal level, but I over did it and now it's safer for me to be clean.
 
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