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Do you ever plan on giving up drugs?

yes. I am only 21 but the "day of reckoning" is coming up soon.. already I have abandoned use of psychedelics, cant smoke weed and have been turned off all stimulants other than dexies after seeing some friends turn into people I dont recognise.

Leaving me pretty much alone with dexies and pills. MDMA is slowly but surely starting to lose the magic after 4 years of occasional use and when that is gone I will have nothing but bourbon/coke mixes and good memories of weekends past to keep me going :)
 
nah! They're way too much fun.

ohh k, guess I should say something serious like.

I guess you get over everything sooner or later. Like I was the biggest pot fiend and now I never smoke, nor have any desire to do so.
I just feel that mdma has benefitted me a lot. I have come up with a lot of ways to sort out interpretations of pieces that I had been stumped on - when munted...(this is for my music) and it's totally fixed my performance anxiety problems, I now no longer get nervous.
There are of course things such as lack of motivation - just a small problem :p
But its also helped me with confidence.... and out goingness.
So no, I really don't think so. I look forward to the time when I can actually afford everthing I want.
 
I've already cut back a fair bit, I was doing about 10-12 pills a month for the space of 5 months mid last year, and on top of that any speed/k/ice I could get my grubby little hands on. It eventually turned really. really bad although I didn't realise it at the time I was becoming a robot, which terrifies me, no emotions, no goals, no dreams, no nothing. But I only realised that after. The reason I stopped using as much is that my assignments and grades were slowly getting worse, as was my attendence. I then said to myself:

"Grant, if you don't pull your act into gear then you will fail and then not be allowed back in, therefore cutting off your Centrelink payments and then no more drugs for you!"

So with my goal of keeping my drug needs all nicely filled I eventually weened off a little then a little more, then more until I became a once every 1-2 month user again.

I think one day I will give up, but only get drugs get boring, or too much hassle to get. Or it maybe that a future job I plan on doing will not allow for such things, so I guess realistically speaking I have a shelf-life of about 2-3 years left in me, which is more than enough.
 
I am firmly in Airwalk's camp. I probably wont ever totally give up, but I suppose eventually something might come along that will change my mind. In any respect, I will cross that bridge when I come to it.
 
i am still young so there is still so many things i want to try.
i reckon when i get a bit older (im not planning this, its just what i think will happen) ill probably cut down on my usage abit and also change the sorts of dugs i use. ill b into more earthy type drugs like mushies n acid.
i dont plan on quitting it all but its one of those things that just might happen.
 
Drugs and I have an unusual relationship.
Who knows when it will end.
I wish for a day when the rush that is life is significant enough for me to free of them.
Until then i'm happy enough.
Drugs are fun, but then, so is life without them.
PEACE
 
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