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Do you ever feel like a bitch?

Seriously, I don't need much weed to get high. If I take any more than one hit at a time I get super fucking ripped. I'm prone to psychosis and disassociation, which really sucks. But I still like to smoke weed, it just takes me a lot less than everyone else. But, people always look at me like I'm weird when we're passing the pipe around and I don't partake every single time.

Recently, this girl I've been flirting with for a long time invited me over to her house this weekend to get stoned. I don't know how I'm going to pass off not ripping bongload after bongload with her (she smokes a shitload of weed). She's definitely the community smoker type and I think will kind of trip out a little if I'm not able to smoke as much as her. Is there anyone else out there in my situation? Any advice on how I should handle this?

Hmmm honestly just be honest. I don't like smokin as much as I used to even though I can smoke alot. There used to be times where I would smoke 9 fat personal bowls to myself and be fine but now I just am not into getting super high. Alot of my friends now enjoy smoking all the time and smoking alot which is cool. I just explain I just don't really feel like A. smoking at all when I don't. or B. getting really blazed when I just don't feel like getting really high... I don't know it seems weird at first but its really not that big of a deal. I still take significant amounts psychedelics(more than most of them ever would) or research chemicals they have never heard of. IDK if that diminishes the "bitch factor" bc i'm really not trying to prove anything. I would just tell her its not your thing and it should be fine. Most people i've met even those that use tons of drugs generally aren't out to make you do more drugs than you would want to with the exception of people in fraternaties with alcohol etc...
 
Yes I could use a bitch right now, but my wife would cut my balls off so better not.

But seriously, one thing about pot is that your tolerance will go up and down. Right now I'm in a sensitive phase so it doesn't take much. I beleive it's the only drug that does that. Everything else you just build tolerance (someone correct me if I' wrong).

hmmm sorta true but not. Amphetamines and otehr stimulants I feel like tolerance is sorta like that. Like my overall tolerance is higher now than in the past but if I use frequently my tolerance will be much higher than in periods of non use and then go down.
 
hmm no one wants to green out or bitch out infront of someone your doing the mating dance with. tell her your new man, one thing girls dont like is dishonesty. if your not a pot king, dont act like one. get her to train you to become a better stoner lol, lots of fun can come from that. and if people are telling you your a light weight for getting hhigh off little amounts of weed they might be retarded because i wish 2 bong hits got my flyin like it used to.
 
take 1 mg of xanax. You wont get high. Unless you have an insane benzo tolerance already.....

I know these girls...LOVE EM!... Fine girls smoking lots of weed turns me on though. I love when a girl can blow down as much as me...

(i'm at the level of my tolerance where it is not worth the money to smoke weed anymore... time for a break soon)
 
take 1 mg of xanax. You wont get high. Unless you have an insane benzo tolerance already.....

I know these girls...LOVE EM!... Fine girls smoking lots of weed turns me on though. I love when a girl can blow down as much as me...

(i'm at the level of my tolerance where it is not worth the money to smoke weed anymore... time for a break soon)

hahaha. Idk. I used to be turned on by this but its like idk, its cool 4 a while but it gets boring bc all they wanna do is smoke all day. + even if they tried I doubt many women or men could aquire the tolerance i had. I have smoked 9 huge bowls of high california medical quality all to myself in 15 minutes. To give u an idea I bought and 8th earlier that day and most of it was gone after that 15 minute personal sesh. That was just that sesh too.
 
I dont like having a high tollarence, the only thing its usefull for is going to work after a couple bowls
 
Maybe it's the paranoia but when I have a session with other people, I wonder if they're noticing how I perceive myself to be drastically higher than them, if they don't notice, or if they're wondering the same thing about themselves. Seems like, at least to me, the culture kinda pushes on you to be practically nonreactive to weed and not embrace the high as much as you possibly could, with some exceptions.
 
Any advice on how I should handle this?

yes. be the life of the party. if anyone asks why you're not taking a hit, tell them why. if they say shit like "wow you're a pussy" well you say what you wanna say back, if they truly need to talk down at you because you're not smoking a ton of weed, well you're not making very good friends. if you're on top, prove it. take your high and sore above the stupid peer pressure. they'll admire you and wish to be just like you, and your chemical intake amount won't matter.

fucking kids these days and their constant "duuude smoke the bowl again! AGAIN! OR YOU'RE NOT COOL! OR CHILL! GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY HOUSE non-stoner, who doesn't smoke weed!"
 
By myself, a bowl or two is probably good enough for me. Lately though it's been blunts and more blunts of mids. I'm not a big fan of the grav either because that gets me so high I just get really tired. That's why I like to smoke by myself, I never have to get the sensation that I'm being judged on how much I smoke, I only smoke as much as I want to, and I can enjoy my high without having to talk to people and be judged on that.

It's probably why I like tripping alone, too. If I get a bad trip it's usually my mind, not outside factors causing it and it's a lot easier to get my mindset righted and get out of the bad trip and into a good one.
 
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