I hated it. I dislike everything about buying. I would never have to cop off the streets or anything. I had a friend i met thru work who used to treat me very nice as far as buying drugs from him. He intro me to many contacts. After a while you do have to be some what involved in criminal acts if your buying harder drugs like speed.
My guy would always have me drive, I did not mind at first, I got hooked up well with gas and large amounts of dope just to drive him home from work or to the beach fun shit like that. I'm a skinny white dude as well into classic metal and rock, but loves to exp other peoples culture as well so it was nice to spend some time with my friend with a deep Hispanic backround. The thing i always hated was driving him to meet his supplier and driving down to the woods that are not happy to see me. I was safe as long as i was with him, but now people think i'm a dealer like him ( well not like him, but a easy target to cop from)there for puting my life endanger. I would tell him I did not mind, but he would tell me his criminal activites after I told him I dont want to be apart of any gang or other things other then buying drugs.
I did other stuff with him non drug related things and it was nice to have a friend i could use with and at the same time feel protected by him. but at the same time in back of my head i know why he was doing it, but fuck it i was lonely and yeah i wanted my high.
I'm addict yes, but I never was one of those "white kids who think gangs and drugs are cool so lets go play" I just wanted my drugs and get home safe. Now i'm scared to go out becuase I think i'm going to be jumped/shot/robed the sec i leave my house because people think I carry money and meth on me. Also driving him for few years, I always stayed in the car but after a while his supplier demmanded him to intro me to him, since i'm white they were always paranoid i was a cop so yeah I ended up having to do things i never wanted to do in order to be able to buy.
I wish I could be friends and buy with out people throwing stero types and talking up a storm that puts the person who just wants to buy life at risk.
Meth use as got me very paranoid and i'm messed with constantly these days.
I don't want to put my dealers life at risk or see him in jail. But now that i'm addict, I risk my life buy calling to buy i'm to risky of a client and now i have to deal with people i don't want to deal with..yeah i fuked my relationship up bad with my friend.
So yeah kids coping drugs is not "fun" for the dealer (if hes good and about money) I wanna make his life as easy as possiable. Lol sorry if i get off subject a lil. I'm kinda out of it