I8MYPETZMBY
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I'm falling. Or maybe I'm flying. It's dark and isolated, this place I'm in. I'm scared. I take one more hit.
Nothing. Not nothing as in nothing happened, but nothing as in there was nothing. A void. It wasn't dark anymore, but my world was completely devoid of light. Completely devoid of well.. Anything. If this is death..what a lonely existence. Or nonexistence. Why? Why do we live our lives just to come to this place at the end? If this is the final destination, then what was the point of it all...
No. I can't accept it. There's a reason I came here. There's a reason. There has to be.. I scream to the void, "show me something! I need answers!" I was not ready for them.
The first wave hit me. It wasn't a wave of happiness or sadness or any other emotion that I knew. A new feeling entirely that words cannot capture. Suddenly I was no longer isolated. No.. I'm not alone. Who's here with me? In my death who has come to visit me in the void?
Everyone. Everyone was there. I couldn't see them but they were there. I could feel them. My family, friends, school teachers, politicians, actors, artists, strangers halfway across the world, the trees the birds, the dog next door.. Everyone.
Well? I thought. What does it mean? These aren't answers, these are just people. These are just creatures of there earth. This doesn't give me a greater understanding of the world or teach me a universal truth. How can these people mean anything?!
I felt cheated. I felt like I was being played with. I was angry, furious even. This? This is what I journeyed here for? This is the 'Spirit Molecule'?
I almost missed it. In my fit of anger at the 'great teacher,' I almost ignored probably the most important message I'd ever receive.
We. We are the answer. It hit me, I couldn't see these people that were with me because..I was them. They were me. It was as if everything came together and I could see the big picture.
We all share a soul. Everyone is part of the same whole. That's the reason for empathy, the reason we feel sad or happy for one another is because deep down in our core we all know. We feel each other's pain because it is our own. The wars, the fighting, the hatred..it's just different parts of ourself warring with each other. The same way you get caught in a battle with yourself trying to decide the right thing to do sometimes.
But.. If this is all true, where does God fit in all this? What about the Devine creator? Who runs the show? Who's pulling the strings?
We. We are the answer. We're pulling the strings, we're calling the shots. We, as a whole, are the soul of God.
I don't know where this realization came from. No alien lifeform or 5th dimensional being told me this. It was just..there. Like I knew it all along. I did. Every religion says that without God there is no us. But what if they're wrong? What if they have it backwards? Maybe, without us, there is no God. They say people were made in God's image. I like that. We are the image of God.
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Nothing. Not nothing as in nothing happened, but nothing as in there was nothing. A void. It wasn't dark anymore, but my world was completely devoid of light. Completely devoid of well.. Anything. If this is death..what a lonely existence. Or nonexistence. Why? Why do we live our lives just to come to this place at the end? If this is the final destination, then what was the point of it all...
No. I can't accept it. There's a reason I came here. There's a reason. There has to be.. I scream to the void, "show me something! I need answers!" I was not ready for them.
The first wave hit me. It wasn't a wave of happiness or sadness or any other emotion that I knew. A new feeling entirely that words cannot capture. Suddenly I was no longer isolated. No.. I'm not alone. Who's here with me? In my death who has come to visit me in the void?
Everyone. Everyone was there. I couldn't see them but they were there. I could feel them. My family, friends, school teachers, politicians, actors, artists, strangers halfway across the world, the trees the birds, the dog next door.. Everyone.
Well? I thought. What does it mean? These aren't answers, these are just people. These are just creatures of there earth. This doesn't give me a greater understanding of the world or teach me a universal truth. How can these people mean anything?!
I felt cheated. I felt like I was being played with. I was angry, furious even. This? This is what I journeyed here for? This is the 'Spirit Molecule'?
I almost missed it. In my fit of anger at the 'great teacher,' I almost ignored probably the most important message I'd ever receive.
We. We are the answer. It hit me, I couldn't see these people that were with me because..I was them. They were me. It was as if everything came together and I could see the big picture.
We all share a soul. Everyone is part of the same whole. That's the reason for empathy, the reason we feel sad or happy for one another is because deep down in our core we all know. We feel each other's pain because it is our own. The wars, the fighting, the hatred..it's just different parts of ourself warring with each other. The same way you get caught in a battle with yourself trying to decide the right thing to do sometimes.
But.. If this is all true, where does God fit in all this? What about the Devine creator? Who runs the show? Who's pulling the strings?
We. We are the answer. We're pulling the strings, we're calling the shots. We, as a whole, are the soul of God.
I don't know where this realization came from. No alien lifeform or 5th dimensional being told me this. It was just..there. Like I knew it all along. I did. Every religion says that without God there is no us. But what if they're wrong? What if they have it backwards? Maybe, without us, there is no God. They say people were made in God's image. I like that. We are the image of God.
Tagged by Xorkoth
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As it did me.