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Bluelighter
Hi guys,
These are my first two experiences on this chemical. Before this I was fairly experienced with shrooms and LSD and other drugs. Kinda weird stuff for me, I don't think I could do it anymore after this. These experiences are over a year or two old already by now.
So one time I got some from a friend after hearing about it for a year or so.
Fast forward and after doing some slight research about what the chemical was online...
I grabbed a bulb.
It was very white and seemingly pure looking. I loaded a small unknown amount less than 100mg and began to smoke like speed. Took one small hit and felt effects and began to smile because it seemed to work. It was now time to try more.
I told myself I'd be ok and I lit the pipe. Three good hits. My vision was getting blurry and swirly and I lay back with my eyes open. I began to see the ceiling get wobbly and then turn into acid like visions. My body felt very intense like acid or mushrooms and I began to black out as I lay back. I kept my eyes open the first time.
The acoustic texture on the ceiling began to form into wavy shapes resembling thousands of laughing imploding faces. They were all matched together like a puzzle and kept moving further higher into the ceiling until suddenly the edges of the ceiling caved inward and opened up to a black hole. (with my eyes wide open watching) Then one single orange arm with a hand reached out and tugged on me and then I sat up, looked around the room at shroomy like blurry trippy colors and shapes before my eyes. Then the trip slowly faded with a happy blissful feeling until it went completely away and left me with a headache.
While I was watching the black hole open.. I felt I was having multiple epiphanies and coming to many realizations at once. When it did finally open, I felt as though everything was OK and blissful. What I realized when I came back I had no idea. It was all too much and too quick.
I realized this was just a sub breakthrough trip.
The next day I load up the pipe with more of the fumerate. This time some of it is white while most of it is yellow. I concentrated hard on taking three large hits with slow exhalations. The hits burned this time much more than the last and I knew I was a gonner. Upon starting to take the third hit, I could see "ghostly swirls" in my field of vision. They resembled some swirls you would see in a Van Gogh painting "Stary Night". I finished taking the third hit to make sure it was going to work.
I lay back on the blanket I spread on the floor in my room and began to let the trip come on. This time with eyes closed. Many shapes and colors formed very fast this time. I gritted my teeth with intensity and instantly realized it and stopped. The body rush was more intense than ever. I didn't think I was coming back from this one for a while. I pretty much dropped the pipe. I remember it felt like I was strapped to a giant bottle rocket like something you would see on an episode of Tom and Jerry. The bottle rocket took off and off I went head first through a space full of globs of colors.
The space was a pink-ish red void full of globs of colors floating around and I was flying head first through it, strapped to a giant red bottle rocket like Buzz Lightyear. As each glob of color burst over my head like a water balloon, the speed of the bursts and the speed of the rocket through the space would accelerate. The color globs just kept bursting over my head as I flew through them head first strapped to this rocket faster and faster and faster. Eventually it was just like 100 color glob bursts a second on my head while I flew through at sonic speeds.
All the sudden I feel like the rocket ride is climaxing and getting ready to explode. Then I hit a big membrane and burst through it with a wet-like feeling. Everything went black. Then fade in from black and I see the entities. There is six of them standing around me like a knocked out football player and they are all pitch black dark with outlines of glowing thick energy in a white or yellowish color. Two of the 6 entities held out only their right hands and offered me to stay without speaking. I noticed I couldn't see their heads like they extended above a movie screen edge. I felt welcomed. It felt good for me to finally see the entities and they were friendly and expecting me. They told me that I had injuries from my journey and they would fix me. Within an instant and a flash of light I had several lazer beams from above of white-ish blue energy hitting key points in my body while strapped into an operating chair surrounded by what seems to be the perfect description of what every human thinks an alien looks like. A big oblong head and funny elongated eyes and pale green skin.
The beams of energy performing surgery on me putting things in and taking things away felt very real and very good. They were setting paths on my body and moving back and fourth between the points they set. I opened my eyes for a second during the trip to notice my legs wiggle when the beams of energy hit me as it felt so real. I then closed my eyes to be back with the glowing outlined beings of dark matter.
I could tell it was time to say goodbye to the beings when I came back. The beings had fixed me and did not want me to leave. They wanted me to stay with them and enjoy the bliss that was their surroundings. As I drift away from them backwards while looking at them I realized that this was nothing to be afraid of and that I wanted to come back and see the aliens at all costs. The good vibration was very pleasant as I left the beings and floated back down to earth and opened my eyes again to see mushroom like colors and swirlies and geometric patterns that eventually wore off in a ball of confusion and awe. I wanted to go back to live with the Aliens.That time I broke through for sure.
I felt that the experience was very real and that aliens might actually exist after all.
When I came out of the experience is felt so amazing I instantly grabbed the pipe to smoke more and try to go back, but was unable to get back. That's how good it was.
It's been a a year or two since then and I haven't gone back since. Kinda scary to be honest haha. I'm fairly certain that's a breakthrough.
These are my first two experiences on this chemical. Before this I was fairly experienced with shrooms and LSD and other drugs. Kinda weird stuff for me, I don't think I could do it anymore after this. These experiences are over a year or two old already by now.
So one time I got some from a friend after hearing about it for a year or so.
Fast forward and after doing some slight research about what the chemical was online...
I grabbed a bulb.
It was very white and seemingly pure looking. I loaded a small unknown amount less than 100mg and began to smoke like speed. Took one small hit and felt effects and began to smile because it seemed to work. It was now time to try more.
I told myself I'd be ok and I lit the pipe. Three good hits. My vision was getting blurry and swirly and I lay back with my eyes open. I began to see the ceiling get wobbly and then turn into acid like visions. My body felt very intense like acid or mushrooms and I began to black out as I lay back. I kept my eyes open the first time.
The acoustic texture on the ceiling began to form into wavy shapes resembling thousands of laughing imploding faces. They were all matched together like a puzzle and kept moving further higher into the ceiling until suddenly the edges of the ceiling caved inward and opened up to a black hole. (with my eyes wide open watching) Then one single orange arm with a hand reached out and tugged on me and then I sat up, looked around the room at shroomy like blurry trippy colors and shapes before my eyes. Then the trip slowly faded with a happy blissful feeling until it went completely away and left me with a headache.
While I was watching the black hole open.. I felt I was having multiple epiphanies and coming to many realizations at once. When it did finally open, I felt as though everything was OK and blissful. What I realized when I came back I had no idea. It was all too much and too quick.
I realized this was just a sub breakthrough trip.
The next day I load up the pipe with more of the fumerate. This time some of it is white while most of it is yellow. I concentrated hard on taking three large hits with slow exhalations. The hits burned this time much more than the last and I knew I was a gonner. Upon starting to take the third hit, I could see "ghostly swirls" in my field of vision. They resembled some swirls you would see in a Van Gogh painting "Stary Night". I finished taking the third hit to make sure it was going to work.
I lay back on the blanket I spread on the floor in my room and began to let the trip come on. This time with eyes closed. Many shapes and colors formed very fast this time. I gritted my teeth with intensity and instantly realized it and stopped. The body rush was more intense than ever. I didn't think I was coming back from this one for a while. I pretty much dropped the pipe. I remember it felt like I was strapped to a giant bottle rocket like something you would see on an episode of Tom and Jerry. The bottle rocket took off and off I went head first through a space full of globs of colors.
The space was a pink-ish red void full of globs of colors floating around and I was flying head first through it, strapped to a giant red bottle rocket like Buzz Lightyear. As each glob of color burst over my head like a water balloon, the speed of the bursts and the speed of the rocket through the space would accelerate. The color globs just kept bursting over my head as I flew through them head first strapped to this rocket faster and faster and faster. Eventually it was just like 100 color glob bursts a second on my head while I flew through at sonic speeds.
All the sudden I feel like the rocket ride is climaxing and getting ready to explode. Then I hit a big membrane and burst through it with a wet-like feeling. Everything went black. Then fade in from black and I see the entities. There is six of them standing around me like a knocked out football player and they are all pitch black dark with outlines of glowing thick energy in a white or yellowish color. Two of the 6 entities held out only their right hands and offered me to stay without speaking. I noticed I couldn't see their heads like they extended above a movie screen edge. I felt welcomed. It felt good for me to finally see the entities and they were friendly and expecting me. They told me that I had injuries from my journey and they would fix me. Within an instant and a flash of light I had several lazer beams from above of white-ish blue energy hitting key points in my body while strapped into an operating chair surrounded by what seems to be the perfect description of what every human thinks an alien looks like. A big oblong head and funny elongated eyes and pale green skin.
The beams of energy performing surgery on me putting things in and taking things away felt very real and very good. They were setting paths on my body and moving back and fourth between the points they set. I opened my eyes for a second during the trip to notice my legs wiggle when the beams of energy hit me as it felt so real. I then closed my eyes to be back with the glowing outlined beings of dark matter.
I could tell it was time to say goodbye to the beings when I came back. The beings had fixed me and did not want me to leave. They wanted me to stay with them and enjoy the bliss that was their surroundings. As I drift away from them backwards while looking at them I realized that this was nothing to be afraid of and that I wanted to come back and see the aliens at all costs. The good vibration was very pleasant as I left the beings and floated back down to earth and opened my eyes again to see mushroom like colors and swirlies and geometric patterns that eventually wore off in a ball of confusion and awe. I wanted to go back to live with the Aliens.That time I broke through for sure.
I felt that the experience was very real and that aliens might actually exist after all.
When I came out of the experience is felt so amazing I instantly grabbed the pipe to smoke more and try to go back, but was unable to get back. That's how good it was.
It's been a a year or two since then and I haven't gone back since. Kinda scary to be honest haha. I'm fairly certain that's a breakthrough.
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