Icculus
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I wasn't intending to breakthrough, only to get mild low dose effects, as i was alone and what not. I loaded a small amount of the orangish dmt powder into my crackpipe, vaporized it slowly and took 2 hits, inhaling slow on each and holding them in for a long time.
The first buzzing feelings i started feeling were a little uncomfortable, and i found myself thinking "i guess i don't like this, oh well, it uncomfortable but it'll only be 8 minutes." It started getting more and more intense, and 8 minutes started seeming like a longer and longer time to be in such a state. The dialog in my head continued, "8 minutes, 8 minutes."
Then all of the sudden the discomfort of the initial rushing went away, and i became part of/aware of/in sync with the most amazing all encompassing thing i could every imagine, and it dawned on me that here i was, fully in the dmt breakthrough that my excessive researching of the substance had had me fearing. And it was nothing to fear. It felt totally natural, not "crazy" or scary or anything like that. I realized that I was seeing through my minds eye, yet i still had total mental clarity. i kept a running commentary to myself, describing what i was seeing and relating it to how other people had described the experience. Its hard to describe the visions, but they were very colorful, self completing/transforming, utterly beautiful.
Then i became aware of a distinct presence in the universal existence web, and this strange, ultra-colorful entity thing that i can't describe came to me in my conscious, and i think that i remember it positioning itself above my "head"/third eye. Then it began communicating all this information to me that i can't really remember, but it do remember it making me realize how wonderfully precious our lives are. I remember thinking to myself that i was learning the true meaning of love, and that this entity that I was communicating with loved me. I remember towards the end of the communication saying aloud "it created us to...." but i couldn't complete the "thought"
at one point i became aware of the idea that i could open my eyes, and by then i was back in my living room, still seeing amazing ornate closed eye visuals and all that, and with my mouth gaping open in wonder. It was like i woke from some strange dream. once down, i felt pretty much sober after 20 - 30 minutes.
It was an amazing experience, utterly profound.
My soundtrack for the trip was Phish - Divided Sky 8/14/93
substancecode_DMT
methodcode_vaporized
The first buzzing feelings i started feeling were a little uncomfortable, and i found myself thinking "i guess i don't like this, oh well, it uncomfortable but it'll only be 8 minutes." It started getting more and more intense, and 8 minutes started seeming like a longer and longer time to be in such a state. The dialog in my head continued, "8 minutes, 8 minutes."
Then all of the sudden the discomfort of the initial rushing went away, and i became part of/aware of/in sync with the most amazing all encompassing thing i could every imagine, and it dawned on me that here i was, fully in the dmt breakthrough that my excessive researching of the substance had had me fearing. And it was nothing to fear. It felt totally natural, not "crazy" or scary or anything like that. I realized that I was seeing through my minds eye, yet i still had total mental clarity. i kept a running commentary to myself, describing what i was seeing and relating it to how other people had described the experience. Its hard to describe the visions, but they were very colorful, self completing/transforming, utterly beautiful.
Then i became aware of a distinct presence in the universal existence web, and this strange, ultra-colorful entity thing that i can't describe came to me in my conscious, and i think that i remember it positioning itself above my "head"/third eye. Then it began communicating all this information to me that i can't really remember, but it do remember it making me realize how wonderfully precious our lives are. I remember thinking to myself that i was learning the true meaning of love, and that this entity that I was communicating with loved me. I remember towards the end of the communication saying aloud "it created us to...." but i couldn't complete the "thought"
at one point i became aware of the idea that i could open my eyes, and by then i was back in my living room, still seeing amazing ornate closed eye visuals and all that, and with my mouth gaping open in wonder. It was like i woke from some strange dream. once down, i felt pretty much sober after 20 - 30 minutes.
It was an amazing experience, utterly profound.
My soundtrack for the trip was Phish - Divided Sky 8/14/93
substancecode_DMT
methodcode_vaporized
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