Baker
Bluelighter
I've smoked DMT before, but only in the form of plant material which performs much like Salvia leaf does compared to when it is extracted. However, I recently acquired some pure DMT and in my excitement to try it, I eventually proceeded a few days later when I had some spare time and had a taste test, I used approximately 5mg eyeballed, and experienced pretty much as I was used to feeling from smoking the plant material. Which consisted of a few perceptual disturbances, and mild opening of the consciousness, much like that of a 4g trip on mushrooms with a slightly different element to it, but only lasting about 4 minutes before things start to lose their psychedelic trip instead of several hours. Anyway, feeling up for a significantly greater trip after feeling somewhat dissatisfied, I waited about an hour and measured out around 4-5x as much: about 20mg (using 0.01 scales) and placed it in my glass pipe.
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The smoke tastes like a unique blend of cinnamon and chilli while simultaneously numbing my mouth like cocaine. It quickly numbs the whole body and all my sensations, leaving me wondering if I’m still breathing, as I sink into a bed I feel as though my body is becoming liquefied. The place in which I’m lying starts to engulf me as though I am sinking through it. A fear begins to strike laced with confusion and panic, like I’m drowning, while simultaneously everything has extreme clarity and beauty. A part of me seems to think “this is what it feels like to no longer be trapped in your body, this is what it feels like to be dead. An energy is telling me that all is okay which as a result created a clash of emotions, as euphoria meets dysphoria. My eyes are closed and there’s a series of undulating patterns as though the colours of a variety of patterns are turning into paint and are blending together over and over again as they appear as velvet. I open my eyes and the vision of my bedroom in front of me appears extremely oversized and huge while at the same time insignificant, as it appears to be covered in tribal/hieroglyphic writing.
Eventually I catch hold of my breath and can feel myself taking big gulps which I now have the capacity to tell myself to slow down. I look around and colours are different, brighter, it’s as though the resolution and frames per second have been turned up to the maximum threshold on an LCD monitor (only far superior to any Current LCD screen currently existing). I am able to examine things with this unique crispness and it provides a sensation of profound beauty, I feel glad to be alive. Feelings and sensations slowly returns to my body over the next 5 minutes. But not as though I was numb, but as though my senses had become non-existent, or that I’d forgotten they were there... Colours slowly fade back to normal, and I am back here, typing this experience.
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The experience didn’t feel specifically profound when compared with the revelations I have achieved on other psychedelics, except the extent of DMT’s intensity is far beyond other psychedelics I've had. I believe it gave me a taste of what it might feel like to be dead. It definitely felt quite intense, but I can’t point out any certain aspects at the present, which have enabled me to progress my spirituality significantly. I think a large proportion of the fear came from nervousness arising prior to smoking as well as the intense nature of the smoke that caused me to cough and feel a shortness of breath.
Since this experience, I've been glowing with an intense euphoria that has made me giddy and excited about life. I feel happy to be alive, but not only that, I have this strong sense of connectedness to the earth. For example when I look at nature, particularly older species of plants, I feel an intense connection to them, like my spirit is as old as theirs. I've never really felt this things before, It's kind of like the patterns of my existence have been written somewhere and I am experience a reflection of my memories as we speak. For once in my life, I feel at home with myself.
In retrospect, I always thought DMT would be over the top scary, and hard to comprehend/deal with to the extent where I might have been able to have lost my mind, but it never was. It reminds me of Salvia where the experience is so short it's quite hard to even conjure up any incredibly profound thoughts but instead seeing visions that you can only really reflect upon and try to gain meaning from upon coming down.
Any thoughts, greatly appreciated
Thanks for reading
substancecode_DMT
methodcode_smoked
------------------The Trip------------------------------
The smoke tastes like a unique blend of cinnamon and chilli while simultaneously numbing my mouth like cocaine. It quickly numbs the whole body and all my sensations, leaving me wondering if I’m still breathing, as I sink into a bed I feel as though my body is becoming liquefied. The place in which I’m lying starts to engulf me as though I am sinking through it. A fear begins to strike laced with confusion and panic, like I’m drowning, while simultaneously everything has extreme clarity and beauty. A part of me seems to think “this is what it feels like to no longer be trapped in your body, this is what it feels like to be dead. An energy is telling me that all is okay which as a result created a clash of emotions, as euphoria meets dysphoria. My eyes are closed and there’s a series of undulating patterns as though the colours of a variety of patterns are turning into paint and are blending together over and over again as they appear as velvet. I open my eyes and the vision of my bedroom in front of me appears extremely oversized and huge while at the same time insignificant, as it appears to be covered in tribal/hieroglyphic writing.
Eventually I catch hold of my breath and can feel myself taking big gulps which I now have the capacity to tell myself to slow down. I look around and colours are different, brighter, it’s as though the resolution and frames per second have been turned up to the maximum threshold on an LCD monitor (only far superior to any Current LCD screen currently existing). I am able to examine things with this unique crispness and it provides a sensation of profound beauty, I feel glad to be alive. Feelings and sensations slowly returns to my body over the next 5 minutes. But not as though I was numb, but as though my senses had become non-existent, or that I’d forgotten they were there... Colours slowly fade back to normal, and I am back here, typing this experience.
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The experience didn’t feel specifically profound when compared with the revelations I have achieved on other psychedelics, except the extent of DMT’s intensity is far beyond other psychedelics I've had. I believe it gave me a taste of what it might feel like to be dead. It definitely felt quite intense, but I can’t point out any certain aspects at the present, which have enabled me to progress my spirituality significantly. I think a large proportion of the fear came from nervousness arising prior to smoking as well as the intense nature of the smoke that caused me to cough and feel a shortness of breath.
Since this experience, I've been glowing with an intense euphoria that has made me giddy and excited about life. I feel happy to be alive, but not only that, I have this strong sense of connectedness to the earth. For example when I look at nature, particularly older species of plants, I feel an intense connection to them, like my spirit is as old as theirs. I've never really felt this things before, It's kind of like the patterns of my existence have been written somewhere and I am experience a reflection of my memories as we speak. For once in my life, I feel at home with myself.
In retrospect, I always thought DMT would be over the top scary, and hard to comprehend/deal with to the extent where I might have been able to have lost my mind, but it never was. It reminds me of Salvia where the experience is so short it's quite hard to even conjure up any incredibly profound thoughts but instead seeing visions that you can only really reflect upon and try to gain meaning from upon coming down.
Any thoughts, greatly appreciated
Thanks for reading
substancecode_DMT
methodcode_smoked
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