DMT first time + the usual cocktail

[CoffeeDrinker]

Ok so I went over to my buddy's house after work yesterday just expecting to chill and smoke some weed and knock back few beers, not expecting to lose my ego and reevaluate all of existence and observe the incredible balancedness of nature and life and consciousness. Aka. getting really fucked up on a Monday Night. :D

I called my buddy up when I was just getting out of work and asked him if he can get me an 8th of headies. He said he could and to come over and chill. So when I get to my buddy's apartment I see that he's really fucked up on something. This kid and I have done every drug imaginable for years and years so I don't even pretend to know what he's on tonight. The thing I noticed was that he was delaying getting me the pot, but was smoking something out of a bowl. I must have sounded impatient cause he told me to hold on, and then he handed me this vial of a white powder and told me it was DMT. He said it was the purest form of DMT you can get. Way stronger than anything he'd ever done before.

I was a little unsure of it because I didn't want to go batshit insane. I was talking to a kid in one of my rehab groups and he said he went psycho while experiencing mania from his bipolar condition and smoked DMT. That caused him to end up in a hospital. I don't have bipolar, just an opiate addiction, so I didn't think that would happen to me. He gave me a bowl of the stuff sprinkled on some pot and told me to be careful but have at it. The first hit wasn't enough to have an out of body experience and I passed it along feeling really spaced out.

The second hit was a much larger bowl and it sent me to another dimension, so to speak.
My ego was dissolved. I was thinking about all of existence. It showed me everything and it lasted about 30 minutes of intense tripping out. I let out a long laugh and the other kid who was chillin with us was like "OMG I want to try that!" I don't even know if I can describe it, my other friend turned his camera on and recorded us tripping out. He remained sober except for a few beers. He's a smart dude who doesn't do just any drug that comes in front of him. I could still talk for the most part, but the type of shit that I wanted to talk about was the ultimate nature of reality and how all a life form is is an infinite collection of transitions all happening at once.

My other friend went through the galaxy. The thing that was funny was that we were all having a coherent and intelligent conversation, and the sober guy was also saying shit that made perfect sense. It felt like a dream state. We talked about philosophy, dreams, the universe, all of the various factors of reality. And we had the grateful dead and jimi hendrix in addition to our own music that helped guide us through the moment. Time slowed way way down. At one point I wanted to go to the hospital just because that place is really comfortable for me. I asked my buddy if I could go and lay on his bed for a few minutes, but then I decided against it because I'd have to take my shoes off.

Everything was soooo comfortable and exactly how it should be. It just all felt right.
It was the best psychedelic I've ever done and it got me thinking about my drug use and my life choices and everything. We did some coke later on in the night and then did another big hit of the DMT. The cokehead who supplied the coke wasn't into the DMT but he was still a good dude to chill with. I felt bad because I couldn't shoot the shit with him like normal because my mind was going through so much. I wanted to explain that to him, but he knew and was chill about it.
At one point during the trip I said "guys...I don't even know what to do with my life now. Like wtf am I supposed to go back an play the same mundane roles that I've been playing and getting no where with? School? Job? Family man? It's all just a mask, but it's necessary to keep us on our feet.

I realized that it's just a game we have to play in order to get what you want. And getting what you want, and knowing how to get it, is really what it's all about so it's no big deal to show up at work on time or put on a happy face to make customers feel at ease, and the whole nine yards.
The sober dude started freestyling and it was really good rhymes he was coming up with and I was playing guitar behind it. The kid who was also chilling at my buddies told me how he throws raves all the time and how he knows The Roots and shit and I asked him if he'd hook me up.
Idk I have a lot more to add but I have to go to work now.

The thing that impressed me about it was that it didn't leave me with a shitty feeling AT ALL. I felt better than i felt before, and I still feel awesome from the after glow of it. I didn't notice a shitty come-down and it made the weed and beer way stronger seeming, but I wasn't slurring my words or anything. Just talking really slow and when i did talk it was about reincarnation and the rest of that shit. So to sum up for now: Blew my mind way more than I was expecting, made me think about all sorts of awesome shit and have a great time talking with the other dudes who did it, even the dudes who didn't do it were on our same wavelength for the most part, and didn't leave me with any sort of shit feeling at all, I still feel better and happier and like a load was taken off.

I'm happy about everything and chilling and working. White powder DMT was a big fucking success. Way better than wasting my money on coke (the coke was free for me yesterday), or opiates, even better than Acid in my opinion because the anxiety I felt was SO minor and short lasting it was like a "bad trip" just a minute or so after I did it because I was not expecting it to be so damn strong, but once I adjusted I ended taking in 2 more bowls throughout the night and felt awesome each time.

Better than nitrous. the reason why i bring up nitrous is because at the peak of a nitrous experience your vision goes kinda blurry and the nitrous takes up your whole world. This was similar in terms of intensity and euphoria, but longer lasting and felt so natural and warm and altered my train of thoughts.It was humbling to be sure.
More on this later

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[RhythmSpring]

Glad you had such a great trip! The afterglow is the best...

Too bad I get really anxious on it. As I approach breakthrough I feel like I'm an ignoramus about to face all my demons and the ultimate truth... it's hella scary.

 

[His Name Is Frank]

You'll get more reads if you edit some legit paragraphs in your report.

 

[CoffeeDrinker]

lol
Sorry it's just that I can't do something like the other trip reports where they are like T minus 5 minutes I smoked some weed , @ T minus zero I dosed 42 milligrams of DMT in addition to some high grade bud, and so on. Because once I hit the bowl I completely lost track of time until I went to bed at around 2:30 AM.
I took the hit before 10 o clock and I was definitely high for the next several hours.
I would do it again, no doubt, but not for like a few weeks because I want my dopamine and serotonin to recover and be at a normal level throughout my life.
Also there's nothing wrong with those paragraphs other than the fact that the tab key doesn't act as "indent" on the internet. I broke those paragraphs up plenty otherwise.
The thing that's cool was once i did it i had no desire for cigarettes even though everyone else around me was smoking. I had gotten to the point where I would say I'd quit, but I'd still give in to the temptation and ask for a cigarette if everyone around me was smoking.
Ever since new years I wanted to stick with the resolution not to smoke, but when I went out drinking one night I kinda wanted to smoke, luckily no one around me was smoking, but this time I had easy access to cigarettes and I literally had no desire. It's not like I even needed to tell myself not to do it, I just didn't do it and didn't think about it except for maybe like a few seconds a couple of times throughout the night.

 

[jack-special-k]

sounds like a lot of fun, im yet to expirence dmt myself but im sure when id itll be fucking awsome

 

[His Name Is Frank]

lol
Sorry it's just that I can't do something like the other trip reports where they are like T minus 5 minutes I smoked some weed , @ T minus zero I dosed 42 milligrams of DMT in addition to some high grade bud, and so on. Because once I hit the bowl I completely lost track of time until I went to bed at around 2:30 AM.
I took the hit before 10 o clock and I was definitely high for the next several hours.
I would do it again, no doubt, but not for like a few weeks because I want my dopamine and serotonin to recover and be at a normal level throughout my life.
Also there's nothing wrong with those paragraphs other than the fact that the tab key doesn't act as "indent" on the internet. I broke those paragraphs up plenty otherwise.

The thing that's cool was once i did it i had no desire for cigarettes even though everyone else around me was smoking. I had gotten to the point where I would say I'd quit, but I'd still give in to the temptation and ask for a cigarette if everyone around me was smoking.

Ever since new years I wanted to stick with the resolution not to smoke, but when I went out drinking one night I kinda wanted to smoke, luckily no one around me was smoking, but this time I had easy access to cigarettes and I literally had no desire. It's not like I even needed to tell myself not to do it, I just didn't do it and didn't think about it except for maybe like a few seconds a couple of times throughout the night.

Use the ENTER key to make your paragraphs like I've done with your quote here. Otherwise, nice report.

 

[Xorkoth]

Great report if a little hard to read. I love hearing about people having beautiful experiences on psychedelics.

 

[His Name Is Frank]

Ok. I see you've tried to edit again without success. I'll do it for you. Just remember to press enter whenever you are at the end of your paragraphs.

 

[CoffeeDrinker]

I swear I was in a DMT type haze for the next few days. Thanks for the editing.
Haha I want to only do this drug with a group of people, even though I imagine I could set up a great "set and setting" by myself, it's just so much more satisfying when you can talk about your experiences as they are happening.
I kept saying "I shouldn't even be talking about all this" as I was experiencing all those wonderful thoughts and feelings because I felt like I couldn't keep quiet, and I felt like actual wisdom sounds so silly and goofy when spoken about sincerely.

I ended up having another much more minor experience yesterday where my buddy and I split what was left, and it just like instantly elevated me above my problems, it was a gentle rising above the ego. It was lovely. My problems in life aren't that intense these days, not like this same time last year when I was just kicking opiates seriously for the first time, and grinding away my stress in the gym.
I still hang out with my drug buddies, but the suboxone really keeps me out of trouble (not to mention it keeps money in my pocket) and I haven't cheated with it at all since I got on it.
Good times.

So what's the REAL deal with DMT in the brain anyway? Are there any solid links that people can give me? I heard that the pineal gland theory wasn't founded by evidence, but that DMT still does occur in the brain somehow. I'm curious about it.