DMT - Experienced - The Shattering of Mind

[malakaix]

Background info;

I had this experience a little over a year ago, but it took me a long time to fully comprehend it and even longer to put it into words that i felt gave it some form of justification; even so i don't think words could ever describe this life changing transformation.

I had brief experience with smaller dose's previous to this, but they gave me little insight into just how powerful this substance was in higher doses.

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Report:

It was around 7:00am in the middle of the forest, the suns rays bending between the tree's as the dew dripped off nearby leaves, i inhaled until my chest was full.. before shortly exhaling with anticipation.

As i exhaled and felt myself 'power down', my upper body lent forwards and my head down, my entire body and mind became infinitely dense. My body proceeded to lean back straight-up and cross-legged, resembling that of the lotus position. I watched on in awe as the trans-dimensional colors began to shift and morph behind my eyes.. the sounds of reality were stretched into an infinite blend of time, my sense of reality disappeared entirely, as my awareness of the moment became eternal.

I watched on as i flew through the horizons of this multi-dimensional tunnel, mysteries of the universe been revealed at every twist and turn, impossibilities becoming possible.. and what seemed like entities directing me to pay attention as the mother goddess directed me through the flower of life.. as i descended further into the abyss of hyperspace i watched on as logic and belief smashed against each other in spectacular paradoxical form until neither existed and what appeared to be impossible, existed as me.

I was confronted with the realization that my reality was that of my own making, a dream.. manifested by my own being as a means to experience my 'self', i was propelled towards The Void; my rising awareness of nothing from the perspective of everything.. i realized my self.. and the nothingness that accompanied me. As i opened my eyes i was welcomed back to an unfamiliar alien landscape void of definition.. indescribable whispers rushed back and fourth between me.. time sped up and slowed down as the multiple layers of my reality converged upon each other depicting the most incredible dimensional scenery of deep vibrational energy.

I was left shattered.. in awe, in fear, i had become awoken to my own self-realization.. a sense of humbleness bestowed itself upon me as i basked in the afterglow of the most incredible spiritual transformation of my life.

Thank-you for reading.

Much love to all
Blessings.

 

[His Name Is Frank]

Nice report. Thanks for posting.

 

[SplitInfinitive]

Your realizations remind me of the teachings of Paramahansa Yogananda (Autobiography of a Yogi) and Self Realization Fellowship (possibly Hinduism and/or meditative yoga as a whole, I'm not knowledgeable on the subject). Are you familiar with these teachings? Was the experience a realization of knowledge/teachings you already possessed, or something spontaneous and original? How has it carried over to your life?
In case you couldn't tell, your report struck a chord with me, I find it truly inspirational. Thanks for sharing.

 

[malakaix]

Thankyou SplitInfinitive.

The experience itself was spontaneous; i had little to no understanding of any of the above concepts at the time.. which is one of the reason's why it was initially traumatic and took much time for me to integrate the experience into my awareness.

It acted as a catalyst in propelling me towards spirituality by awakening me through blunt force. After that experience i began practicing meditation regularly, i also became very interested in Kundalini (Infact Kundalini as been my main focus since the experience) and did alot of reading into Hinduism and Buddhism, as-well as listening to teachings from Ken Wilber, all of this helped me to better understand and put into perspective what i experienced.

It's carried over in such a way that, i understand im on this path and there's no turning back, it can be tough as thorns at times, and other times like sailing in the seabreeze.. but always leading towards greater spiritual awareness.

Note; Im not actually familiar with those two teachings; but now im interested to check them out, thank-you for mentioning them